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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    lohen and childe fighting homoerotically! thats all

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    03 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    To his surprise, Childe is the one who ends up yielding when he must pull back for air. A strand of bloody saliva links them together for just a moment before it snaps. Childe licks it from his lips.

    “Well,” he says breathlessly, barely holding back a laugh, “you were quite the find!”

    “Lohen,” the knight says in response, wiping his face against his bleeding shoulder. “And what shall I call you, ‘Lord Harbinger’?”

    ———

    Lohen is captured by the Fatui on a covert operation in Nod-Krai. Childe learns that his newest acquisition may be too kinky to torture. Meanwhile, Varka just wants to get his most reliable comrade—and secret crush—back at all costs.

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    "What, playing stupid with me?" He taunted. "I know we all pleasure ourselves. I just need a simple fuck. As rough as you can be. I don't mind. Or are you a coward?"

    Illuga could only sigh. "Well, let me be a coward, then, because I'm not hurting you for my own enjoyment, Lohen."

    Why?

    Why? Why? Why?

    A/N: second chapter should not be read by those easily disturbed by child abuse.

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    02 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Varka loses Lohen to the Abyss, and he realizes all too late how much he means to him.

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    02 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Is there something on your mind, Master Illuga? You seem rather… distressed.”

    “Distressed? I’m more than distressed. I’m so, ugh! He’s just, I can’t. Ah! This guy is so ughhh.” Illuga groaned again, louder and more guttural.

    “I didn’t quite catch that, Young Master.” The amused smile on Flins’ face was evident in his voice despite Illuga’s eyes being squeezed shut, the heels of his hands pressed deeply into them. “Could you repeat it? A little slower this time.”

    The younger Lightkeeper let out a long exhale. “It’s this knight. He’s just, ugh, I don’t even know how to describe him. Loud, abrasive, overenthusiastic, eccentric, rude, batshit fucking insane.”

    At the Grandmaster's suggestion, Illuga and Lohen were paired up to work together to strengthen the alliance between their factions, but Lohen was, in the mildest terms, a bit of a handful. At least Illuga had a comforting (and nosy) boyfriend who could secretly tag along on their shared patrol.

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    02 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 52

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    The age of the fae is slowly coming to an end in Sneznhnaya and Lord Kyrill had accepted this long ago. He already has plans for a quiet departure from both the court and his life, as he attends one last ball to say goodbye to it all. However, his plans fall apart completely when the other fae drag him to a secret auction with a prize rivaling anything they'd ever seen during the Belyi-Tsar's reign.
    It's a living human being. The Lightkeeper from Nod-Krai had been dragged away from a battle and is now at the mercy of a pack of bloodthirsty fae. There's only one of them capable saving him, but will Lord Kyrill give up his wish of a quiet end just to guide one last soul home?

    TLDR: Lord Kyrill buys a feisty human on the fae market. He vows to take him back to Nod-Krai like a gentleman, definitely not intending to fall in love in the process. Will his mission fail? Hmm, if only there was a weekly-updating series that could answer that question!

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    02 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 29

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    Varka is drowning in endless paperwork and a frustrating drug case with zero leads. When Jean hands him the list of new knight recruits for approval, he signs them all without a second thought — anything to bring some fresh energy into the stagnant Knights of Favonius.

    He should have been more careful.

    Now one of the new recruits is sneaking into his quarters at night, throwing a dagger right at him, pressing it to his throat, and then leave him with nothing but a cocky smirk and the memory of mint-green hair and blood-red eyes.

    Maybe approving them all wasn’t his best decision.

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    01 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 41

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    It’s become a nightly routine of theirs that’s shaped itself over the years spent in Nod-Krai. Every time Lohen returns to Favonius Keep from a fight, Varka is waiting for him in his tent, with a first-aid kit ready to be used.

    What comes next plays out exactly as it always does. Varka removes his gauntlet, then pulls on the glove on his other hand, leaving his hands bare. Lohen observes Varka, how deliberate he is in each and every movement, his eyes trailing along the lines and curves of Varka’s hands as he washes them, drying them with a clean cloth, before opening the first-aid kit.

    Lohen has long stopped commenting on how unnecessary Varka’s attention is, in these moments. He’s made his promise: to always come back in one piece to him. However, it’s instinctual for Lohen to open his mouth, a request for Varka to speed it up, but no words come out — it feels wrong to break this encompassing calm surrounding them.

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    29 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 55

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    Varka smiled down at Lohen sadly. “Then why do you keep such tight constraints on yourself? Tell me, Lohen, for I cannot fathom how someone as strong as you sees themselves as… deserving of punishment despite having shown incredible strength against an enemy that I can swear on my honor that neither I could win against.” 

    “It’s different,” Lohen began, but his words felt hollow. He repeated, “It’s different.”

    “How?”

    Lohen could feel the same frustration clawing at his skin when his parents would berate him for going out and coming back bloody. It was something that was wired innately into his being. He needed a stimulus that proved that he wasn’t someone who could be easily stepped over. 

    “How?” Varka asked again.

    Lohen opened his mouth, and it felt as though his tongue had gone dry. He sniffled before turning his head away. “It just is, I don’t know.”

