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17 Jun 2026
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so so so good. the soft understanding between them of trauma that often takes you out of your body… i’m sobbing rn
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Establishing Through Empirical Means the Identity of a Stranger by alexisoak
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Jan 2024
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“The rumors suggested you were quite adept at sating even the most discerning appetites,” Alhaitham says.
Kaveh huffs. “It’s not like you to believe rumors. You prefer to verify the validity of them yourself.”
Two years after moving back to Sumeru City, Kaveh learns the identity of his mysterious benefactor.
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- Part 2 of Empirical Means
Bookmarked by stxrmango
12 Jun 2026
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i love nasty alhaitham, and even nastier kaveh.
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Kaveh is so, so beautiful. It’s a thought that rolls around his head like a marble, constantly circling the drain of his spine. He feels it as deeply as a wound. Alhaitham wants to sweep that soft hair out of his eyes, kiss a trail from his hip to his ankle, trace over the bridge of his nose. He wants to stay when they’re done, he wants to wake up and pull Kaveh to his chest, he wants, wants, wants.
It’s some sick kind of torture, being so greedy for something within reach, unable to keep it. To watch Kaveh’s eyelids flutter with a soft touch, just before steeling again. To watch him want something Alhaitham is desperate to give, and be refused every time.
Kaveh's life is on a downward spiral. In an attempt to drag himself out of this pit of romantic stress and creative flatline, Kaveh takes a commission to restore a dilapidated settlement in the desert. Just a little time to think, that's all.
Bookmarked by stxrmango
11 Jun 2026
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the way i had visceral painful physical reactions to this, and i still ended up smiling at it. so good. probably will end up reading again to feel pain. no words.
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“Welcome home.” Alhaitham stands in the foyer, arms uncrossing to help Kaveh bring his mother’s bag onto the floor.
She looks to her son, then back at Alhaitham, then back to Kaveh again, brows knit in confusion.
“I, er… I suppose I should explain. Mother, this is my—” He pauses, hiding the way he falters behind an awkward cough.
“Alhaitham.”
Due to an unexpected visit from his mother, Kaveh asks Alhaitham to pretend to be more than his roommate. The week ends up being more than either of them bargained for.
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- Part 1 of safe and stranded + epilogue
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- English
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
09 Jun 2026
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sooo good. such a soft fic. lots of great exploration here of their relationship, INCLUDING the parallels of their own parents versus now. i love.
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Birthdays and Holidays in the HaiKaveh household by LocalNarSinsAgain for stxrmango
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Dec 2025
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Kaveh and Alhaitham celebrate each other's birthdays over the course of the year, hoping one day that their feelings will be reciprocated.
Bonus: Christmas spent together and a sneaky lil' Mehrak. -
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When Kaveh announces that he’ll need to temporarily stop taking suppressants, Alhaitham assumes that he must be an omega. After all, that’s the only logical reason that Kaveh would have pretended to be a beta for all this time. It’s the only logical reason that Kaveh would ask Alhaitham, an alpha, to leave the house for two weeks.
Except Alhaitham has made a rare miscalculation—and helping Kaveh will be much more difficult than Alhaitham expected, when his own instincts keep pulling him in two different directions.
“To clarify,” Alhaitham says, “you’re saying you’ll feel safer if I’m not here. Do I have that correct?”
“That—that’s not exactly what I said.”
“You said that you don’t know if it’s safe. That implies a degree of uncertainty, which means that you’ll feel less uncertain—and therefore safer—if I’m not around.” When Kaveh doesn’t respond, Alhaitham adds, “I’m just making sure I understand the situation correctly.”
“To be honest,” Kaveh says, “I don’t think you understand the situation at all.”
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- Part 1 of fighting instinct
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- English
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- 3/3
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
22 Oct 2025
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Kaveh stared at him for one beat too long, then said, “You’ve got to be kidding.”
Alhaitham didn’t turn. “Hello to you too.”
“You’re on the panel.”
“Yes.”
“And you’re back in Sumeru.”
“My residency ended.”
Kaveh exhaled through his nose. “Of course.”
A year after an awful blind date, Kaveh ends up on a university panel with Alhaitham. They haven’t spoken since, but now they’re forced back into each other’s proximity—first onstage, then over email, and eventually in person, again. It goes about as well as expected.
Bookmarked by stxrmango
20 Oct 2025
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EXPERIENCED DOM HELPS CURIOUS SUB EXPLORE KINK GALORE!!! 18+!!! [CLICK HERE FOR HOT VIDS] by orphan_account
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
10 Jun 2024
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“Ah, because you’ve had so many kinky escapades,” Kaveh laughs, drawing a snicker from Cyno next to him.
What he doesn’t expect, is for Alhaitham to play along.
“Exactly, I would know,”
The three pause for a moment, before they explode in laughter.
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- English
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
13 Jan 2025
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best dom/sub dynamic fic i’ve ever read. makes me want to get more into kink culture and FUCK it was just so good. lots of info learned
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“Why did you want to talk to me?”
