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    Ilya Rozanov can't seem to stop running into Shane Hollander. Everywhere he goes, Hollander seems to magically appear. What a fascinating coincidence.

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    14 Oct 2026

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    Ilya is an asshole to Shane in Sochi. He's an asshole again in Vegas.

    Shane decides he doesn't hate himself enough to put up with this shit.

    It takes everything he has, but he ends it with Ilya.

    Ilya isn't having it.

    OR: What does Ilya Rozanov look like on his (figurative) knees?

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    14 Oct 2026

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    The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.

    Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.

    Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.

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    14 Oct 2026

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    “I would have married you, you know,” Ilya says, eyes determined but yielding, genuine and raw. “For real.”

    And it doesn’t feel like the gift of control. It doesn’t feel like momentum, and Shane doesn’t know how to take these words and create direction.

    It feels like a weight in his stomach and a fire to his plans and like the rug has been yanked from under him so quickly that he’s falling before he can put his hands up.

    And all Shane can say in response, unplanned and unpracticed, is, “I didn’t even think you liked me that much.”

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    Post-tuna melt incident, Ilya can't return to Boston due to problems with his visa. Shane offers him a place to stay.

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    13 Oct 2026

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    The beginning of the process was fairly easy. Ilya turned on the new phone and followed the directions to start the transfer, but it stalled out at the same step as it had for the genius person. Ilya spent some time scrolling through Reddit and checking if it was his photos, or maybe his contacts, until he saw a post from BigPapi27: my problem was with my voicemail lolll never checked it and it was full as hell. had to clear it out and then everything was fine.

    Well. That was probably it. Ilya didn’t think he’d checked his voicemail since he’d played for Boston. He wasn’t even sure where it lived on the phone, so he googled that too, and found out that not all the notifications on the phone call app were from missed calls. A lot of them were, but just as many were voicemails he hadn’t known were taking up all this space, causing him problems. 

    And, he realized as he scrolled, so many of them were from Shane.

    (or, shane starts leaving ilya voicemails. years later, ilya finds them all)

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    13 Oct 2026

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    “For today,” Ilya offers slowly. “We can pretend.”
    “Pretend?”
    “For today,” Ilya repeats, standing and walking over to where Shane is standing with Ilya’s shirt in one hand. He takes the black cloth gently and places a warm hand on Shane’s bare shoulder, thumb rubbing back and forth and soothing Shane’s frayed nerves. They could. They could pretend for today and then go back to their normal routine when they part ways before the game tomorrow. It’ll hurt like hell when they do, but…
    “Ok,” Shane breathes. “Let’s pretend. For today.”

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    The one where Shane doesn't leave after the tuna melts, deciding instead that they can 'pretend' to be together

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    13 Oct 2026

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    “Marlow’s death is a tragedy for the hockey community. We lost an athlete at the peak of his career, well before his time.”

    “Our hearts go out to Boston.”

    “This casts a long shadow on Raiders captain Ilya Rozanov. What really happened that night?”

    “Yes, lots of speculation about Rozanov, whose year has been nothing but casualty after casualty. Truly bizarre series of events in the hockey world.”

    Something dark is going on with Rozanov. A curse from the past that won't let him go.

    Shane has his own secrets to protect. No one can ever know what he really is. Not even Ilya.

    But if they’re going to tread dangerous water, they might as well do it together.

    (Cursed!Ilya and Folktale Creature!Shane, a ghosts and monsters AU)

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    12 Oct 2026

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    It took a moment for Ilya’s brain to catch up.

    “My father knows about me and Shane?”

    “The whole world knows about you and Shane! Did you not hear me?”

    Or: Shane's phone is stolen in Sochi. They're outed and and have to go on the run together to get out of Russia before being caught by the Russian authorities.

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    12 Oct 2026

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    "There in the photo was a young man in a hammock with a serene lake behind him, bathed in an orange sunset. A book was open in his lap and he was smiling up at the camera, easy and relaxed. Ilya didn’t think he’d ever seen anyone look so effortlessly gorgeous in a pair of ratty sweatpants and a bleach-stained t-shirt. He also didn’t think he’d ever find a personal family photo of Shane Hollander, the up-and-coming hockey sensation from Canada who had gone missing in November of 2008, in a thrift shop in Boston."

    Ilya and Shane never met at world juniors because Shane vanished without a trace. Against all logic, he appears almost two years later in Ilya's dreams. Those dreams begin to blur the line between fiction and reality, becoming muddy and impossible to navigate. As Ilya falls in love with a dead man, he finds that he cares less and less about those lines. When the opportunity to solve the mystery and bring closure to Shane's parents presents itself, Ilya must face whatever reality may truly be, even if that means losing the love of his life for good.

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    12 Oct 2026

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Shane is a sex worker who reviews his clients on a website called Oh No, Shane Fucking Writes

    At Ilya’s office, everybody knows OhNSFW. It’s practically a mandatory morning read.

    What they don’t know is that Ilya booked a session with Shane about three weeks ago. Tonight, he finally gets to meet him in person.

    And he can hardly fucking wait to read his review.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    “Dare.” Rozanov takes a shot of vodka.

