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    I was really fucking obvious, he thinks. I’m so fucked. And Ilya… is he going to be pissed? If he even can be pissed again. If he’ll even be okay? Okay enough to ever be angry at him again? The thought of Ilya Rozanov being furious with him is starting to sound really good, because it means he’s alive and breathing.
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    It's the day after tuna meltdown. Ilya gets injured on the ice in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Shane is forced to confront what he’s been pushing down.

    Plus all the fall-out after.

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    Ilya is Shane's baby

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    20 Aug 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    It was silly of Shane, really, to leave Ilya alone, an ocean away from him, with countless responsibilities, and expect him to take care of himself. It was silly of Shane to expect Ilya to understand the real reason he was marrying Rose Landry. It was silly of Shane to expect Ilya to stay true to their deal and return to him. Those were reasonable expectations of a mafia leader, sure, but Ilya was never really meant to lead a mob. He was meant to be Shane's pet, and even though he'd recently forgotten, the youngest Hollander was a patient man and was determined to teach his dog new tricks.

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    Mafia AU: Shane realizes that Ilya can't handle the stress of being a mafia leader and decides to take care of him, whether he likes it or not.

    Part of a series but can be read as a standalone <3

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    08 Aug 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    “So…what was in the bag?” Shane asks, predictably, the moment the front door closes behind Svetlana.

    Ilya huffs. “Nothing. Just air. She was being funny. Was a very good joke,” he says.

    “Whatever it is, you’re embarrassed about it,” Shane points out.

    “I am not embarrassed!” Ilya splutters. “Was just stupid.”

    “So it was something,” Shane says, eyebrows raising.

    In which Shane finally meets Svetlana, Ilya finally talks to Svetlana about feeling small sometimes, and Ilya finally realises just how much small time means to Shane.

    (And, thanks to Svetlana, the Shane bear collection grows).

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    06 Aug 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    Shane finds cigarettes in Luca's locker. Unfortunately for the young rookie, he has no idea how they got there and has no good answers to the questions Shane asks him. Ilya has plenty of answers for those questions, much to his husband's displeasure.

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    29 Jul 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    Scott Hunter goes to a bar expecting a quiet evening and a celebration drink. What he does not expect is to find himself a baby in the form of one, notorious hockey prodigy - Ilya Rozanov.

    Then again, the best things in life usually come as a surprise.

    *This fic contains spanking of a semi-regressed little, if this is going to upset you please do not read it.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Ilya closes his eyes.
    He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
    This can't be happening.
    He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
    Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.

    Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.

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    26 Jul 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark *

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    A teenage Ilya arrives at an elite six-month development programme already planning to kill himself.

    Shane keeps accidentally interrupting his suicide attempts because he’s obsessed with rules, routine, and following proper protocol.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    It’s funny, really. He knows he wants kids, but it was something playing second fiddle. If Shane didn’t want them, that’d be okay. But knowing Shane wants that too?

    He wasn’t going to be able to stop thinking about it.

    He wants Shane’s baby. He wants to carry Shane’s baby. And logically, he should be more nervous about it, but he’s not. He’s more than willing to give up hockey for a season, maybe two, to have a baby. He doesn’t need hockey the same way that Shane does. It’s a job, not a lifeline. He could handle the havoc it will wreak on his body in a way that would be difficult for Shane. He doesn’t need the same level of control over his body.

    Even if he didn’t love the idea, which he kind of does, he’d do it just to keep Shane comfortable.

    So, to him, it’s decided.

    He’s going to have Shane’s baby.

    OR
    Ilya Rozanov mpreg fic

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    18 Jul 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 21

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    His house was too big when he’s alone. The walls echo every breath, which makes no sense really because that’s not fucking possible. Maybe his head is echoing, instead.
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    He wasn't thinking when he took the pills. Maybe he couldn't think. Maybe all he could do is feel the world get quieter and quieter, until there was no one left to hear anything in the first place.

    Or: When Shane walks out of his life for good on Boxing Day, Ilya doesn't know if he'll live to see him walk back in. And Shane Is pretty sure he's never been alive himself at all, actually.

    Or: Codependency only works if you're attached at the hip, dumbass

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    11 Jul 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 32

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    "You've got a tell, Detective Rozanov." Hollander's voice was soft, almost fond. "When you're scared, your accent thickens."

    Or: Shane Hollander is finally in custody. Five victims survived him. Detective Ilya Rozanov is assigned to interview the man everyone's been hunting for years, but the investigation is far from over.

    Hollander, however, seems far more interested in his interrogator than in his own defense.

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    07 Jul 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Jungkook is living his dream as a beta worker on one of the greatest ships currently traveling the galaxies. That is until an unfortunate meeting with a very deliciously smelling captain reveals his secret to the world.

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    Jk refuses to accept that he is having a hard time until ot6 show him a good one.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    (9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden

    (9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.

    (9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting

    (9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry

    OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.

    After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.

    Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.

    Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?

    The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'

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    28 Jun 2026

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    27 Jun 2026

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    After officially dating and calling Mr. Hollander "Shane" in his head for three years, Ilya asks the Hollanders for their son's hand in marriage. Count him surprised when he's the one who ends up proposed to. Count him a little less than surprised when he realizes what Shane's week-long honeymoon at the cottage is going to entail.

    SubTop Ilya Week 2026.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's sex tape is leaked. It hits their friend group like a bomb.

    5+1 times Hollanov's friends watch the video (and get off)

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    Then, on the phone—the one on bottom moans, “Uhn, fuck,” when the top pulls out a little and thrusts harder—and, okay. Yes, Hayden recognizes that voice.

    “Jackie?” He calls out, too loud. His phone drops to his chest, then slides to the bed as he twists to face her.

    His beautiful, horny wife has to click on the video to pause it. It goes full screen, and for just a second Hayden can see and hear as Ilya fucking Rozanov thrusts again, making Shane’s body shiver erotically.

    Holy fuck.

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    23 Jun 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Ack, Hollander! No! You cannot do this!” Ilya exclaimed as the alpha maneuvered Ilya into position. Ilya’s chest supported on the mattress, his outside arm folded into the small of his back and his legs held down by Hollander’s muscular thigh. He wiggled and bucked, his towel slipping even further, but Hollander held firm.

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    12 Jun 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 99

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    Ilya’s already sobbing by the time Shane enters their bedroom. On all fours in the middle of their bed, slick dripping down the inside of his thighs, “Alpha,” he gasps out.

    “You really had to keep pushing didn’t you?”

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    09 Jun 2026

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    After Shane suffers another miscarriage, Ilya decides he’ll be the one to get pregnant this time to save Shane and their marriage. But to spare his husband more grief, Ilya vows to keep the secret entirely to himself until they clear the fragile thirteen-week milestone.

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    The screen lit up with Dr. Chen’s last text, sent hours ago: Call me when you’re ready. The offer still stands.

    Ilya stared at Dr. Chen’s message again, thumb hovering over the keyboard. He could still hear Shane’s voice, raw with grief—What if we’re not meant to be parents?—and the memory alone was enough to make his stomach twist.

    Ilya finally found his voice, rough with emotion. “My turn,” he whispered, the words a vow, a confession, and a promise, all in one.

    He typed…

    Ilya: I’m ready.

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    09 Jun 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark *

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    SHANE: Lily.
    LILY: Hello
    SHANE: Dead to me.
    What the actual fuck?
    LILY: ??
    SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
    LILY: ahh
    I am in trouble
    Yes?

     
    Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).

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    29/?
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    432,484

    08 Jun 2026

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