rustykitchenscissors
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he's alive! i'm alive! we're all alive! (oh, this case just got busted wide open) by rustykitchenscissors
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
17 Apr 2016
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“No addiction. No catastrophe. And no philosophy, for fuck’s sake. You ever read anything in your life that wasn’t a downer?”
Steve splays the book facedown across his thigh and rubs a bit of Bucky’s hair between forefinger and thumb. “What would be the fun in that?”
OR: Steve is deeply depressed; Bucky comes back; Steve continues to be deeply depressed.
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not much has changed but they lived under water by rustykitchenscissors
Fandoms: Malcolm in the Middle
07 Nov 2015
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Francis attends a hotbed of homoeroticism. Reese dances to ABBA. They fail to connect about it.
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had to get away so i could grow by rustykitchenscissors
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
07 Nov 2015
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He thinks he must have made Steve cry before. They were children and children were cruel and they wore their feelings like the skin of their knees, quick to bleed where everyone could see.
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a dying breed who still believes by rustykitchenscissors
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
02 Jun 2015
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When she's thirteen, Janice Kirk falls in love with a ghost.
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got this feeling that I can't go back by rustykitchenscissors
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
31 Dec 2014
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In a garden, she comes to with blood in her mouth, and above her, the porous sky. Blood: new, hot, reminiscent of the ozone layer but lacking its permeability. Cricket noise jumps at her, and drizzling rain. She croaks out, “Where am I?” and God tells her nothing in return.
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Exactly Like We Were by mysterycultist
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
03 Jun 2016
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“You can make a fight out of anything,” Bucky says, and affects a laugh, badly. “You can make a metaphor a fight. What the hell do anesthetics have to do with anything?”
Steve almost blurts out, Art is an anesthetic! But at the last second, he gets a hold of himself.
Bookmarked by rustykitchenscissors
15 Jun 2019
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this! this!!!! this fic is like an ornately carved little drawer pulled from a library card catalogue, through which someone is actively rifling both casually and intently, and also my lungs ache to crush this bucky to my chest!!! i'd say the same about aching to crush steve to my chest but he wouldn't tolerate that so i'm setting him free of my ache. this!
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deep in this anatomy, buried by alcibiades
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
23 Jan 2015
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Bucky's relationship with Steve was fairly simple. His relationship with technology - in particular, one specific piece of technology - was a little bit more difficult to explain.
Series
- Part 1 of a little light in your black sea
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Bookmarked by rustykitchenscissors
13 Sep 2015
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this was frequently painful and exhausting to read. in a bone-deep, crucial, and exacting way. it's, like, Too Much. it's very very very very good.
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Keep the Torch Lit by thepartyresponsible
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, X-Men - All Media Types
20 Apr 2018
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“Logan,” Charles says, delicately. “Do you know the whereabouts of the Winter Soldier?”
“Nope,” Logan lies, easy as anything. “Haven’t heard a damn thing, Chuck.”
“Logan,” Charles says, “have you forgotten I’m a telepath?”
“Well,” Logan says, a little less pleasantly, “I sure forgot you’re a Goddamn nosy son of a bitch.”
Bookmarked by rustykitchenscissors
22 Mar 2019
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this made me so happy!!! i am invested!!! the dialogue is perfect and the pacing is perfect and there is so much history and worldbuilding accomplished in so few words!!
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Let's Fall in Love by Desdemon for chaya
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
31 May 2014
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“I really am sorry, dollface,” Bucky said, his eyes huge and stupid. “I’m just flapping my gums, you know what a chucklehead I am.”
Bookmarked by rustykitchenscissors
18 Feb 2019
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THE MOST ADORABLE & a revelation of real, fun, ridiculous, grounded warmth.
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Natasha ducks her head and pets Cluck Cluck. The hairs that escape her bun are frizzy and puff out. Her hand shakes and then she lets her arm drop slowly so Cluck Cluck slides to the floor and lands like a bounce and ruffles her feathers.
Bucky reaches out to Natasha and takes a big step towards Steve.
Series
- Part 3 of Alphabet
Bookmarked by rustykitchenscissors
08 Jun 2018
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6/8/18 - i read this not realizing it came after a much larger story; i'll reread it after reading that larger story and then this will be a different bookmark than it currently is, quite possibly. but this is painful and comforting and a shape. a shape that's full and it's large enough that i can dunk my head inside of it and see a lot of its contents but not all of the shape's contents which might have to do with the fact that i haven't read the preceding events and might not realize what context i'm missing but i dearly love this bucky, this steve, this natasha, this chicken.
8/3/18 - i read the full series and it was BEAUTIFUL and it HURT my fucking HEART. extremely painful and extremely an ocean. an ocean viewed over a long period of time and recorded in its every moment. just very very lovely and awful (awful with "awe" as the emphasis) and all-consuming. beautiful fragile love. beautiful fragile recovery.