    “You’re supposed to drink if you can’t do the dare, idiot.” Jackie rolls her eyes.

    “That’s the third time he’s downed a shot before the dare, I don’t think he understands the rules, or he just wants to get reeeally drunk.” JJ toasts. A grin on his face as he downs the last bit of his beer as if he, also, doesn’t understand the rules.

    “I daaare yoooou….” Hayden singsongs, speech slightly slurred as he leans back, considering. “To play gay chicken with Shane.”

    “What?” Shane’s head snaps towards Hayden. “I’m not even playing the game!”

    Or

    Shane and Ilya play a game of Gay Chicken and the whole thing gets a little out of control

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Ilya’s mouth fell open a little. “It is 2017 Shane and your father has no idea I am here. I should hide.”

    “No!” Shane reached out and took Ilya’s hand. “Wait, if you really think it’s 2017-”

    “It is 2017, Shane,” Ilya interrupted him.

    He’d forgotten what he was going to say because Shane’s left hand was suddenly in his field of vision. He stared at it, stunned. There was no ring on his finger. There wasn’t even that little tan line that was always there when he took it off. How had he not noticed it was gone? Shane always noticed when his ring wasn’t there. Could feel its absence acutely, whenever he had to take it off which was almost never.

    “Ilya when did we first say ‘I love you’ to each other?” Shane asked slowly.

    “Yesterday,” Ilya replied. “What is going on Shane?”

    Shane sank to his knees on the dock, his head in his hands. They weren't married. His parents didn't even know about Ilya yet. They were still rival hockey players who lived in different countries and Shane felt like his heart was breaking.

    OR

    Married, happy Shane from 2022 travels back in time to his and Ilya’s first summer at the cottage.
    Fix it fic via time travel plot device.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Shane starts getting death threats in the mail after coming out to his team. A concerned Yuna decides to hire a bodyguard despite Shane's wish to just put everything behind him and ignore the letters. Shane is not happy with the brooding, imposing Russian man she chooses, but soon it will be obvious that he has no option but to learn to trust Ilya Rozanov with both his life and his heart.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    To the NHL, the media, and a fiercely divided fanbase, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are bitter rivals. In reality, they've been hiding a relationship for nearly a decade.

    When one stolen night together ends with them witnessing a murder, everything changes. Overnight, they're pulled into witness protection and hidden away in a remote cabin in the Montana mountains. The official story? Extended medical leave. The reality? Total lockdown.

    For the first time, they don't have to hide from each other. As the threat of a powerful crime family looms outside the cabin, Shane and Ilya are forced to navigate more than just survival and isolation. With nowhere to run and no one else around, they finally have the chance to build the life they've only ever stolen in secret… if they can stay alive long enough to keep it.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Everyone knows about the Hollander-Rozanov Rivalry.

    What most people don't know, is that Nick Hollander's younger brother Shane has been secretly fucking Ilya since before any of them stepped foot on NHL ice.

    Or, what if Shane Hollander had an older brother who was the media appointed "Rival" of Russian phenom Ilya Rozanov, but Shane and Ilya fall in love anyway.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Shane is disciplined.

    He was raised that way; by his parents, by father Matthew, by his belief.

    There were hiccups, of course. Small disturbances in Shane's life that he has methodically worked to suppress, to make up for with more discipline.

    He is diligent in his studies at the local university, keeping his distance from people that aren't part of his church. Three times a week, he helps out with service, assisting father Matthew, and cleaning up after.

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    "Did you hear about the poor Rozanov boy?"

    Or; Shane is a devoted member of his church that definitely isn't a cult, and Ilya is the one thing he never expected.

    This is a story about religious guilt, loneliness, and, most of all, the all-consuming rollercoaster of first love.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    “It’s called senbazuru,” Shane admits after a long pause, “It’s a Japanese tradition where you fold a thousand paper cranes. My mom made them for me after my accident. She said they hold a special power and that they would appear for me every time I needed them.”

    Shane‘s hockey career ends before it could even start. Childhood passed him by, life is getting faster by the second, and before he knows it, he’s an adult studying art. Stuck in a life he never wanted, Shane waits for the paper cranes that would never come.

    Something changes when he meets figure drawing model Ilya Rozanov.

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    10 Oct 2026

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    Every year, Shane’s college hockey team volunteers at the Great Montreal Haunt as scare actors for one weekend. Every year, Shane Hollander finds himself obsessing over the man who plays “Le Fantôme,” a hot drama student who was Shane’s gay awakening freshman year. Now a junior, and on the cusp of finally getting signed to the Montreal Voyageurs, Shane is back for one last volunteer weekend with a specific goal in mind: He’s going to fuck the Fantôme, even if it kills him.

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    78,129

    09 Oct 2026

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    Shane and Ilya meet at Hope Springs, a conversion therapy camp. Shane is a good Christian. Ilya doesn't believe in God.

    They don't mean to fall in love, but some things can't be washed away. Sometimes the dirt is buried deeper; sometimes people are born rotting from within.

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    Comments:
    30
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    100
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    1,024

    09 Oct 2026

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