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I'm not, I'm fine. There’s-...” Mapplethorpe can't seem to find the right words–he just wants to hide in the soft pillow beneath his head and make Chester forget everything he's seen tonight. “There's something wrong with me, I think. Feels like zombie Joan is stabbing me in the back or something.”
Mapplethorpe doesn't know how to explain this to Chester, to show him that somehow, still in death, he's hurting. He's not one for being vulnerable, hiding behind quick gags and laughter. Chester is the more mature one, who apologizes first, who starts hard conversations. Mapplethorpe is at a loss as to how to do this.
“So…you’re hurt? But you're not injured?” Chester is trying hard to understand.
“It hurts all the time, like I'm still falling off this roller coaster.” Mapplethorpe turns, hiding a groan as he faces Chester on his knees. “But I'm fine. I'm not actually hurt, my bones aren't broken, I'm the most alive a dead person can be.”
“I don't understand.” Chester is barely audible, hiding back tears.
“I don't either.” He sounds defeated.
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Mapplethorpe has phantom back pain related to his death, even as a ghost. On a particularly hard night, Chester notices.
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02 Sep 2026
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“I thought I could help with this,” Ryan says, hand pressing down onto Naim’s lower stomach, over his bladder, while the other hand holds Naim down.
Naim lets out a whimper, the sensation overwhelming him. It felt so wrong. It felt so so good.
“Maybe it could help with nightmares. With your body doing things you can’t control.”
Ryan leaned down then, his mouth finding Naim's ear, breath hot and intimate. Naim swallowed, breathing hitching as Ryan pressed a warm kiss against his jaw, hand moving lower, slipping beneath the waistband of Naim’s wet boxers.
The shame was still there, coiled tight in his chest, but something else was rising alongside it. Heat and want. The terrifying, all-consuming desire to be seen completely, even in this.
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or, Naim wakes from another nightmare, the mattress damp beneath him and soaked in shame. Ryan is not nearly as bothered by it as Naim thinks he should be.
(aka ryan fucks naim until he pisses himself)
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30 Aug 2026
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“Naim is an absolute vision in the strobing lights, glitter catching on the ridges of his cheekbones like stars. They sway to the music, not quite really dancing yet, but Naim keeps moving his head side to side, the beat moving him in a way Ryan’s not quite privy to yet. Give it time, Naim would tell him. Listen to this other playlist. You’ll get it.”
Ryan’s never believed in the idea of providing for anyone before his relationship with Naim. Preparing to attend their first rave together changes that.
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- Part 5 of All that's holy
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29 Jul 2026
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“Nah, fuck Paris,” he says, nipping at the underside of Naim’s chin to make him laugh again, the kind of startled laugh that doesn’t know how to be self-conscious. Oh, Ryan thinks, he loves him.
He can’t say it out loud, not yet, notyetnotyetnotyet, so he chooses to be honest about the rest of it instead, says, “We’ll figure out Melbourne first. Yeah? Then—I dunno. We’ll go wherever you wanna go.”
“I wanna go where you wanna go,” Naim whispers, unbearably honest-sounding. Scratch that, thinks Ryan.
This is the happiest he’s ever been.
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05 Jul 2026
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Ryan and Naim have been best friends and roommates for over a year now post-highschool. Only problem is; Ryan has a boyfriend, and he’s coming to stay with them for a few days. But while his boyfriend is here, Naim is discovering that he himself has romantic and sexual feelings for Ryan that he clearly isn’t meant to have.
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27 Jun 2026
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Les yeux sans visage (Eyes Without a Face) by antisick
Fandoms: Sally Face (Video Games)
27 Jul 2025
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Whenever I found myself a little too tight in my jeans, I'd imagine him without his prosthetic on. I'd dig scars deep into his skin like splits in rocks. Spit boils of pus over his cheeks that threatened to pop and ooze with blood. Imagined his mouth devoid of teeth with only darkened gums left. Some days his nose would be two holes in his face, on others his eyes fell out their sockets.
It didn't help.Or, Travis knows two things for sure: God sees everything, and he has a fixation with Sal Fisher he won't name. Sal won’t leave his mind no matter how many times he tries to exorcise him. Usually with a spit-slick fist.
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27 May 2026
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Travis had never really thought about what his favorite color was. Then he met Sal Fisher, and decided it was probably blue.
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20 May 2026
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Travis had never left Nockfell.
Hell, he’d never even left his father’s house. He graduated high school just barely above average and hadn’t even gotten his degree like he wanted to. Travis bent again to his father’s will and agreed to become a preacher and take over the church after his retirement. Kenneth Phelps died before that could happen, much to Travis’ unwelcome relief. He never wanted anything to do with that fucking church about halfway through high school; or the people in it, for that matter.
