18 Bookmarks by Aloide
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i know this hurts, it was meant to by MajorGodComplex
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
31 Mar 2026
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“What’s on the agenda then?”
“I should kill you.”
“Naturally.”
“But that would be such a waste.”
“I agree,” Kaz keeps his expression neutral. “What else did you have in mind?”Nikolai is a serial killer, and Kaz tries his hand at being prey.
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01 Apr 2026
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Hudson hopes maybe there’s someone waiting for him in the woods.
Or; Hudson gets blackout drunk and Connor takes care of him.
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29 Mar 2026
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Irina (or How I Speak to You Now, Mama) by HappyFuseli
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Jan 2026
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A poem for Ilya and his multitudes...
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- Part 1 of Heated Rivalry Poems
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16 Mar 2026
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Departures by HappyFuseli
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Feb 2026
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One of my more successful attempts to channel an anxious Shane, a sweet young man unable to get out of his own head, trapped in a cycle of overthinking, rumination, past hookups, and future anxieties.
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Poems
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16 Mar 2026
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“Why do you love me?” he asks again.
I answer with something flippant. “That is like asking someone why they are addicted to drugs.”
He laughs immediately, which is part of the problem. Hudson laughs like a man who enjoys the shape of words more than their meaning.
But the analogy stays in my throat afterward.
Addiction.
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16 Mar 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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09 Mar 2026
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“Shane,” Ilya pops his head inside the sliding glass door, “am I allowed to have a cigarette?”
Shane looks up from where he’s sitting at kitchen island, texting Hayden about the new baby. “Allowed?”
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Ilya's only allowed to smoke if he's shotgunning with Shane, it's a good compromise.
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08 Mar 2026
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I can’t stop looking at these photos. I’m so fucking obsessed with you. -H
Baby I’m at an event -C
FT me tonight? -H
Just the necklace, nothing else on. -H
(Or: Hudson and Connor like to touch themselves together on FaceTime).
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08 Mar 2026
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Flint of Desire by Ilikerocks22
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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"Shane was used to the cold. But Ilya. Ilya was so warm."
An insight into Shane's evolving headspace during an encounter between 2014 and 2016, AKA *”My moon, my man” playing faintly in the background*.
Featuring Shane's compulsive googling habit, that goddamn mountain of cushions, and a lot of filth.
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07 Mar 2026
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“Fuck, Con, you’re hogging. Is that the last hit?”
Hudson's hands are warm as they find Connor’s face and manually pull his head off its loll, cupping his cheeks and before Connor can even open his eyes, Hudson is slotting their mouths together.
Connor groans the smoke out, opening his mouth and focusing very gallantly on not coughing directly on to Hudson’s tongue.
Hudson breathes it all in deep, his broad chest expanding with the slow drawl in, and in the end they don’t even break apart to let the last of the smoke go, they just melt into slow, wet, repetitive kisses and the slide of their tongues together.
or: two broke artists in LA share a smoke, discuss fucking their coworkers, and screw around in the night air.
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02 Mar 2026
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when montreal is pitted against boston once again, cliff marleau finds himself knocking at shane hollander’s hotel room door with an apology for laying him out last time their teams met. only, hayden pike opens the door with a scowl on his face.
(my dear reader, smut does, in fact, ensue.)
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28 Feb 2026
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“Can you still stay the night?”
“Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”
I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.
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- Part 2 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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27 Feb 2026
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“You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”
“What, because you know me so well?”
“Yes. I do. Don’t I?”
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26 Feb 2026
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Hudson has an itch. It lies somewhere along the lines of ‘is it Ilya or can you really fuck like that?’, and it’s been on his mind for eight months. Because Connor, he is so lovely, and kind, and radiating with joy all the time. But fuck, when his voice gets deep and Hudson thinks about the times on set when he was being gripped by his bare hips and pulled back over and over and over even just for the cameras—
Yeah. Fuck.
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26 Feb 2026
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Tap-Out by armands_blender
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander never expected to find meaning after a devastating injury ended his rise in the MMA world. Teaching Brazilian Jiu Jitsu classes at his best friend's gym wasn't the future he imagined, but it's the only place he still feels useful.
Everything changes when Shane has to substitute for an advanced kid's class, where he meets Anya Rozanov, a sharp-witted five-year-old with no fear and too much energy. Her father, Ilya, watches every lesson with the intensity of someone who's lost more than he lets on.
Shane and Ilya are pulled together by Anya, but they slowly begin to understand the ways they're both hurting. Shane begins to wonder if he's allowed to want a life outside of the cage, and Ilya wonders if someone like him can build a future that isn't defined by survival.
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24 Feb 2026
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Shane is a warrior in the cage. But at home, he’s losing the fight.
Suddenly a single father to three grieving kids, MMA fighter Shane is drowning in a life he wasn't built for. He’s all iron, tension, and protective instinct—a man holding up a collapsing world until his knuckles bleed. He’s waiting for the moment he finally breaks.
Then he meets Ilya.
Stunning, commanding, and impossibly graceful, the Russian gymnastics coach doesn’t see a hero when he looks at Shane. He sees a man who is one heartbeat away from a total collapse.
Ilya knows that the strongest men are the ones who need to be held the tightest. He doesn’t ask for Shane’s trust; he demands his surrender.
In the quiet of the gym, away from the screaming toddlers and the ghost of his best friend, Shane discovers a terrifying, addictive truth: The only thing better than being in control... is finally being told to let go.
An alternative world where Shane is a profesional MMA fighter and the legal guardian of the kids of Hayden because he dies and Ilya is a former gymnastic and coach of one of the Hayden daughters.
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17 Feb 2026
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and it's a wonderful place, (and I can't wait to be there) by talkingheadsfan72
Fandoms: Actor RPF, American (US) Actor RPF
19 Sep 2025
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Ben leaned in, just slightly, brushing his lips close to Matt’s ear, warm and teasing. “We don’t have to go anywhere,” he whispered. “We can just stay here, stay like this.”
And Matt could melt. Could shove himself into a hole, curl up, and just melt. Because he can't admit he doesn't want to stay here, that he wants more.
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16 Feb 2026
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Set right after the phonecall with Hayden at the cottage.
Subby top Ilya discovers how much he loves being stepped on by Shane.
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16 Feb 2026