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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Whose ears would burn for Ilya? Not even a brother’s. Svetlana’s would, but she stands entrenched in the bitter construction that set him down this path in the first place. Ilya’s love for her can’t bridge worlds. Ilya knows the only reason his chest hasn’t collapsed into a black hole is someone else entirely, living behind his sternum and propping him up from the inside.

    When Alexei dumps more on Ilya than he can handle, Ilya looks for an escape in someone else.

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    09 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    “I have had concussion before, Hollander. I do not need babysitter.”

    Shane ignored Rozanov and continued, “If you insist on not telling anyone, and I’m the only person that knows, then you need to let me take care of you.” Shane readied himself for the rejection.

    Rozanov looked perplexed. “You do not know me. Why are you acting like you care about me, Hollander?”

    Well, Shane hadn’t expected that response. “It’s not- I’m not saying I- I just want to win fair and square, Rozanov. It’s nothing more than that. I can’t have you collapsing during the game.” There. Totally convincing reason. Shane almost believed it himself.

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    Shane sees Rozanov for the first time and is shocked to see how Rozanov is treated by his own father. Shane decides he'll be the one to take care of Rozanov.

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    08 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    In 2008, Hayden Pike is a rookie Metro trying his best to navigate a new team, a new city, and his new place in the spotlight when he takes home a member of the enemy team, Cliff Marlow.

    Eight months later, Hayden meets the woman who would become his wife. A year after that meeting, they would be married and expecting twins. Hayden did not have time to dwell on his chance encounter with Marlow, no matter how life-changing the experience had been.

    ...until a decade passes, his best friend breaks some major barriers, and someone gets traded to the Montreal Metros.

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    07 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    Shane Hollander attempts to be a good example for the newest Montreal Voyageur, Ilya Rozanov

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    07 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 58

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    With Russia banned from competing in World Juniors, Shane and Ilya don’t meet until draft day. How is their story different without those first few interactions and without the media’s “rivalry” obsession?

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    05 Feb 2026

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    How did he let this happen?

    Shane's not sure.

    One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's gorgeous sweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...

    Well.

    Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.

     

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    Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    ‘Was he? What you needed?’

    ‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’

    ‘Did he hurt you?’

    Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.

    The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’

    ‘Um.’

    Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.

    And he was reading the truth on it now.

    ‘Fuck. He hurt you?’

    //

    In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.

    (Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    03 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 29

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    Beta Jackie and Omega Hayden feel like their love and family doesn't need to grow any more; however, Alpha Cliff Marlow stumbles into their private lives (instead of keeping their relationship as enemies on the ice) and changes their minds a little bit at a time.

    Alpha Cliff Marlow thought he was going to stay single forever after one failed relationship after another, but then meeting a couple who first just want to have sex with him, slowly grow their relationship including opening their hearts and home to him make him realize that he is worthy of love and a future family.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “I have a secret,” Ilya whispers. 

    Half-awake, Shane blinks at him sleepily. “What is it?” 

    “I cannot say.” Ilya’s eyes flicker between Shane’s. “But this secret, it is why I cannot stay. It is why I didn’t go to Russia when my father died.” 

    “Will you tell me someday?” 

    “Yes. I promise.” 

    OR: a rewrite of Heated Rivalry, with a twist.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is 18 years old and a beta when he first competes at World Juniors in Saskatchewan. Shane's only expectation is to bring home gold. Instead, Shane unexpectedly presents as an omega during the gold medal game against Russia. Luckily, his rival Ilya Rozanov is there to help Shane, which is a good thing because Shane knows nothing about being an omega. Rozanov kindly offers to extend his stay to help Shane through his first heat.

    Only months later, Shane discovers that he came home with a whole lot more than a silver medal and an unwanted new designation. Somehow he's carrying the baby of a man who lives on the other side of the world. A man who never offered his phone number and doesn't have any social media to speak of.

    Somehow Shane is going to have to find a way to explain why he's suddenly pulling out of the 2009 draft, come to terms with giving up hockey and caring for a baby completely alone. All while desperately wishing he could share the joys of first smiles and the stress of sleepless nights with the alpha he's never quite been able to forget.

