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on winning and losing (and ilya rozanov) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 May 2026
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Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.
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- Part 2 of old man hollanov yaoi
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
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- English
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- 68,092
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- 12/12
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- 3,117
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07 May 2026
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UGH my achy breaky heart. so good, so real.
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Trinity and Mel hang out after the Fourth of July shift. It’s all downhill from there.
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I have created a version of Trinity that is so piteous, I want to punch myself in the head.
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Trinity Santos makes a drunk joke that leads to Mel and her hooking up on her couch and then in her bed after a few drinks at karaoke.
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25 Apr 2026
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Mel says, Hey! I keep meaning to get your number! How are you? We haven’t been on shift together in a couple days.
Pretty good, she answers. What about you, toots?
Why are you calling me that?
Trinity has to be honest: idk.
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Dr. Mel King confides in an unlikely person.
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- Part 1 of cool dry place
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23 Apr 2026
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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- 12,398
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21 Apr 2026
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icymi by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.
She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.
…Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.
Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)
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- English
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- 9/9
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- 4
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20 Apr 2026
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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
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Ilya nearly loses it when Shane demonstrates the ‘plow’, his legs over his head and ass fully suspended in the air. He swears he pops a vein when Shane is in a reclined middle split—now that’s just cruel to his psyche.
However, nothing could’ve prepared Ilya for—
“The downward dog,” Shane announces their last stretch of the day, “A classic that I’m sure all of you know. An easy pose right before our cooldown.”
Sure, the pose itself was easy enough. So easy, in fact, that Shane gets into the position without second thought. He’s faced down, and his ass was flexed upwards, and his cheeks were flushed red, and well, fuck. Great, if it wasn’t obvious enough that Ilya was having a mental hard-on at the thought of Shane Hollander on his fours in a very different context outside of the yoga studio, then the thin material of his gym shorts surely betrayed him.
Or, Ilya attends a yoga class for the first time.
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18 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander, Ottawa Centaur, is struggling to settle into his new team. He also has more support than he knows.
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Five times the Centaurs noticed something was off and one time they did something about it.
(A companion piece to UNDER REVIEW)Series
- Part 2 of After the Whistle
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12 Apr 2026
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Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.
He stands at the entrance a beat too long.
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It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.
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- Part 1 of After the Whistle
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While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.
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- Part 1 of message sent to seller
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- English
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31 Mar 2026
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Close to Me by AkirasStories
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Nov 2025
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“Your space is nice,” Hollander whispers back, leaning in, breath warm against Ilya’s chest. “Smells like mint.”
Ilya stops breathing.
Hollander’s eyes are half-lidded, dazed, soft in a way Ilya has never seen. “Ilya,” he murmurs.
And Ilya nearly chokes. The first name. His actual first name. Whispered like something intimate. Sacred. They’ve never called each other by their first name. Always Hollander. Always Rozanov. Ilya is so stunned he almost doesn’t process the next words, almost can’t translate them despite living in the States for almost four years now.
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or: ilya is spiraling about what his roomate could be doing on a random tuesday night. he's not prepared when the night takes an unexpected turn.Series
- Part 1 of Hollanov Drabbles
- Part 1 of hollanov college au
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- English
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31 Mar 2026
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i don't wanna hurt you (i just wanna be) by theoneiam2277
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Nov 2025
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Five times when Ilya is hurt on the ice and Shane can’t go to him, and one time he can.
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For a Fullfill a Crave-ing prompt.
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- Part 3 of endgame (Shane/Ilya)
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- English
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- 2/2
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- 10
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26 Mar 2026
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The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.
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- English
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- 1/1
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26 Mar 2026
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"You won't if you want to fuck me tonight." Hollander had said in Russian.
Dmitry glanced up, pausing from where he was unlacing his skates. What the fuck could in the conversation possibly have possibly led to this?
He glanced at Rozanov, who'd been smirking and teasing Wyatt only a second earlier. Now, his mouth was firmly shut. All the rest of the team stared at Rozanov.
Wyatt laughed. "Oh my God, Roz I don't even know what he said but you are so damn whipped!"
"One word from the husband and he shuts up!" Bood crowed.
Chouinard jumped in. "Yeah, what the hell did you say to shut him up that quickly, Hollzy?"
(4 times shane was less boring than people thought. including hickeys, never have i ever, being in the room next door to them at a hotel, and a russian rookie)
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- Part 2 of from the outside
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- English
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- 3,285
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- 1/1
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- 7
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- 514
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25 Mar 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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- 180,137
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- 14/?
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- 18
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- 20,954
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21 Mar 2026
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The Long Way Home by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.
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- 2/2
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15 Mar 2026
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Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed.
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- Part 4 of HR Porn (with a little plot)
- Language:
- English
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- 30,019
- Chapters:
- 3/5
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- 674
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12 Mar 2026
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one hell of a mess by noelia_g
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types
30 Dec 2015
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based on stormpiloting's headcanon: "okay so i love poe stressing finn out with how unbearably cool and suave he is but honestly i live for finn turning poe into an awkwardly nervous wreck"
Finn cannot deal with this. Poe hasn't even began dealing with this.
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- English
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- 5,097
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 3
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- 254
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- 11,239
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Bookmarked by suesskind
07 Mar 2026