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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.

    Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    this is such a masterpiece that i finished it in one sitting. i cried multiple times!

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    Shane Hollander is now an Ottawa Centaur. All he wants is one season to make his own place on the team before coming out to everyone. They have rules, what not to do at work, but Ilya and Shane keep breaking them.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is surrounded by a small group of men wearing his jersey with his name on their backs, and Ilya Rozanov is definitely not jealous.

    He’s not jealous because the men are wearing Shane’s name and number, but more so his not jealousy is based upon the fact that these men are blatantly, obviously flirting with his husband. Right in front of him. Shane is even wearing his wedding band – he’d put it back on after the game tonight. Did they have no couth?

    OR, Ilya is jealous of men wearing Shane's jersey at the bar.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “Hey, Hollander, did you see the news about Rozanov?”

    Shane’s head snaps up and he almost gives himself whiplash. It’s deja vu, and it throws him back to that moment last season when Ilya’s father passed and he went MIA. His teammates had speculated, but Shane had known the truth – Ilya’s father had passed and he’d flown back to Russia to take care of family matters.

    “No?” He states simply, because he doesn’t trust his tongue to not betray him. What could Ilya possibly have done that would get him on the news?

    A phone is passed over, and Shane squints against the light and the tiny font of the news article. In big, bold letters the title reads ‘HOCKEY STAR ILYA ROZANOV SEVERELY INJURED IN CAR CRASH.’ It’s accompanied by a generic picture from the Boston news channel, but Shane doesn’t scroll down any further. He can’t. He doesn’t think his brain is capable of any thoughts currently. The phone drops out of his shaking hand and he realizes belatedly that tears are blurring his vision.

    “I gotta go.”

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    OR, Ilya is in a car accident. Shane hurries to be by his side, and outs them in the process. Set during the year Ilya is playing for Boston.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    19 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    first fic read in HR universe and it’s SO good

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    A collection of oneshots in the canon-verse where Namjoon and Taehyung are just pining over each other.

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    11 Dec 2023

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    'mono' is stressing Namjoon out and Taehyung just wants to help.

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    10 Dec 2023

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    (Alternative title: The Weekly K.I.S.S. Rivalry)

    When student journalists of The Weekly K.I.S.S., Kitty and Min-ho, are forced to work together on an article, their irks get brought to the surface. He hates her American spirit, she hates his snobby attitude.

    Things only get crazier when an anonymous student submits a question into the 'XO, Kitty'-inbox and the school goes on a hunt for the person in question. What did the student ask?

    "How to get the girl you love when the girl hates your guts?"

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    15 Jul 2023

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    first xo kitty spin off i read and it was absolute perfection!

  11. Public Bookmark 55

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    Jungkook asks Taehyung why he and Seokjin do that 'thing' they do during So What, and Taehyung doesn't know how to answer him.

    It's been days since then and he can't stop thinking about it.

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    15 Jan 2022

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    Namjoon is better now, he’s learned to read Taehyung like his favorite book. He traced the spine, studied every word like some orison, and left marks on all the pages. This is his, weary and held, but his all the same.

     

    (Or, Taehyung serenades Namjoon. Namjoon panics.)

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    23 Nov 2021

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    The world around Yoongi is crumbling to pieces, and as the Crown Prince, he is the one responsible for holding true to his ancestors oath before the Goddess. But how can he return balance to this world and end the slaughter and enslavement of magic in all its forms, if he can't even find his familiar. If he ever does, if he ever finds the piece of his soul born across the gray veil from him, together will they be enough to fulfill the oath that burns through his veins? It's a thought that chases sleep every night, a singular question,

    Would even a familiar provide him enough strength to right the wrongs of his forefathers?

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    'It was probably the most breathtakingly beautiful thing he’d ever seen in his life, besides the man who stood in front of him. Yet, it wasn’t new to him. His hair swirled around his face, playing in the breeze that wrapped around him. He had been here before, on some misty plane, wrapped in the protective gaze of this being. Long ago, he knew he had lingered in the flames that radiated from the soul before him, allowing them to chase the demons from the shadows of his own.'

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    09 Oct 2021

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    It seems that Taehyung has been cursed with a bout of astronomically bad luck, because when he finally drags his gaze away from Namjoon's outstretched hand and looks up at the person sitting opposite him, he's met with two dark eyes peering back at him from beneath a shock of vivid orange hair.

     

    "Hi," Jimin says.

     

    Taehyung suddenly feels sixteen again.

     

    (Or: Taehyung and Jimin haven’t spoken in five years, but when two of their bandmates start dating they can’t ignore each other’s existence anymore.)

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    26 Sep 2020

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    this is too good! omg

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    Taehyung is a closeted genius, and Jimin is just amateur at best.

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    26 Sep 2020

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    On the first day of senior year, Jimin opens his locker to find a note and a mixtape titled: "the end of summer."

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    26 Sep 2020

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    “You probably don’t recognize them, but the two people you’re looking at right now are Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jeongguk.”

    Jimin gasps, not sure whether he’d heard correctly. Could it really be?

    He looks up at Professor Min in awe. "You're telling me that these two men are the founders of Houses Slytherin and Gryffindor?"

    When Park Jimin accidentally discovers an old magical locket hidden in the Slytherin common room, the last thing he expects is to get sucked into a realm of memories, only to unearth a twisted past where the truth is not always what history says it is.

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    11 Sep 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy crap! i love this so much. potterarmys, this is probably the best read for us. I feel like i saw the four founders grow up along with jimin too and honestly, I just want to cry. thank you author-nim!

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    in which Yoongi crushes on a married couple, makes a few potions, and has to watch in horror as 1/2 of that married couple accidentally downs a love potion

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    10 Sep 2020

  19. Public Bookmark 64

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    Five times Taehyung navigates through a city and his emotions, and the one time Yoongi points him to the home they created for each other along the way.

    or: Snapshots from all the times Taehyung and Yoongi have been spotted on a date in a different part of the world.

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    04 Sep 2020

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    So it's not that Jimin enjoys hurting people, not like V. It's just that he can't say that he ever regrets it when he does. 

    Park Jimin is a supervillain. One night, after a particularly strange battle, his husband goes missing.

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    30 Aug 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i am in love with this!!

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