20 Bookmarks by soyjsjd

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    Please don't leave.

    "You can go now."
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    "Would it kill you to be honest, Kim Dokja?"

    Or: Kim Dokja and Yoo Joonghyuk are a miserable couple mid divorce process, Yoo Joonghyuk gets in a bad car crash, wakes up with the ability to read other people's mind and maybe now he will be able to understand his husband, who is terrible at communication and being honest.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Kim Dokja grew accustomed to allowing himself to fall into a thousand tiny pieces and scattering them sparsely around the places he’s been, slipping them into the pockets of the people he knew. He made sure to never leave behind enough for someone to pick up the shards and make something of it. The thought of someone seeing Kim Dokja as a person who leaves anything more than a hidden bruise in his wake made him sick to his stomach.

    Or, Kim Dokja prepares for his move to Busan.

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    29 Sep 2025

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    "Everyone sees it," Joonghyuk says quietly. Firmly. "You do a terrible job of hiding it."

    "Hiding what?"

    "The fact that you don't think you should be here."

    /

    (Post epilogue, Kim Dokja wakes up. He isn't quite sure where to go from there.)

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    28 Sep 2025

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    Kim Dokja grasps at his hands desperately. “Joonghyuk-ah. Was this not the world you wanted?”

    “What?”

    “Did I dream it wrong? Is that it? Is that why you’re so sad all the time? Do you—do you want me to dream it differently?”

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    (Post epilogue, Kim Dokja gets too caught up in his own head. He thinks that maybe, he should never have been here at all.)

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    28 Sep 2025

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    Kim Dokja gets de-aged as a result of a mishap with an artifact, post-epilogue. Uncomfortable truths come out.

    (Or, they love Kim Dokja, no matter what form he’s taken.

     

    He doesn’t know what to do with this much love.)

    ...

    When he wakes up again, it’s to a whole group of people, most of which are noisy and loud.

    He lies there in the soft blanket for a minute, taking in the details of a hospital room, and noting the IV going into the crook of his elbow. He attempts to sit up, wincing when it pulls at the mess of his chest.

    There’s an odd weight on one of his legs, and there’s a fluffy...creature resting on it, curled into his side. It’s warm.

    The room goes quiet all of a sudden, and he finds himself staring back at an odd assortment of people.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    Amidst their scenarios, Kim Dokja carries out the splendid idea of abusing his Demon King transformation powers to stay awake for over a week so he can endlessly plan ahead and make sure everything goes swimmingly. Everything, however, does not go swimmingly when Han Sooyoung catches on and asks him to turn back into his normal form. He promptly passes out, to the dismay (but not the surprise) of everyone.

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    19 Sep 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 59

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    Part 1. Even Deliciousness Doesn’t Change A Thing)
    Pre-Scenario, Kim Dokja & Yoo Sangah

    Summary: One did not need to eat delicious food to survive. The best proof of this was that in his life so far, Kim Dokja had not eaten much tasty food, and even then, he had survived.

    Part 2. Under a Silent Star
    During Canon

    Part 3. No Stars in the Night Sky
    Post-Canon, After Chapter 551

     

    Translation of 即使美味也不能改变什么 (Even Deliciousness Doesn’t Change A Thing) by Je_te_veux.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    Sometimes, there are limits to what love should do. Love is deceitful. It will convince you that you can save a drowning man who has tied an anchor to his own foot, and then it will convince you that you are responsible when he sinks to rock bottom.
    Kim Dokja is a good guy, no matter how hell-bent he is on proving to everyone that he is not. He’s a good guy, but he’s not a god. He shouldn't be treated as such.

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    03 Jun 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 58

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    "Push" by Foglake.
    - huge tw, read notes first

    The reality of everything seemed to set in, and he suddenly felt like a dead man walking. He had tried to kill himself tonight. This.. wasnt his first brush with death, nor was it his first suicide attempt.
    (could he even call it that? the term didn't sound right. he had just wanted to step in the path of that subway.)

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    01 Dec 2023

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    It's a known fact among the members of Kim Dokja's Company that their founder, Kim Dokja dislikes tomatoes. He tries to keep it discrete but everyone knows.

