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“What’s the last thing you remember?”
Sam frowns. “I—we were in the car. We were headed to work on that witch case I think? That’s—that’s it, though.”
Dean studies him, as if trying to determine if he’s lying, and Sam fidgets under the scrutiny, knowing there’s nothing else he can say. Finally, Dean nods, and there’s a heaviness to his expression that Sam can’t make sense of. “You got whammied. Just—” Dean holds up one hand and whistles as he flops it down, as if to mime Sam collapsing. Sam winces. “Took me a bit of time, but I got it figured out.”
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sam & the aftermath of a s8 case—thoughts on memory & change & the remembrance of sammy.
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- Part 4 of don't stay awake, don't go to bed
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21 May 2026
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Come evening, once everyone else has retired for the night and the bunker has turned still and calm, Sam finds himself laying salt in the doorways. Taking stock of the weapons in the trunk of the Impala. Touching up the various wardings they have hidden around, too.
This, he’s aware as he’s doing it, isn’t normal behaviour.
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21 Nov 2025
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"He flies to Mount Aconcagua in the Andes where the air is as thin as the pirouette’s effects in a light stream. There he can scream. And think of the reflections of the snow as opalescent as the constriction he felt when he told the Winchesters that he loved them. What he learnt, it doesn’t make sense.
He is almost absolutely certain it is not true.
Sam can’t be in love with him."
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In which taking on Sam's hell trauma gives vague memories to Castiel of the Cage, and Cas can't help but wonder if Sam is in love with him. But he also wonders if the idea is actually used to taunt and torment him.- Language:
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07 Nov 2025
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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- 15/15
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20 Jun 2025
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how lucky are we? (to have so much to lose) by puppyboy_butch
Fandoms: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Feb 2025
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It's in the aftermath, when they're still sifting through the rubble, when their muscles are still weak, when everything is finally calm for once, that the first domino topples.
Or perhaps it fell a long time ago. The first time they met her. All the times she risked herself to ensure their safety, their happiness. Maybe the dominoes have been falling for far longer than any of them know.
Either way, as they stand in the rubble of their once home, Jemma pushes past all the quiet conversations going on around her and focuses in on Daisy, coming to a stop next to her.
"Come stay with me and Fitz," she says, without even remotely thinking it through first.
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In which nobody gets kidnapped to the future after the Framework, and these three finally get a chance to rest.
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- Part 2 of Painkillers
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04 Feb 2025
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our ugly symmetry (meant everything to me) by puppyboy_butch
Fandoms: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Jan 2025
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"...I think he ruined me," Skye admits quietly. "I don't–"
Fitz tightens his shaky grip on her hand.
"I don't want to talk about it with the others," she continues. "I can't. They won't get it, I think. Not like– not like you. He ruined you too."
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A collection of in between moments exploring Fitz and Daisy's relationship.
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- Part 1 of Painkillers
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02 Jan 2025
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Ghost’s chuckle in response was telling, lacking any distinct warmth. “Not quite. As much as I appreciate you fixing my dress shoes, what I really want is a bit more… intimate. It means something different to me.”
“Intimate how?” The way he bites his lip and looks up pleading for more context should be illegal. It’s downright unfair how pretty he looks in this vulnerable liminal space.
“You were raised Catholic, weren’t you?” Soap’s not expecting a question in response to his own, let alone one so out of left field, and Ghost can sense the indignation forming on his lips before he even responds, so he moves before the bratting can begin in earnest. A firm hand pushes down on Soap’s shoulder and despite his confusion he allows it to lead him down onto his knees. Ghost doesn’t remove the hand, but does lift one boot and rests it on Soap’s firm thigh. “It's worship, Johnny.”
________________Or, the one where Soap accidentally stumbles into Ghost's leather fetish and gets in a bit over his head.
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- Part 1 of Violator Remastered (Depeche Mode fics)
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04 Nov 2024
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Lucifer slowly breaks Sam during their time in the Cage.
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29 Jun 2024
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Raphael finds herself suspended outside time at the moment of her death. Billie finds Raphael's death a fundamental mistake to the fabric of reality. They both deviate from their cosmic roles.
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29 Jun 2024
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Dean, Cas, and Sam get trapped in a spell that forces them to all witness a memory in front of one another at random.
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29 Jun 2024
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{Stablished Fitzskimmons}
Daisy didn't use to find Fitz "sexy". Good thing she does now, because she just walked in on him naked in the bathroom.
(As it usually happens, it's Jemma's fault.)
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09 May 2024
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May had given up the idea of children of her own a long time ago, because she thinks they are too soft and too pliant to be managed with her scarred hands; how did she end up anyway with this bunch of brave, traumatised, amazing kids that she needs to help so hard and for whom she feels responsible?
Or: May tries to do some damage control with the bus kids after The Fall.
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09 May 2024
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Fitz does not have a domestic kink, but the girls- dressed on his old clothes as pajamas- cornering him in the kitchen while he is trying to make them breakfast in bed, is probably the best thing that could happen to him during a good, old day off.
(Spoiler alert: No one gets breakfast and no one even makes it to the bed.)
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08 May 2024
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Jemma is taking longer than expected, and Fitz and Trip don't wait on her to get started on the fun.
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08 May 2024
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I remember the fight and I forget the pain by shirilily
Fandoms: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV)
12 Mar 2018
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Fitz and Skye find themselves separated from the team and in need of a place where to lay low for a while. And maybe, they are also in need of each other.
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08 May 2024
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Change the voices in your head (make them like you instead) by shirilily for AchillesMonkey
Fandoms: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV)
24 Sep 2017
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Fitz has a little more in-depth conversation with Jemmaginary about his "subconscious atraction" to Mack.
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08 May 2024
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A collection of all my Fitzskimmons short stories. Rating varies according to the last chapter posted. The title of each chapter contains its rating.
14: Jemma tries to convince her boyfriend to ask out the girl they both fancy
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07 May 2024
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Logan wakes up in a new future. Jean and Scott are alive, and he's been given a second chance. He just needs to work out how the hell to flirt with them without getting lasered. Or mindwiped. Or both.
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17 Apr 2024
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An exploration of Sam and drinking blood.
Sam tries to purify himself using Castiel's blood, knowing that it is an agonising process, and thinking Cas supports him doing it.--
(can be read standalone or in series)
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- Part 3 of Sunlight Sapphire Ruby Red Blood
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01 Feb 2024
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An exploration of Sam and drinking blood. An exploration of Sam and intimacy.
Cas doesn't want Sam to hurt himself by drinking his blood, and Cas wants him. Nothing is simple.
(can be read standalone or in series)
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- Part 4 of Sunlight Sapphire Ruby Red Blood
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01 Feb 2024