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Trinity Santos had always been too much. She’d known that since she was old enough to have a conscious thought. It had been drilled into her, over and over again, not always with the exact words, of course. Trinity Santos had also never been enough. She’d known that since long before she had the vocabulary to put it into words. Her girlfriends realizing those things was inevitable, and she should have seen it coming. She would do anything to keep them, even if it ruined her.
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Some lovely Garsanshimi hurt/comfort that gets worse before it gets better.
Title is from Ruin Me by Mercer Henderson
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12 Aug 2026
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Trinity Santos has spent the last three summers working on the Sirocco. It's her last summer as lead deck hand before medical school and one good tip could be the difference between a fall start and the saved deferral form on her laptop.
When Yolanda and Baran charter the yacht for their tenth anniversary, Trinity learns that the most dangerous guests aren't the cruel ones but the ones who make being taken care of feel like something she might not have to pay back.
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05 Jul 2026
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BANG BANG BANG
Hastily shaking the box of the One Wish Willow, Sarah caught the trinket in her palm. Attempting to toss the box to the side, though it only slipped from her lap and beneath her shoes in the driver’s seat of her car. Her breathing was jagged, eyes wide and body jolting every slam of the window the man gave it. Sarah couldn’t tell which rhythm was her heartbeat and which was the racket of the demon outside her car door, begging her to stop and put it away.
Bear. Only Bear. Always Bear.
“I wish Nikki would leave Bear alone.”
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21 Jun 2026
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Baran Al-Hashimi has spent her life believing she was destined to be alone, growing up with epilepsy, overprotective parents, and the pressure of becoming a doctor while never feeling the soulmate connection she always dreamed of. At twenty one, she finally discovers her soulmate bond with Yolanda Garcia, a thirteen year old girl whose broken arm allows Baran to feel her pain for the first time. It's only a few years later when Baran and Yolanda start realize their connection isn't as complete as they thought.
A garsanshimi shared-pain soulmate au.
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20 Jun 2026
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there’s a rumble of applause while trinity’s first song starts thudding through the speakers. she stares down at the plexiglass floor for a few moments, immersing herself in the clicking of her own heels as she strolls up to the pole before glancing out over the crowd as casually as possible, only-
she’s there, again. there is, in fact, a woman. she’s barely visible but absolutely real, standing squarely behind the troves of people, drink in hand, staring.
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the stripper!barantos au that i've always dreamed of
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10 Jun 2026
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Trinity Santos has a headache. Her least favourite attending doesn’t seem to know how to leave well enough alone.
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26 May 2026
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so forgive me if i jump (at the rattle of your keys) by Bugsquads
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
26 May 2026
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The first week back is an endless parade of people checking on her. Garcia corners Trinity in the stairwell to tell her how worried she was with a very un-Garcia-like sincerity; Mel keeps shooting looks at her out of the corner of her eye; Victoria asks her if she’s ok at least three times a day; and even freaking Langdon finds her in the ambulance bay and tells her how sorry he is that it happened to her. Trinity tells him to fuck off, because it’s easier than admitting that she hates that she is again a person who has had a capital S Something happen to them.
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A workday goes south. Trinity copes with the aftermath.
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03 May 2026
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you're like a ghost, you're everywhere by Charlie_Balle
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Moon Knight (TV 2022)
28 Apr 2023
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Yelena dies at the age of fifteen trying to retrieve an ancient Egyptian relic for the Red Room. She’s sure that she must have truly lost her mind when a figure looms over her and asks her if she wants to live, if she wants to wipe out the red in her ledger by saving lives who would be taken by horrible people.
There in the tomb, Yelena lives.
While Khonshu gains a highly-skilled deadly avatar, Yelena gains a protector.
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- Part 21 of Yelena Belova Feels
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03 May 2026
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28 Apr 2026
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Rumi touched her fingers to her ribs. She could feel the heat radiating from her skin, even through her clothes. A distant, miserable part of her said, this is going to hurt.
She pushed her fingers down.
The rib shifted.
