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Dennis Whitaker has never needed fate to tell him who he’s meant to be.
Doctor. Full stop.He just really didn’t expect that on his very last rotation of medical school, his new attending would casually speak the words inked around his bicep.
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Robby has spent years believing soulmates and fate are for two kinds of people: fools and the forgiven. It’s easier than admitting what it would mean if the words on his ribs weren’t a mistake.It’s simple, really:
Whitaker’s his mentee. His legacy, maybe.
Not his soulmate.And if Robby has to burn down every possibility to keep it that way, he will.
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13 May 2026
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Can't Push It Underground by seriaan
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
06 Aug 2017
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It’s not as if Leonard has never thought about sleeping with another alpha.
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01 May 2026
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It's not that he enjoys holding on for hours and hours. He can, yeah, he's cultivated the skill. You don't get through a single fucking shift in a hospital without having to learn to hold your piss. You're not getting a chance to duck out to the bathroom in the middle of a trauma when you're wrist-deep in someone's chest.
It's Robby who ruins it.
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30 Apr 2026
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Any registered nurse or physician found to be administering suppressant medication, or any medication that can be prescribed off-label to induce a suppressant effect, will be terminated immediately and subject to criminal proceedings.
Protecting Omega Fertility is Everyone's Responsibility. See Something, Say Something.
When you're one of only a third of the population who can bear children, and you want nothing less, there's little choice but to take the illegal drug, pose as a Beta for your entire life, and deal with the dysphoria, dysregulation and loneliness.
It's been working out just fine (not fine) for Whitaker so far. He just didn't count on the two Alphas who keep screwing each other in secret to take an interest.
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28 Apr 2026
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Do I Have to Come Right Out and Say It by Buffalo Springfield by write_starlight_riots
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
16 Apr 2026
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"Why didn't you tell me about this?" Jack says.
Robby winds around himself, almost too mortified to speak. He forces out, "You were so happy with the arrangement that I just thought it was... out of the cards."
Jack looks at him plainly. "I'm not happy. My husband is withdrawing from me. The guy I'm married to didn't seem to want me in bed with him. I thought something was really wrong, man."
"Fuck. I'm sorry." He scrapes a hand over his eyes.
Jack takes his head in his hands, forcing their eyes to meet; with great importance, he tells him, "I love you. You deserve to feel good."
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Michael Robinavitch discovers that he's a bottom at 54 years old.
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18 Apr 2026
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“It’s alright, kid. I’ve got you,” Duke says. He rubs soothingly at Robby’s neck with his big, rough hand. His long fingers slide into Robby’s hair, palm covering Robby’s nape. “You’re alright.”
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14 Apr 2026
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A homeless vet takes up residence on the corner next to Robby’s place. Not that it’s any of Robby’s business.
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14 Apr 2026
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After a date ends with Jack being sexually assaulted, he finds himself completely adrift, questioning his masculinity, his sanity and his capability.
Robby is there to help him find his way again.
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- Part 1 of My body is a temple
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03 Apr 2026
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Sunset Heat (n.) — A spontaneous omega heat cycle occurring later in life, often triggered by a perceived environment of safety, and/or the presence of a compatible mate.
Jack Abbot hasn’t had a heat in over a decade. He buried that part of himself along with his mate, his missing leg, and with everything else soft and needing. The problem is, there's only one alpha close enough to have caused it. And asking him might cost Jack the one steady thing left in his life.
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12 Mar 2026
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this was what they meant, he thought, in the haftarot of consolation, behold I will set your stones with carbuncle, and I will lay your foundations with sapphires, the foundations of his soul had been cleared out and replaced with glittering stones and he felt— free, unencumbered, like nothing and nobody could hurt him, not ever again.
Pittsburgh, 1986-1990.
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- Part 1 of tzedek, tzedek, tirdof
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12 Mar 2026
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Hannibal brings up the therapeutic benefits of BDSM, but when Will shows up for his next session with several bundles of coconut jute, he thinks this probably isn't what Hannibal had in mind.
Set during season 2 sometime post Naka-choko and pre MizumonoBookmarked by squids0up
12 Mar 2026
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After a one-night stand with a fascinating man, Hannibal finds himself regretting never learning his name. Luckily for him, fate has a way of bringing people back together in the most entertaining of ways.
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Will Graham is already dreading meeting with Jack, impatient to get home and do something about the business card burning a hole in his jacket pocket. Everything is made much, much worse, when he man he fucked last night just so happens to be the Jack's new consultant.
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- Part 1 of it's easier knowing
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12 Mar 2026
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"I have an exceptionally low tolerance for pain. I'd say anything to make it stop."
An alternate take on 1x03 where Flint decides to punish Silver for stealing the schedule, and both of them are unprepared for their reactions.
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- Part 1 of Let me see you in your darkness
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12 Mar 2026
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Just the feel of this, he tells himself, he just needs that, a distraction from the constant pain in his leg. Just a respite.
It lasts only seconds before his mind predictably begins to conjure scenarios for him, all of them strikingly similar in one way or another because they all feature one James Flint.
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12 Mar 2026
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set during 2x4, in which Silver and Flint take a much-deserved time out and enjoy a drink or seven
and they both learn a valuable lesson about each other
namely that neither one has ever had any chill whatsoever in their entire goddamn life
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12 Mar 2026
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it makes her feel weird and uneasy, looking down at him like this. she's only just gotten used to watching yoli sleep - there's something so open about it, so vulnerable, that freaks her out. she wants to take him by the shoulders and shake him, poke him until he develops some kind of armour, some kind of instinct for self-preservation.
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trinity & dennis compete to see whose situationship can crash and burn first
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10 Mar 2026
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She had miscalculated and today is the first time she's seeing him since she told him to kiss her in the hospital parking lot on Thursday morning, and he, instead of doing as asked, ran away. Since he tucked tail and bolted with a laughably weak excuse to hole up in his perpetually-dark bedroom, police scanner on full volume if Samira had to guess. The memory tastes bitter and Samira can feel the frown she's wearing. She doesn't like being wrong in general, but it feels infinitely worse to have been wrong about whatever this thing between her and Jack is. Or isn't.
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the erectile dysfunction fic
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08 Mar 2026
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Whitaker has about half a second to gloat in the fact that his hookup was waiting at the door for him—before several terrible realizations crash down onto him all at once.
Because Dr. Robby is the one that opened the door. And the number for the apartment is right next to his head (521) meaning Whitaker didn’t accidentally knock on the wrong unit. Which means that Dr. Robby is R, is his hookup, is the one who promised to fuck him, and called him a slut—and oh my god, Whitaker called him daddy.
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05 Mar 2026
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“Why does everyone keep looking at me like that?”
Robby’s mouth turns up at one corner, as if something about the question amuses him. “Probably because you’ve been walking around the floor all morning smelling like me.”
While out thrift shopping, Whitaker makes a purchase that shakes up the entire emergency department.
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16 Feb 2026
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Robby smiles indulgently at him. “That’s right, baby. So, you’re going to be a very good boy and not come for a while.”
Dennis’ brain is scrambled. It’s not proper negotiation, but isn’t that what he asked for when Robby locked the collar around his neck? For decisions to be made for him, regardless of his comfort, for Robby’s will to be exerted over him, until he was finally formed into the shape that Robby liked best. Robby houses him, feeds him, fucks him, uses him, and what does Dennis give him in return other than his obedience?
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14 Feb 2026