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Autumnal

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Yet my barren heart remains like pumice, only pleasured after soaking autumnal showers…

Originally written c. 2010 for local a poetry contest, on the prompt “I love it when…”; took first place. Tweaked and reformatted for AO3. Best if viewed with Creator’s Style enabled.

Notes:

God bless the humble <pre> tag, Work Skins, and my faint recollections of my college HTML/CSS courses for enabling me to bring my original vision to life! 🙏

I had so much frustration fun toying with the skin that I decided to augment the colored accents from my original version.

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Autumnal

Drip... Midnight showers cascade over rigid walls:

The four-faced bars Transformed from

Cage to Cradle

With mere drops;

Life’s mundane prison Transformed from

Routine to Rhythm

By a tempest’s lullaby

Rocked from life’s worries by

Thunder Rumbles Tinkling Rain Wispy Leaves and Hammering Acorns

The night is free, serene:

Tranquilly turbulent, Orchestrating in time with nature’s measure

I find bliss in the simplicity ——

The constant Meter: Drip, Drip, Drip.

—— and its tides abrade my Cold, dry Carcass

Cracking open the shell to my Balmy, gushing Heart

Thus out pours my essence, my being, my soul.

(a deluge to rival the storm)

Inundating, the depths wrap me in their waves, Their spellbinding draw pulling me under To the black, starry vortex Of the cosmos and Dreamland. . .

Welcome to my nirvana:

Where obligations vanish Where anxieties fade Where terrors cease Where spirits mend

And where crystal tears fall from Solace, not Sorrow from Morning Skies, not Mourning Howls

The bright sunrise hues dance across my Silhouette

Painted ruggedly on the celestial canvas with a toddler’s

Grasp and Gusto

Effervescent colors sweep the heavens, Endowing gifts of awe:

Soothing PeriwinklesConsolation Sunny GoldsWarmth

Fluorescent PinksEuphoria!

I taste the rosy tones —— the succulent salmons, the luscious cherries, the savory blushes ——

Each with its distinct pitch:

The rich muddle of aged wine The bubbling buzz of champagne The slow delirium of espresso

Iridescence is my vehicle As I take to the sky:

Soaring,

High And Free

Floating,

As Clouds Billow

Plunging,

My Gut Left To Glide As

Breeze Rushes By Crash!

Leaves clatter like cymbals beneath me, Abrasive razors against my skin:

Numbing like ice, Shocking my senses, Rattling my reverie.

The vines snake Across my body

(Claws rising up from a Glassy sea)

Tugging me — once more — on the Magnetic journey Beneath the Murky Deep . . .

Welcome to my reality...

(Not quite enlightenment, Not quite luminous, Not quite pure)

Customary rains pound still Against firm metal siding, Prompting the doubt:

Am I Free? Or Drowned By Fear?

Yet my barren heart Remains like

Pumice

Only pleasured after Soaking Autumnal Showers:

Like a thirsty Sponge a panting Canine a greedy Infant

For through dank days Moonlight dreams amassing, Urged on by pure substance ——

Roars Mists Winds Seeds

—— I come to cherish the innocence:

By only it may I fulfill my

Lusty core.

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