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Travis is bored with his life and thinks it's too late for him to change anything.
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05 May 2026
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i got a young naivety (and my lust is a tidal wave) by petricholeric
Fandoms: Sally Face (Video Games)
20 Apr 2026
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“Wait, wait wait wait. Idea time.” Larry takes another sip, screwing the cap on the bottle and setting it down with a dramatic thud against the basement carpet.
“Oh, here we go,” Travis groans.
The crew gets drunk and plays Spin the Bottle. Shenanigans ensue.
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02 May 2026
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“I live in sin, to kill myself I live; no longer my life my own, but sin's; my good is given to me by heaven, my evil by myself, by my free will, of which I am deprived.”
He stood in front of me after three years, his blue eyes searching for something within mine. “The Body of Christ.” I said, “Amen.” He replied, never taking his eyes from mine. I placed the Sacred Host in the palm of his cupped hands and only then did he break his gaze. I later saw him lift his mask to consume the Lamb. The very image of a temptress come from Hell to strike me down.
♬ Gone With the Sin - HIM
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30 Apr 2026
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Heart Seeking Bow by KelpEnjoyer (MossEnthusiast)
Fandoms: Hades (Supergiant Games Video Games)
25 Aug 2025
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The heat was still encroaching on his body, never-ending. He was trying to focus, trying to convey his problem without landing them in a delicate situation. But desire sang through him, as potent as the Sirens’ song he had once barely escaped. He wanted to drink the Goddess’ words straight from her lips.
“Of a sort. I—I haven’t felt this way since I was living, you see. It’s difficult to parse if it’s something you are familiar with, and it would be improper of me to ask plainly.”
“Improper…” Melinoë suddenly untangled her hand from his. The loss felt like going without air—something he should be used to by now, yet still lit up the panic part of his brain. “Od, do you mean lust?”
OR: A training session goes awry. Melinoë cares for Odysseus, in more ways than one.
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- Part 1 of In Moonlight
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13 Oct 2025
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Hank is slightly jealous about Connor flirting with Simon. Connor suggests, Hank could mark him as his.
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06 Jun 2025
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Hank needs to relieve himself during a stakeout.
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- Part 2 of HankCon's Piss Kink
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05 Jun 2025
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“When did you start having Deviant thoughts?” Hank asks, because he needs to know how deep this goes. “You said you didn’t want to bring in Markus even before then.”
Connor searches his memories again.
“I was born with doubts,” he finally says. “Until I met you, I ignored them.”Series
- Part 1 of Electric Indigo Verse
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30 May 2025
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After escaping your Vault's horrible experiment and being thrown into what's left of the rotted world, you decided running on blind fury is easier to stomach. Your Ghoul traveling companion has similar sentiments about rage and vengeance.
Together, you and Cooper Howard trek into the Wasteland for answers not knowing what you'll encounter along the way. And not knowing you might start to find more in common as you both tug on each other's fraying threads.
EDIT: I will be dropping more one shot blurbs of these two and their lil adventures as they come. I'll just post them here for y'all as I go so it's together and it'll be casual as I get ideas but it's not exactly a long fic/series! Just a snapshot collection! EDIT: I guess it's a long series now, whoops.
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05 Oct 2024
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The forest is a dangerous place for a rabbit to be by himself. It's also quite lonely if Soap were to tell the truth.
That is, until he catches the eye of another forest dweller and makes an unlikely friendship with him, despite the...conflicting...nature of their species.
This is bunny/wolf fluff and smut for the GhostSoap Server Valentine's Day event, in collaboration with Yolky_Sin!
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17 Feb 2024
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Soap's nauseous about his mistake, of course, and worried about the consequences. And he’s a little turned on, sure; that’s not new when it comes to watching Ghost throw all that power around.
But also—Soap recognizes, with pathetic resignation—he’s jealous.
Jealous of the random guy Ghost just knocked out and choked unconscious.
That’s probably fine.
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21 Jan 2024
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Tighnari's well-liked, people-pleasing exterior masks his insecurity and indecisiveness. This hasn't been a problem before, but when he develops a crush on the infamous General Mahamatra, Tighnari has to juggle the bumbling awkwardness of falling in love with his academic career.
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23 Nov 2023
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Armand gets his first horrible taste of taking the subway, and then a taste of what it's like to be held in Daniel's arms.
The subway ride scene from Pale Shelter from Armand's POV.
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- Part 5 of Come Pull My Strings
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10 Aug 2023
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Armand visits Daniel one last time before walking away from him for an extended period. Discusses the meaning of intimacy and begins to make a final decision on what do about this boy.
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- Part 4 of Come Pull My Strings
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10 Aug 2023