The thing about telling one very big lie is that it requires a foundation of hundreds of smaller lies to hold it up, lies such as "I'm fine," and "nothing's broken," and "it doesn't hurt."
Rumi finds this out the hard way.
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20 Apr 2026
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08 Apr 2026
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A patient is rushed into the ER after an overdose, except she’s eerily similar to another doctor at The Pitt…
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Santos’s past self winds up in the present and somehow lands in the PTMC ER.
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08 Apr 2026
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By all accounts, Trinity supposes that she's gotten away with far too much for far too long. A targeted jab, an eye roll, a sarcastic remark to an entirely reasonable question. The most she’d received for any of it had been a slap on the wrist or a brief time-out. Worth it enough that she kept pushing at boundaries like she never expected them to give way.
She knew that they had within the first three hours of meeting Baran Al-Hashimi.
( or - Trinity knows just how to push. Baran lets her- to an extent. )
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08 Apr 2026
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It's been over a month since Robby left for his sabbatical and Dr. Baran Al-Hashimi has taken over the day shift at the Pitt, and Dr. Trinity Santos feels like she can't catch a break. She is going crazy under Dr. Al-Hashimi's critical, watchful eye, and she hates her for it. Dr. Al-Hashimi could not feel further from the same.
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Trinity hates Baran Al-Hashimi; that doesn't stop Baran from winning her over.Title from Revolution 0 by boygenius
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08 Apr 2026
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Do I wanna know? (If this feeling goes both ways) by Orbitsaroundyouu
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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Trinity Santos was a normal freak, that she was sure of.
Sure, she got the occasional intrusive thought of having an older woman ordering her around, maybe even punishing her 'The Secretary' style if she got it wrong, and rewarding her with her fingers in her mouth and her strap thrusting into her when she got it right-
But that was it, mere thoughts.
But she wasn't some..some depraved freak who craved praise and..touch. She knew she wasn't. She was a normal freak.
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Dr. Al-Hashimi waltzed into The Pitt and decided to mess with Trinity's previously clear understanding of her kinks and she desperately needs it to stop.
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07 Apr 2026
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Dr. Baran Al-Hashimi can't seem to stay away from Trinity Santos.
Dr. Al-Hashimi is nothing if not a rule-follower, but there is something about Trinity that causes cracks to appear in the surface, and that classic Al-Hashimi composure may falter under Trinity’s spell.
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06 Apr 2026
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Baran is a quick study, and it applies to everything. Including Trinity.
During a particularly stressful shift, Baran discovers Trinity’s hidden… inclinations. The revelation stirs something warm and curious inside her, a slow-building hunger that lingers. She won’t stop until she has mapped out every single one of the younger girl's weaknesses, learning exactly where to press, where to linger, and exactly how long to wait before she starts to unravel.
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03 Apr 2026
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Should I Keep Going From Here? by ravengrayash (KaionaporradacomFatui)
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025), Spider-Man - All Media Types
16 Apr 2026
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It’s been two months since the Honmoon had turned golden. Two months since the curse rewrote reality. Two months since Rumi is erased from memory, stripped of her name, her place, her worth. To the world, she doesn’t exist. To the people who once mattered most, she doesn’t exist.
This is a story of absence. An angst woven from hunger, exhaustion, and the silence of being forgotten. A story about what it means to survive when the world has already moved on without you, and the emotional and psychological consequences this can trigger.
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31 Mar 2026
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Trinity Santos is three hours into a double shift, alone in the break room, when her phone buzzes with an unknown number. A stranger has sent a photo by accident, a red dress, an ornate mirror, a bare back, and is immediately, catastrophically mortified about it.
Trinity is polite. She says she deleted it. She saves the contact as 'very hot stranger 🔥'.
That's where it starts.Wrong number. Slow burn. Enemies to lovers. SMAU-adjacent.
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31 Mar 2026
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Trinity had a prickly personality, Baran figured from the moment she spoke to her. She was brash, sometimes impulsive, and didn't really seem to mesh too well with the rest of the staff, but Baran knew there was more to her. That couldn’t be the whole story.
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24 Mar 2026