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    Shane gets pregnant the first time they meet, but doesn't find out until Ilya is back in Russia with no way to contact him.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “Mr. Hollander,” Dr. Jackson said. Shane looked at her again, and got a creeping sensation up the back of his spine. She continued, “Are you aware that you’re pregnant?”

    Shane blinked. Pregnant? There was no way.

    He knew he was a carrier, but he’d always been so careful about birth control and condoms. Militant about it, in fact. His hand drifted down to his stomach. Shane had been feeling nauseous lately, and maybe a little tired, but he’d chalked it up to too much training. The few pounds he’d put on were written off as a result of sneaking one too many Snickers bars when he was stressed.

    “That’s–that can’t be right,” Shane said, shaking his head. He felt bile rise up in his throat again, and covered his mouth. Dr. Jackson quickly reached into a cabinet and handed him a blue bag, which Shane then proceeded to empty the contents of his stomach into.

    --

    After getting his bell run by Marleau on the ice, Shane finds out he's pregnant.

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    02 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 41

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    “You’re home? In Moscow, I mean,” Hollander asks.

    “Da. Yes. Home,” he says, the last word falling lifelessly from his tongue. “I hate this place so much.”

    “Why do you go there every summer?” Hollander asks, and Ilya huffs a bit.

    “Is home. That is what you do,” he says.

    “Do you want to tell me about it?” Hollander offers.

    “No,” Ilya says. “Tell me what you’re wearing.”

    (or: Ilya is home for the summer but something is different this time. A falling out with his brother sends him running back to the only safety he's ever known)

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    01 Feb 2026

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    31 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 29

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    "Honey, it seems like you've got a soul mark."

    "A soul mark?" said Shane, unsure of whether to be relieved or horrified. "I thought those were supposed to be crazy rare."

    "Visible ones are," said his dad, exchanging a glance with his mom. She gave him an almost imperceptible nod and he continued. "Everyone has them, but only a few people can ever see them. They're like those… what do you call them…?"

    "Blaschko lines," his mom supplied. "Like dad says, they're usually invisible, but some people have a genetic condition where you can see them."

    Or: what happens when your mysterious new soul mark starts looking an awful lot like the tattoo on your arch enemy's chest?

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    30 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane doesn’t get the chance to shift often.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    30 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 84

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    “The other guys always teased that they liked each other, that they were banging in the locker room showers or were trying to get married or something. Hayden didn’t really get it. Shane was his best friend. Of course they spent a lot of time together. He was Hayden’s favorite person, probably. Or at least one of them.”

    In which: there are revelations, negotiations, and new beginnings.

    Or: Shane didn’t mute the phone call. Hayden and Shane learn some things about themselves (or… remember? Stop ignoring?) and Ilya has an idea.

    Or Or: The whole time Ilya and Shane were having their trysts, Shane and Hayden had something else going on. Neither of them could put a name to it, but apparently it’s not ‘best friend behavior’. Hayden just wants to know why Jackie never said anything.

    (P.S. - this is a fic mostly following Shayden’s QUEERPLATONIC RELATIONSHIP. I cannot stress this enough. There is no romance between Shane and Hayden, but they’re more than ‘just friends’.)

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    29 Jan 2026

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    "Shane Hollander is retiring."

    Ilya rolled over to look at his wife, next to him in bed in one of his old Boston t-shirts. She was staring at her phone, scrolling rapidly.

    "What do you mean, Hollander is retiring?" Ilya felt strangely winded. He had hardly seen Hollander outside the rink in more than a decade, but he found himself unable to imagine playing hockey without him.

    He thought back to the last time he'd seen — really seen — Hollander. Hollander had Ilya's cock in his mouth. Ilya could still remember the blend of annoyance and need on Hollander's face, the tears in the corner of his eyes. Ilya had wanted to dominate him, to take him apart, to wreck him and then put him back —

    Svetlana interrupted the memory.

    Or: Ilya and Shane stopped seeing each other before the Sochi Olympics. When Ilya hears Shane is retiring, he decides it's finally time to reconnect.

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    29 Jan 2026

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