    “If you don’t know, then will you let me make the decision for you?” Varka asked. 

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    Or: the aftermath of Lohen's battle with Rerir

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    29 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 15

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    Lohen's parents just want what's best for their son, and are willing to do anything to make it a reality.

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    29 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 64

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    The door swings open, heavy footsteps meeting the floor underneath. He doesn't look up to see who it is, he doesn't have to. A weight drops beside him, a silent but comforting presence all the same. Neither say anything, not immediately. They simply find something to stare at, their breaths the only sounds they make. There was a time where he hated how well it seemed the Grand Master could read him, believing it to be an opening for control to be taken from him. But now? He finds himself grateful for it, even extends some trust with it.

    "Well," he finally breaks the silence, figuring he might as well do it first. Get in his final word before the hammer swings down. "Guess that's that then, huh?" His hand falls to his lap, limp. Varka makes no move to answer. "The great heroes defeated the big bad villain and uncovered the remains of his influence while the sinner cleaned up his mistakes." A dry laugh fills the air, his heart isn't really in it. "At least I had one last hurrah. Certainly wasn't the way I imagined it, but eh, beggars can't be choosers."

    a quiet discussion after the storm has passed.

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    29 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 52

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    "Uh, what are you doing?" Lohen's eyes narrow as he watches Varka's every move.

    Varka pauses at the question, brows knitting together, as if perplexed. "What does it look like? I'm offering you first aid," he says. "I may not be as skilled as our medics or healers, but I can at least make sure you don't bleed out all over my desk."

    "And why are you doing that?" Lohen frowns some. Varka is just one of those people he thinks he'll never really understand. Again, an enigma. Shouldn't he be pushing Lohen out the door right now? Ordering him to get medical attention (not that he'd listen, even if he did)?

    "Because you're refusing to see a medic," Varka answers, simple and to the point. "It's my job as the Grand Master to make sure my knights are in top shape and taken care of."

    "I don't recall personally tending to your subordinate's scrapes being a part of your job description."

    "Hah! So now you want to talk about job descriptions eh, Vice Captain?"

    five times varka showed lohen he cared and the one time lohen showed him.

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    29 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 20

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    Lohen will die, as he lives, in a gilded cage.

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    29 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    The same story as seen by two pairs of eyes that are similar only in color.

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    28 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 60

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    Lohen likes to be a bit mean when Illuga is in heat. This sparks a conversation and maybe a change.

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    28 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 40

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    Face flushed and wet with tears, Illuga looks so completely overwhelmed. It’s obviously his first time with someone like Lohen, someone who refuses to treat him like a perfect, precious prince. He bets that everyone who has ever been so lucky as to part Illuga’s thighs has taken him with nothing but respect, showering him with affection and maybe even love. What makes Illuga so worthy of that? What makes Illuga so different from him?

    Bitterness, with all the disgusting acidity of bile, surges through him. You’re just like me, and I’ll prove it to you. I’ll tear you apart, feather by feather, if that’s what it takes. I’ll set you free, little bird.

    How is it possible to want to hurt someone so badly while also wanting to take away all their pain? It’s pure madness, the way Illuga makes him feel, and yet Lohen has never claimed to be anything but.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Not for the first time, Illuga thinks there must be something wrong with him. Maybe he’s been possessed by the Wild Hunt. Maybe the kuuvahki is finally getting to him; one too many mandragoras, or something like that.

    Either way, there has to be a reason. Why else would Illuga keep letting Lohen into his bed? Why else would Illuga allow Lohen to use his body again and again, leaving Illuga with bruised skin, aching bones, and a weary heart?

    ‘Friends with benefits’ is a phrase he’s heard before, and it makes sense. The life of a Lightkeeper can be cold and lonely, so it’s only natural to seek warmth and comfort from another. But Illuga never expected to find himself in such an arrangement, if what they have can even be called that. Lohen’s rough treatment offers no benefits, and they certainly aren’t friends. Illuga doesn’t even like him.

    This can’t possibly be what Flins had in mind when he suggested that Illuga take up a new hobby.

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    27 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 21

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    Lohen has power inside him. Power that isn’t his, power he doesn’t know how to control.

    Sometimes, he has nightmares, where this power grows to be too much; sometimes, he has vivid visions where he mauls the people he loves.

    After one of these (extremely visceral) nightmares, Lohen is comforted by Illuga, only one of the many people he’s killed in dreamland.

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    27 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 7

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    Long after the events of Kipumaki cliff settle, Illuga takes it upon himself to give it one last inspection before submitting his full report to the Stashnya. Upon entering, he barely makes it out alive. Cue Illuga’s descent into madness.

    (Additional tags with updates)

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    27 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 85

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    After the death of the Belyi Tsar and the Tsaritsa’s departure, the fae nobility has risen, shaping courts of power and law.

    Kyryll Chudomirovich Flins, Custodian of the Dusk Court, guides the delicate currents of legality.

    Having taken interest in a young squad captain, the Custodian seeks out Illuga.

    (…Or Flins recruits Illuga as a knight.)

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    27 Jun 2026

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