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    25 Jan 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Frank Langdon's years in the ER. as observed by Jack Abbot

    or: Jack watches Frank as he grows up, burns down, and claws his way back. but it is not his circus and not his monkey. he isn't involved at all. except he really is.

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    22 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 83

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    It was one drink. One drink—then why did it feel like he was disconnected from his body?

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    How a night out almost turned into a nightmare for one of them.

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    21 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    After a disastrous final shift on July 4, Robby leaves for his sabbatical.

    Eight days later, somewhere in the Badlands, he awakens to a dozen missed calls and messages from back home. Something terrible has happened. Frank Langdon has been shot, and he might not make it.

    Consumed by worry and by guilt, Robby returns to Pittsburgh, the memory of his last, terrible conversation with Frank playing on a loop in his head.

    He hopes it is not too late to make amends of his own.

    “Is he dead?” Robby manages to rasp out. His body is curling in on itself. He can feel himself unravelling. It’s too familiar. It’s all too familiar. This can’t be happening. “Is Frank fucking dead, Dana?”

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Langdon comes back from rehab with feverish eyes and a near-constant grimace. He's just as fidgety as ever, just as snarky, and just as competent, but he doesn't look Robby in the eyes. Robby returns the favor. The trust between them disintegrated as soon as he pushed Langdon out the door. As soon as Langdon decided not to tell Robby he was struggling. Neither of them know how to get it back.

    Robby has to wonder though; if he'd tried harder to fix their relationship, maybe this wouldn't have happened.

    Frank Langdon angst, based off the original character description that he overcame a 'devastating back injury' to become a doctor.

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    20 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 10

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    Frank Langdon thrives in the chaos of the ER, a place where his restless mind can run and every second matters. But nothing in his years of practice or fifteen years of raising kids could prepare him for this.

    When an active shooter brings a flood of injured teens to The Pitt, Frank’s world narrows to a single, terrifying truth: his daughter Cassie is one of them.

    Worst of all, no one other than Garcia even knows she exists. The product of a relationship he had at 17, Frank now has full custody of his 15-year-old daughter, who he raises alongside his other children with Abby.

    How will his co-workers react to this fact about someone they thought they knew so well?

    (Langdon was never a drug addict AU)

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    20 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    Why can’t two characters that never interact be a ship 😆

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2008.

    What?

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    20 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    Dennis Whitaker has been working in the Pitt for more than a few months now. He came back for his residency despite the traumatic events that happened on his first shift when he was just on rotation. Now in his residency, Dennis feels happier than before. He has a roof above his head without the constant fear of being caught, food that he shares with his now best friend, Trinity Santos, and generally a more experienced and updated worldview, that's also thanks to his best friend. However, there's something missing that he couldn't quite put his finger on.

    Frank Langdon has experienced a multitude of peripeteia in his life. But not like this. Somehow, he's having the worst time of his life. Shittier than when he was just a medical student trying to cram all his knowledge in his brain and ensuring it stays there to pass his exams. He knows he could not even blame that goddamn student, Santos. His therapist have helped him realize that without her being concerned about their patients, he wouldn't have stopped his spiral towards his addiction. Newly divorced and with therapy and rehab bills to pay, he struggles to stay afloat. He's drowning. But men are notoriously prideful creatures. Insert Dennis Whitaker.

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    20 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 33

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    Ilya closed his eyes. His head was hurting even more. His back too. Had he hurt himself on the ice? “You are a liar.” He felt the couch move as Shane leaned over to flick him in the ear. “Ow,” he complained.
    “Stop being an asshole.”
    “Leave me alone.” Ilya ran a hand over his face. Even his own hands were too warm. “I have headache.” He opened his eyes to see Shane looking at him. He had little crinkles above his eyebrows. The one on the right side was deeper than the left. That meant he was worried.

     

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    Ilya's feeling under the weather

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Ah, good,” Svetlana says after Rozanov scores his second goal of the night. “Now we don’t have to fight.”

    “About what?” Shane asks.

    “One goal for you, one goal for me. But it will get tricky again if he does a hat trick."

     

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    injured Shane Hollander goes to watch Boston's game and meets Svetlana who is very nice. there is a lipstick mark on Rozanov's visor and it's fine. Shane does not overthink any of this and most definitely does not hope it was his lipmark there instead. he breaks his own heart a little bit before everything turns out alright. he goes home, though perhaps not the one you are thinking about.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Will swore he meant to hate Hannibal. After everything he did, Will figured it’d be easy to hate him. To mourn what he could’ve had with Hannibal.

    He swore, that when Jack and him devised a plan to capture the rarest fish in the world, his ability to lure would be put to good use.

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    Or, Will is released from prison and finds himself falling in love with the Chesapeake Ripper.

    (Season two re-write, starting from e07)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”

    “A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”

    The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”

    They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”

    “Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”

    “Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”

    Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.

    “That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”

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    Ilya should have known better.

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    15 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    Ilya is so used to grieving his mother alone. Now he doesn’t have to.

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    15 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 55

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    "Ilya. What the fuck happened?" Ilya wiped over his nose with the back of his hand again, frowning at the sticky smear left on his skin.
    "Nothing."
    "What the fuck do you mean nothing! You have a busted lip! Your nose is bleeding!" Shanes voice was louder than he would have liked.

    Or: Two times Ilya gets hurt and the one time Shane is there to make it better.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane starts learning Russian in secret after their rookie season, and doesn’t tell anyone.

    It means he can understand Ilya’s Russian when they speak on the phone while Ilya is in Moscow for his father’s funeral.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Montreal tried to get Shane Hollander back. Shane and Ilya laughed, stayed married, and won anyway.

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    14 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    Dennis knew the stakes were high, that this could only go one of two ways, all things considered.

    Still despite the uphill battle that he faces head on, he knows this is where he's supposed to be.

    Or: Whitaker and Langdon run into each other in the middle of a harsh Pittsburgh winter. Months after the worst shift of their lives, they both find each other in completely uncharted territories. Curiosity and desperation fuel the impending collision of forces between the med student and the once chief resident.

    Title is from the song Razor Teeth by Royel Otis <3

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Every single example online of the love languages could fit Ilya to some degree – Shane had never thought about it before, but now that he knew, it was a problem that he didn’t know Ilya’s. He already wasn’t fluent in Russian, despite his attempt at learning, and he refused to be behind on another of Ilya’s languages.

    Shane looked down at Ilya, still passed out asleep in his arms, and nodded to himself, ready to run a series of experiments until he found what worked for Ilya.

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    13 Jan 2026

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