    So what better way to punish him after a particularly stressful scenario that has caused unnecessary stress among his companions, than to have him eat a heaping plateful of the cursed fruit he despises most? It's an ingenious plan, at least everyone but Kim Dokja thinks so.

    And it's all fun and games until he goes into anaphylactic shock.

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    27 Aug 2023

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    At 9 am on April 16, 2020, there was a simultaneous biological riot around the world. Pets everywhere started undergoing a series of changes, showing signs of not only being capable of speaking the human language, but could also willingly shift into humanoid forms with a high degree of success. These beings were given the name of the Evolutionary species.

    Amongst the select few diligent pet owners who successfully raised Evolutionary species, there was a certain man. Kim Dokja, 31 years old, former overworked salaryman and current proud owner of a successful and flourishing business, his very own Cat Cafe: Kim Dokja’s Company.

    Or at least that’s how it was supposed to be.

    Alternatively: Kim Dokja wakes up after a two year long coma to find that the cats he left behind were... not quite as he left them.

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    25 Aug 2023

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    Retrouvaille (French noun):
    1. Reunion
    2. (By extension) Retrouvailles: re-establishment of an interrupted relationship; reconciliation.

    Thanks to more frequent uses of Midday Tryst during the early scenarios, Yoo Joonghyuk and Kim Dokja have grown closer. But fate was not so easily avoided.

    Left alone in the wreckage of the Dark Castle, Yoo Joonghyuk must follow the trail back to his lost companion.

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    25 Aug 2023

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    Just looking at it made him sick to his stomach.

    Yet, he couldn't tear his eyes away from it.

    A thin thread, barely hanging on, looking like it could be snapped with the faintest of movement; it ever so slightly reminded him of his own self.

    How he wished it would.

    He stared at it. Maybe, just maybe, if he stared hard enough, it would disappear.

    Kim Dokja stared, and stared, the smallest of hope he knew to be pointless burning inside him.

    It didn’t disappear.

    Kim Dokja threw up.

    Kim Dokja starts seeing the conventional red string of fate which binds him to another, and he hates every bit of it.

    Or, in simpler words, yet another cliché, angsty, red string of fate soulmate AU, because can you ever have enough of those?

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    24 Aug 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 5

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    “you’re the author of ‘ways of survival’? tls123?”

    “isn’t it obvious, ‘kim dokja’? ”

    through a series of awkward (and chaotic) experiences, han sooyoung, kim dokja and yoo joonghyuk become great friends.

    (this work can be read on its own, and also as a series!! the first one is mainly just how kdj and yjh met haha)

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    07 Aug 2023

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    When he was younger, Dokja used to have nightmares about an older version of himself trying to kill him. The sword would clash against something invisible, not with a clang but a nullified silence. When the Company gets through the Final Wall, he understands exactly why.

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    07 Aug 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 40

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    He feels it when his mother reaches forward, gripping the back of his knee tightly, tight enough to draw blood, nails dipping into his broken skin. She drags him sharply back into her lap, where he sits, pressed against her heaving chest, a crude reconstruction of his introduction to this life.

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    dokja doesn't know how he's alive, doesn't know if he wants to be. sangah doesn't know if she wants to fix him or just love him as he is.

    not really on hiatus anymore, just going thru some changes before continuation <3

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    07 Aug 2023

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    Kim Dokja is just a boy who loves books. So why is his life so much more violent than he wants it to be?

     

    TW: there are a lot of triggers including r*pe, physical abuse, and more! please do not read if you are triggered by any of these things. Take care of yourself guys <3.

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    07 Aug 2023

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    31 Jul 2023

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    “We go in there,” Dokja instructs Joonghyuk as they stand outside the thick metal door, “And we play good cop, bad cop. I’m bad cop, you’re good cop.”

    Joonghyuk frowns, “No.”

    “Why not? Did you want to be bad cop?” Dokja questions.

    The World's Stupidest Detective Duo -- Coming soon to theatres near you!

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    Chapters:
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    18,756

    24 Jul 2023

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    Secretive Plotter meets Yoo Joonghyuk’s glare. He holds a finger over his lips, eyes crinkling.

    Beneath him, Kim Dokja whimpers.

    Secretive Plotter takes what he wants, and Yoo Joonghyuk can’t look away.

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    110,191

    22 Jul 2023

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