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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    27 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    Sometimes, though, Patrick doesn’t answer. Sometimes it just pisses him off, too. As if he’s nothing more than Art’s good little dog. As if he’s been waiting by the phone for ten years, yearning for a California area code. As if he lies in bed every night and jerks off sadly thinking about blonde hair and blue-brown eyes. Patrick despises feeling like Art’s backburner project, something he’s kept on the side for all these years just in case he starts feeling oh-so stifled by his American fucking dream.

    Patrick hopes he chokes on it.

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    the inherent mysticism of the telephone. the inherent mysticism of a man you used to know. Hilarity ensues! (it doesn't)

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    24 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    It wasn’t a clean break.

    OR

    Tashi's life at Stanford, in three seasons.

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    39
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    09 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Since the New Rochelle Challenger, Art has been enjoying a kind of summer camp/ adult slumber party with his wife and his oldest friend, but it can't last forever. Can they plan a way forward, or will they always be caught in the wreckage of their teenage relationship crash?

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    04 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Tashi disliked Patrick’s text, just because it made her feel all warm and fuzzy inside. “I told him that yes, I do think he should bring more than three pairs of underwear for a week long trip, and that we are here.”

    Art was quiet for a few seconds. And then, voice low – “surely he owns more than three pairs of underwear.”

    Tashi rolled her eyes. It was a characteristic and yet unfounded worry. “We’ve seen him in more than three different pairs of underwear.”

    “I would really like to stop thinking about Patrick’s underwear, actually.” Art’s uneasy fingers found the steering wheel again. Tashi’s kept tapping against her phone. What a pair, they were. Tashi couldn’t wait to add Patrick’s leg bounce into the equation and then spend three days straight trapped in a car with them all echoing off of one another.

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    Tashi, Art, and Patrick drive across the country to help Patrick move and find themselves in another hotel room.

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    01 Aug 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 50

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    Patrick is 23.

    He's 12 and he's 29 and he's 21 and he's 18 and he's 25 and he's 14 and he's lost and he's found and he's hopelessly, devastatingly in love with his best friend.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    8,077

    29 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 10

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    “You’re fucking crazy, you know that.” Patrick snarls, waving the gun at the other man’s body. “You bang on my window like some lunatic, and you’re surprised I pulled a gun?”

    The man freezes, shoulders hunching in on himself. Like it might make him disappear. Patrick steps forward, his bare feet hitting the pavement. He wants to keep going, berating the man in front of him. It gives him a rush, a twisted sense of control, something he hasn’t had in a long time.

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    14 Jun 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 36

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    What if, instead of fighting when Tashi talks about Art to Patrick when Patrick goes to visit her at Stanford, Patrick comes in his pants about it?

    That's it, that's the tweet.

    “Hey,” Art says, squinting up at Patrick. “I thought you’d never come.”

    Patrick gives him a shit-eating grin and winks. Art narrows his eyes even more, then rolls them when what he said sinks in. “You are such a child,” he says as Patrick drops into the seat next to him.

    “What?” Patrick gives Art an angelic look. “I came. Just like you wanted me to.”

    “Shut the fuck up, man,” Art says, one corner of his mouth deepening in reluctant amusement, and Patrick doesn’t get a chance to retort because the announcer is introducing the Stanford tennis team over the loudspeakers.

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    12 Jun 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 5

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    April 2018, a day in the life of the Donaldsons. Art keeps having bad dreams and he'd rather do anything but play the Italian open. Tashi, as she's wont to do, pushes him a little too far.

     

    (title from belle & sebastian, 'i'm waking up to us')

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    11 Jun 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    It’s a game for him, this teasing back and forth.

    “I will.”

    “Okay.”

    “I mean it.”

    She looks up, his hair still askew from when her fingers had run through it.

    “Okay,” she replies then turns to leave.

    She’ll always be the better player.

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    10 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 58

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    “I wish it had been my fucking— my arm,” she murmurs, brain still foggy from the anesthesia and unsure of whether she’s addressing her mother or Art, both of whom have been in and out of her hospital room the whole morning. “They could just fucking— chop it off— and I’d still—“

    “Hey,” comes her mom’s voice, so soft it makes Tashi’s chest ache, “let’s focus on something else, okay?”

    There is nothing else, she wants to say— nineteen and a mouth full of cotton, nineteen and a has-been before she’d really been anything— nothing else that matters.

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    OR: Tashi Duncan, and a now-impossible dream.

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    Comments:
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    1,830

    10 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 7

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    Art steps forward quietly, bare feet pressing lightly on the soft carpeting. He gets a better angle and he’s closer now, able to make out her screen. It’s not anything like he imagined, it can’t be because it’s two men. He blinks to make sure he’s seeing right. Definitely two men, one’s got his fingers deep inside the other. His mouth goes dry and he freezes. Don’t panic. Don’t panic.
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    or;
    Art walks in on Tashi watching gay porn, he feels very normal about it. When he confronts her they end up fucking, also in a very normal way. Most importantly, Patrick Zweig does not haunt the Artashi marital bed. Not at all.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    1,556

    04 Jun 2025

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    02 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 13

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    True love blooms.

    OR,

    A dog is housetrained.

    OR,

    An execution is commuted to a life sentence.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    792

    25 May 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    He has, briefly, something that could approximately be called a boyfriend. It’s not exactly right - the whole time they’re seeing each other, it isn’t that serious, not exclusive, nothing that’s going anywhere (reminds Patrick of someone, har dee har). When it’s all going on, Patrick finds himself weirdly averse to the word. Something about boyfriend just feels both too immature, like he’s a middle schooler and not a man in his twenties, and also substantial and permanent enough to make him claustrophobic. But it’s silly - he’s had girlfriends who were a lot less to him.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    83
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    586

    22 May 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 63

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    In the summer of 2006, Art and Patrick finally stop circling one another.

    In the summer of 2010, they finally figure out why.

    Or, Art can't explain the state that he's in; he was his best friend.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    79
    Kudos:
    252
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    63
    Hits:
    6,664

    10 May 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 17

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    A ranked but nonexhaustive list of the things that Art Donaldson is ashamed of: being angry with his wife, not being angry with his wife, letting a man suck his dick, not letting a man suck his dick. Actually, losing a challenger doesn't make the list.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    95
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    17
    Hits:
    1,759

    10 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 27

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    So… Art loses a bet and Patrick meets him in San Francisco while he’s on tour and makes him go to a gay club for the first time…while wearing a remote controlled vibrator.

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    Comments:
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    177
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    27
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    2,476

    03 May 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 82

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    Exactly what it says on the tin. All kinds of trans men, including straight and gay, dominating their partners.
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    This collection of short stories is an effort to give dominant and masculine trans men some more porn that we can identify with. None of the trans men in this collection are described using female-typical language. The author is a trans man. Every chapter is titled with the relevant content, so if you're only seeking gay trans men or straight trans men (for example), you can find the stories you want to read. All characters are at least 21 years of age. I do not give permission for my writing to be copied, reposted, or in any way plagiarised. If you are a cis author, please see this guide for more information about writing trans men.

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    English
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    16,571
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    168
    Kudos:
    903
    Bookmarks:
    82
    Hits:
    37,560

    17 Apr 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 2

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    Checking In was left incomplete for several years. I decided to finally finish it.

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    2
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    2

    28 Mar 2025

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