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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    20 May 2026

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    16 May 2026

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    In a world where omegas have few rights and unmated alphas in professional hockey are required by league regulations to be paired with a state cleared omega by age 26, Ilya Rozanov, a Russian alpha with a fiery temper and a disciplinary record, is handed a stack of twelve files and told to pick his omega. To everyone's surprise, he picks the one nobody else would touch: Shane Hollander, twenty-three, a former Montreal Metros defenseman who lied his way through two years of pro hockey on suppressants and forged paperwork before he was outed during an uncontrolled heat. Three years in a state center have left him hollowed out, terrified, and rated a 5 on a temperament scale. Shane has spent those three years bracing for the worst.

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    15 May 2026

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    “We all get our bell rung eventually, right?”

    When Ilya Rozanov wakes up in the hospital, he doesn’t know how he got there. He doesn’t know it’s 2019, his second season as captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. He doesn’t know he got hurt defending Shane Hollander on the ice.

    All he knows is that he must have hit his head really, really, hard, because when he wakes up, there are three Hollanders looking at him with love in their eyes and concern on their faces.

    This is especially confusing since the last time Ilya Rozanov remembers seeing Shane Hollander was at the 2014 Winter Olympics.

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    15 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    A heavy hit at a game leaves Shane Hollander in a coma with no sign of waking up.

    Ilya Rozanov vanishes in a cloud of grief and is presumed dead.

    When Shane eventually wakes up, he is forced to accept that his husband is gone. But how can he truly be gone if no body has ever been found?

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    13 May 2026

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    In the aftermath of their Vegas meet up, Shane has a panic attack about their hook-ups and resolves that he is just confused about being “casual”.

    Being the problem solver that he is, he reckons this can be fixed by gaining more experience - to the utmost displeasure of one Ilya Rozanov.

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    11 May 2026

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    After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.

    Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.

    A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.

    Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.

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    05 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the first Omega in the NHL, and the league isn’t ready for him. Between relentless media scrutiny, a skeptical team, and pheromones thrown dangerously off balance by one Alpha, just focusing on his future is a fight.

    Unfortunately, that Alpha is Ilya Rozanov. He is not just a disruption, but a constant pull on instincts he can’t afford to lose control to, and the only one who sees past the pressure.

    One clash on the ice is all it takes to get under Ilya’s skin, and into his head. Months later, he still can’t shake it, even though his career seems finally stable. Not only Shane is on his mind constantly, his family is closing in on him, endangering is new won independence.

    And next he knows, one incident could end it all, if he can't find a solution and it unleashes a wave of events that throw off his and Shane's life.

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    or: Shane and Ilya are unlikely magnets who draw in and throw off each other and their only way out is working together, to find out how they align best.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Omega Shane presents in Vegas after years of being a beta and is accidentally bitten by Alpha Ilya. It results in the end of his career and a pregnancy he has no choice but to keep.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    “Hollander,” he scolds, going to collect Shane’s jeans and underwear to fold them so that the world doesn’t break or something. “What are you doing?”

    “Giving you a new pack, idiot. Take your pants off.”

    --OR--

    Ilya is being sent back to Russia to take over as Rozanov pack alpha. Unless he can find a new pack first.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    When Shane needs help landing Troy Barrett, he turns to his best friend, Ilya.

    Or the one where oblivious Shane asks Ilya to be his fuck buddy so he can get experience. What could go wrong?

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    25 Apr 2026

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Pardon?”

    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”

    “Take it back? Why would I do that?”

    “You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”

    “Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.

    “Holy fucking shit.”

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    Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of Hoko’s fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Apr 2026

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    “Don’t marry her.” Shane blurted out, his heart unable to contain itself anymore, “Don’t marry Svetlana.”

    “Hollander, I need Citizenship to keep playing. I don’t have any other option.” Ilya told him.

    “Marry me.”

     

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    The fic where to avoid deportation, Shane asks Ilya to marry him, and chaos ensues.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Encouraged by the knot stuffing him full and the warm alpha rumbling behind him, Shane manages to feel sleepy again, giving into his omega’s desire to bask in the comforting presence of his alpha. Well. His for the weekend, at least.

    Shane doesn’t want to think about what comes after his rut is over until later. He’ll cross that bridge when he’s forced to. 

    Or: Shane spends Ilya’s rut with him for the first time

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov built his tech empire from nothing, but the CEO who always wins is suddenly losing the one fight that matters—custody of his six-year-old niece, Alexandra. A strict judge, hostile old-money grandparents, and a brutal legal brief all paint him as too busy to be the parent she needs.

    Shane Hollander, the NHL’s first openly omega captain, has spent his entire career proving he belongs. At thirty-two, with contract negotiations looming and a franchise in quiet turmoil, he’s one bad headline away from having his legacy written for him.

    They come from two different worlds—until a chance meeting on a Cape Cod beach leads to a marriage of convenience. Shane offers the stable two-parent home the court wants. Ilya will use his connections to the incoming Voyageurs ownership group, and his considerable influence to make sure Shane walks into contract negotiations as something other than a question mark.

    Everyone gets what they need. Shane gets to keep his contract. Ilya gets to keep his niece. And absolutely no one will fall in love.

    Really.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    **COMPLETE!**

     

    “Then I’d suggest an alpha assist,” Shah had told him, handing across some pamphlet with a company logo on, “It’s the safest option.”

    She’d said it like it was commonplace, normal. Maybe it was, for other people.

    “Can’t I just... wait it out, like I normally do?”

    Shah had sighed at that, her cool, medical professionalism being tested by the limits of Shane’s stubbornness. “You train, right? You do macrobiotic with high protein? This is the same thing – keeping your body in peak physical condition.”

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    Shane has been sitting out his heats alone for years, denying himself. Then the Metros medic suggests an alpha to assist him...

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    26 Mar 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    26 Mar 2026

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