“Maybe I was feeling nostalgic. Or maybe I just missed you. Is that so unbelievable?”
This version of Kaveh, Al-Haitham is familiar with: maudlin and pathetic. “It’s been years,” Al-Haitham says evenly. “I thought you got over me when you stopped sending me those terrible voicemails.”
Kaveh drops his head onto the table with a thud. “Don’t remind me."
Al-Haitham hasn't spoken to Kaveh in seven years. One night, Kaveh appears in his dreams.
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- English
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
05 Dec 2024
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Day 8: Monsterfucking/Oviposition
“Khaffeh?” Haitham hisses, and Kaveh nods simply.
“Didn’t tell I won’t help you, now, did I? Had to sort something out first,” Kaveh hums, watching Haitham.
It’s just so big, the irises narrow, the tail looking like it can choke to death within seconds, claws on the tips of its fingers long, sharp — everything signals danger in its own subtle way. Kaveh shouldn’t
want this, right?Series
- Part 7 of Haikaveh Kinktober 2024
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- English
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01 Dec 2024
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all that glitters isn't sterling silver by awooreo
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
15 Oct 2024
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Kaveh thinks his roommate just might be the most boring person in all of Teyvat. He quickly finds out he’s so, so wrong.
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16 Oct 2024
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Kaveh is living through his lowest of lows, which leads him to drink far too much all too often, struggling to find a reason to keep fighting. A chance at some respite comes in the unlikeliest of forms, as his best-friend-turned-distant-acquaintance-whom-he-hates-but-not-really offers him a place to stay.
The story of how two idiots learn to forgive past hurt and fall in love. Or, perhaps, it was love from the start.
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- Part 1 of Finished ending at the start
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- English
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- 151,752
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- 22/22
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
16 Oct 2024
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Alhaitham confirmed Kaveh's thoughts before he could speak them aloud. "I believe we've found our temple."
"Really?" Kaveh's heart soared. "Oh, this is incredible! To think it was locked in a Domain this entire time... that must be how it escaped Deshret's grief-stricken rampage! Alhaitham, we —" He froze when he looked over and saw the deep grimace settling on his companion's features. "... what? What is it?"
"You might not be able to read what it says, but I can." He closed his eyes, clearing his throat before he translated aloud:
"To receive the Goddess' blessing,
all desires must be embraced,
all secrets must become truths,
and all flesh must become one."Kaveh's excitement deflated like an overripe Harra Fruit. "Oh... don't tell me that means what I think it means...!"
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OR: A temple dedicated to the Goddess of Flowers is very intent on having Kaveh and Alhaitham participate in a fertility ritual.
Bookmarked by stxrmango
09 Oct 2024
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oracle: (joker voice) i let my boyfriend on stream because i thought he'd make me look better but now he's taking my channel, wife and kids. help!
blackmask: maybe your viewers would have a higher opinion of you if you stopped missing your attacks
Joker: Please stop basing my worth off of my Persona Fighters skills.In which there are charity streams, fighting games, and a lot of chaos.
Bookmarked by stxrmango
06 Aug 2024
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Ten years after Akira kisses Goro for the first time, Goro deals with the aftermath of finding out Akira has been cheating on him.
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
14 Jul 2024
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rip my heart out and stomp on it and cry and omg i hurt. this was beautiful. should i write my akechi more miserable? mayhaps.
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He was still being watched when he took a break twenty minutes later. The black-haired guy was leaning against the barre, his camera held in one hand with the strap looped loosely around his wrist.
Or: the one where Akechi dances ballet and Akira is a photographer.
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blackmask: @Joker do you accept constructive criticism
Joker: Sure, go ahead.
blackmask: you suck at this game
Joker: That’s not constructive criticism.in which Akira is a variety streamer and Akechi is a competitive gamer and both of them are determined to hide that at all costs
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- 12/12
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
03 May 2024
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i love this the characterization the plot everything is so fucking good i cried at the ending i love it
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
15 Jun 2023
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do i owe each kiss, to lip and cheek by kiaaedaoe
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
02 Jan 2022
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"you're so careful with me, i've noticed. you are a gentle person, but when you handle me, it's as if i am but a crystalfly to you."
"you deserve to be handled this way," ayaka says, starting to take out hairpins and place them into kokomi's open hand. "carefully, thoughtfully, gently. and i will always be gentle with you."
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02 Feb 2022
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poem weaver by mochaxmocha
Fandoms: New Dangan Ronpa V3: Everyone's New Semester of Killing
12 Jan 2018
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Years after his wife's passing, Saihara Shuichi still struggles to cope. It gets harder to think, to breathe, and some days he wishes he could stop moving and disappear. The only thing keeping him together is his daughter, and nowadays even she isn't enough to ease the pain.
A decade after graduation, Ouma Kokichi still hides behind deceit and lies. But he made his choice all those years ago, and now it's too late for regrets.
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- Part 1 of poem weaver
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,759
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- 10/10
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Bookmarked by stxrmango
12 Dec 2020