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    His confession was followed by a charged silence, which Cat finally broke by cracking her knuckles, looking like she was preparing for war.

    “If I die,” she seethed, “and my ghost finds Riko’s ghost in the afterlife, I’m going take a ghost knife and I’m going to stab his ghostly body a hundred times.”

    The three of them just stared at her with varying levels of bafflement. “I hate him,” she concluded stormily.

    A cursed game of truth and dare with the Foxes leads to Jeremy, Laila and Cat finally finding out about Jean’s deal with the mafia.

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    Aquaphobia (n): an irrational or disproportionate fear of water, especially anxiety in deep water or when submerging one's face in water.

    Jean almost drowns while Jeremy is otherwise occupied.

    OR - Two beautiful broken boys try to be there for each other, but the world makes it so fucking hard.

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    Jean is doing better than he ever has, but healing from trauma isn’t linear, and the greatest highs can sometimes be followed by the lowest lows.

    Or – Jean has a nightmare and runs away from home

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    Everyone knows that Jean Moreau has rules about being touched. It’s to be expected, having grown up in a cult where bodily autonomy was nonexistent and boundaries were punished. Jean has rules about who, where, and when people are allowed to touch him.

    So why does Neil Josten seem to be the exception?

    // Or five times Neil touches Jean around others and once when they’re alone.

    Chapter POV's: Renee, Coach Rhemann, Jeremy, Abby, Kevin, plus Neil.

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    In which Jean asks Jeremy to stay, and for once, Jeremy says yes.

    And yes, Jean is familiar with loss, the sometimes celebration of it, the otherwise engulfing grief of it. But this: Jeremy sitting in a heap on his living room floor, Jabberwocky Moreau cuddled into his lap, tail lazily wagging? This is something he’s tired of losing, the microdose of his absence—the threat of it being whole if he keeps this up.

    He waits for the “I can’t,” braces for it like it’ll land a physical blow. But it comes quietly, softly in the way Jeremy’s knuckles stop behind Jab’s ear; the sudden halt that hits right before the prolonged absence.

    “I want to.”

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    He remembers the terror his family’s put him through. He remembers Warren’s disgust, Bryson’s hatred, Annalise’s indifference. He remembers rehab, the control, the checks, the punches, the texts, and suddenly, he can’t take it anymore.

    Jean’s voice whispers in his head. You deserve to be happy. 

    Jeremy looks at his mother, and the feelings swirling inside him spill over.

    Jeremy spirals, confronts his family, and falls in love. Not necessarily in that order. 

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    If regret could kill, Jeremy would already be six feet under. This entire night was a succession of increasingly worse mistakes.
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    Jeremy walks in on Jean fucking a girl and crashes out bad.

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    “How’s your pain?” Jeremy asked. Jean brought his hand up, tilting it back and forth in a so-so motion. Jeremy frowned. “Usually this bad?”

    “Usually does not happen at all,” Jean shrugged. “I am managing.”

    Jeremy paused, as if thinking. He turned to make sure the women were still busy, and Jean mused that they were practically making out at this point, but his thoughts came to a grinding halt when Jeremy leaned beside his ear. His breath was hot on Jean’s cheek as he spoke in quiet French.

    Jean’s head spun; this time, not from the pain. I could help you, if you wanted.

    “Oh, and how is that, Jeremy?”

    “I can show you tonight,” he offered casually. “After Cat and Laila go to bed?”

    Jean forced himself to retain eye contact and ignore the growing feeling in his abdomen. He hummed. “We’ll see.”

    Or, for the first time since leaving the Nest, Jean gets his period; Jeremy offers to help.

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    So really, if Jean were to boil the situation down to it, this was all Catalina Alvarez's fault.

    Jean has gotten so used to doling out casual physical affection that his mind almost doesn't catch up with him when he kisses Jeremy on the cheek. It complicates some things, unravels others.

