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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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The index finger at his sternum felt like the muzzle of a gun. Whitaker’ heart jumped further up his throat. He could feel his heartbeat burning on his tongue.
“Do you just do whatever people tell you?”
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When It All Becomes Too Much by Stillhurting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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The loop began again in his mind: the gym, the showers, Rozanov’s hands, Rozanov’s mouth, the moans and profanities and apologies that had slipped from Shane’s own throat in the heat of the moment. It was a swirling cocktail of fear, guilt, and a terrifying, lingering want. He couldn’t make it stop, no matter how hard he tried to choke it down.
His equilibrium snapped, sending his stomach into a free fall. The acidic burn rose in his throat, sharp and undeniable. Shane was stumbling toward the bathroom before his brain had even told his legs to move—his body reacting to an inevitability his mind was still resisting.
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A series of nine missing or extended scenes (headcanon) from the show depicting Shane falling apart, breaking down, and/or becoming physically sick after experiencing extreme anxiety, panic attacks, or emotionally charged situations.
Shane is already an OCD, perfectionist, athlete, so it’s not a stretch to imagine he has a nervous stomach. These chapters eventually contrast his years of breaking down in private with the moment he finally lets Ilya in.
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can't see straight but the feeling's right by wakesiren for strryeyedlvr
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
15 Apr 2025
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A couple weeks before Santos officially starts her internship at the Pitt, she meets a stranger in a bar.
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“You don’t get to tell me what kind of doctor I am,” Garcia says, her grip on Santos’s shoulder tightening.
“Then start acting like a better one.”
Or, Santos and Garcia have a confrontation about what happened with Langdon. And then it becomes something else entirely.
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- Part 2 of canonverse garcia x santos
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Seen. That small, clinical word beneath his text feels heavier than it should. Rozanov has read his message, has processed that information, so by this time he must have made a conscious decision to not reply to Shane. He doesn’t know why this is bothering him so much. He has no right to be upset, he is not entitled to Rozanov’s time nor constant attention. They are not… together, he isn’t even sure if they count as close—as friends.
And yet, he keeps staring at his phone, feeling the familiar and prickling discomfort under his skin. Why isn’t Rozanov replying?
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He hasn’t prepared for any of this—for the tenderness that follows the storm, only for the storm to sweep away everything again. He doesn’t know how to deal with Rozanov’s confusing words and contradicting actions, with both fire and ice, both closeness and distance, all at the same time.
Every time Shane feels like he manages to understand Rozanov a little, the pattern shifts, and he is once again left with splintered pieces that don’t make sense.
Or: All the messages Shane sent to Ilya during the six long months between Sochi and Vegas, and the ones he did not send.
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- Part 2 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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[No-Crash AU]
In the Spring of 1996, Jackie reads Shauna's journal and they go their separate ways.
In the Winter of 2000, they run into each other at the Taylors' yearly Christmas party and everything begins again.
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Shauna and Jackie fight and cut contact, have hate sex at a Christmas party in Jackie's old bedroom when they see each other again four years later, and ruin their twenties trying to figure out how to deal with loving someone they haven’t learned how to forgive.
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all the things he did by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.
OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!
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Printer’s Alley by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Dec 2025
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They’re not dating. They’re barely even friends. Shane should be in bed preparing for tomorrow’s game. But when Ilya shows up in Nashville wearing a stupid cowboy hat and that dangerous smile, things go from routine to risky: meeting up with Rozanov is a terrible idea. Dancing with him in a crowded bar where anyone could see is worse.
But Shane’s never been good at saying no to Rozanov.
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Honey and vodka, you can't be serious? by DaughterofLegends
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jan 2026
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Something's wrong with Ilya and it feels like Shane is the only one who can tell.
Once he talks himself into checking on Ilya at his Boston apartment (despite a glaring lack of booty-call texts) he in short order:
(1) finds Ilya with a fever,
(2) stumbles straight into Ilya's childhood trauma,
(3) meets Svetlana, and
(4) gets acquainted with old Russian cold remedies.--
Canon-diverging Sickfic. Set during the last game Ilya plays before his father dies. Contains spoilers for The Long Game.
Happy ending (but it might hurt a little bit on the way)!
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“Hollander. Relax. So you lost one game,” Ilya said. “Big deal. Win next time.”
“It is a big deal,” Shane said. His hands were clenched tightly into fists. “It’s not just the game. You know I can’t afford to fuck up like this, not this close to playoffs. It’s a pretty big deal. Fuck. And it’s my fault. I wasn’t focused. I can play better than that, and I just… didn’t.”
“Okay, your fault, so what?” Ilya shrugged. “You think you should be punished for this?”Series
- Part 2 of missing scenes
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apply pads (shock now!) by blongblong
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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When Paramedic Shane Hollander and EMT Hayden Pike start working nights, they expect to spend their shifts getting fucked over by Response Paramedic—and notorious asshole—Ilya Rozanov.
Shane does end up getting fucked, just not in the way he was expecting.
(shane just wants to do his job and ride the ambulance. ilya thinks shane should be riding him, instead.)
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- Part 1 of return of spontaneous circulation
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your name, my blood by clockwrkpendrxgon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Nov 2025
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“Ilya?” Shane gasps at the barely standing figure at his doorstep.
“Sorry.” Ilya hiccups. “Did not know where else to go.” That’s the last thing he says before he collapses into Shane’s arms.
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Or the Fighter Ilya x Nurse Shane AU nobody asked for.
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you'll be mine (and I'll be yours) by theprinceandagcd
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jan 2026
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Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”
“A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”
The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”
They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”
“Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”
“Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”
Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.
“That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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please leave a message by subcorax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Sarah
Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.Jackie
Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.Jackie has added Lily to the conversation
Lily
what
what is thisOr: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.
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- Part 1 of You Have (81) Unread Messages
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i'm your man by thesehands
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
17 Sep 2025
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The door opened to reveal Adam Parrish, Esquire, Attorney at Law. He was well dressed, tall and slender, with piercing blue eyes set deep in a handsome, angular face. His forehead was furrowed in a perturbed manner that made his fair eyebrows look like one long pale, blonde line. He had not one single hair out of place anywhere on his head, nor a wrinkle in his neatly tailored suit. He had dark circles underneath his eyes, and a few faded freckles dappled the bridge of his nose. Despite those two very human and almost boyish physical attributes, there was an innate peculiarity to his demeanor. He looked uptight, just like his office. He looked annoyed, just like Ronan.
Adam Parrish frowned at Ronan, and then he said, “I’m sorry. I don’t take criminal defense cases.”
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I feel more free than I have in years (six feet in the ground) by fowles
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
18 Oct 2023
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Without the crash, without the tragedy, Jackie and Shauna head to college separately.
A reunion told over four years.