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    Whumptober Prompt: Head Trauma

    Cat taught Jean how to be safe while riding his bike, but what if bad things still happened?

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    “Well, I hope you used protection.” Min’s lips twitched in amusement, “Ananya always has extras in her bag if you ever need them.”
    Jean looked baffled. “Why? We only used our hands.”

    Jean disappears with Renee to blow off some steam before a match, and the Trojans misunderstand.

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    Five times Jeremy Knox was jealous and the one time Jean Moreau was

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    “What is he doing?” Cat snickers.

    Jeremy shrugs. “No idea. He gave me permission to stay. I left my phone on the counter. Could you text my mother and tell her I’m helping out with a cycle here? Just…don’t tell her whose.”

    “Laila!” She yells down the hall. “I’m gonna lie to Jeremy’s mom and tell her y’all are fucking!”

    “Cool!” Laila yells back.

    Jean grumbles at that and licks around Jeremy’s belly button. Jeremy jolts, punching the floor. He’s distantly aware of Cat pulling her phone out to take a picture, but Jean is sucking marks into his stomach and it’s too distracting for him to call her on it.

    A wet tongue slides under his waistband.

    “Close the door right now I swear to God, Catalina—“ Jeremy snaps. Cat obliges, footsteps and cackles escaping down the hall. “Christ, Jean.”

    ———

    AKA: Jean’s first rut after years of suppressing them. Bad news is that everyone thought he was a beta and no one is prepared. Good news is that his partner would rather die than not help him.

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    “Was it worth it?”
    Jeremy was taken aback by the abrupt question. “What?”
    Jean waved one long hand in the general direction of Jeremy’s hospital bed. “Was it worth it?” He repeated, in a cold, furious voice Jeremy had never been on the receiving end of before. “The Trojans will not have their captain for the next four games. You will only get to play those last two games if we make it to the semi-finals without you. Scouts for teams will be there, but they will not get to see you. If your leg does not set right, you are one step closer to a career ending injury. So, tell me, was it worth it Jeremy?”

    Jeremy crashes his car after falling asleep behind the wheel, and Jean has finally had enough.

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    The rules have changed. Just not for Jean Moreau.

    And yet one Sunday morning, he makes a wish.

    or: Jabberwocky Moreau wants his dads to get a move on

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    “I want this,” Jeremy says, his voice cracking as the words tumble hopelessly out. “I want to keep playing. I think I will die if I don’t. Jean, I—”

    “Okay,” says Jean, thumbing under his eyes. “Then you will keep playing.”

    Jeremy shakes his head. “Is it really that simple?”

    “Yes,” says Jean. “It is.”

    Jeremy navigates the reality of his future. He also navigates the reality of Jean.

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    Jean finds dawn in the horizon, on the Paris Olympics bedsheets, in Jeremy.

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    There was a sensation like the ground was falling out from beneath Kevin. He saw the image from the dream again, Jean's mouth, that cross. And worse memories: blood, tears, sweat, someone else’s spit. Do not tell me, he breathed, that you love me. He tried to step away, and the lockers rattled against his back. It was impossible. Jean's eyes were two dark grey portals to a past life, a future he would never have.

    I would have done anything for you, Jean said. I did anything for you. Why did you think that was?

    We were friends, Kevin lied.

    We were never friends, Jean said, and kissed him.

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    She just waggled her fingers at him as she turned to leave. “Bye, gorgeous. Thanks for the orgasm.”
    Jean sighed, knowing there was definitely no way he was getting any peace and quiet tonight.
    “We are not discussing this,” Jean informed Cat and Laila in one valiant last effort, but he might as well not have spoken. They looked like two giddy little balloons ready to burst. Beside him, Jeremy had gone very still.

    Jean hooks up with someone, and it isn't Jeremy. Even worse news (for Jeremy), he hooks up with a girl.
    Jean explores, Jeremy suffers. They get it right in the end.

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