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    Forty million Canadians and only one who really doesn’t care about hockey. It figures she would be the one to end up teaching the most famous hockey players in Canadian history’s daughter, entirely oblivious to the fact he’s the most famous (well, second-most, according to his husband) hockey player in Canada’s history since Wayne Gretzky (the only hockey-related name she was familiar with). To Priya Lessard, he’s just the nice Mr Hollander, just another dad on the school run.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Most days it felt like Alexei didn’t want a younger brother at all—like he would have been happier if Ilya had never been born, or if he’d gotten a brother that was less clingy, less soft.

    But Alexei could’ve pushed him down the stairs and broken every bone in his body, and Ilya would’ve probably begged him to do it again, if it meant he’d spend more time with him.

    or: Ilya's father doesn't die during the 2016/2017 season. His brother does.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    His eyes land on Ilya. 

    For one brief second, Ilya thinks Hollander is going to stop, step out of the walkway, say something. Do anything. 

    Ilya's hand twitches at his side, absurdly, like it's waiting for a handshake that has not happened yet. Like it's preparing for the contact. 

    Instead, Hollander gives him the smallest half-nod, barely there, and walks into the arena. 

     

    OR: One bad World Juniors drops Ilya Rozanov to sixth overall in the draft and Shane Hollander goes first. Rozanov decides he’s going to spend his career proving the league wrong. What he doesn’t plan on is becoming fixated on Hollander in the process — on the way he plays, and the way he watches Rozanov right back. Somewhere along the way, it stops being about the league’s attention and starts being about keeping Hollander’s.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”

    At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.

     

    (Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    The Hollander family gets caught in a severe storm while trying to reach the Boston Airport and tries to find a safe place.

    Or,

    Shane comes up with the idea of taking shelter at Ilya’s house.

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    30 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 70

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    Alex Robbins arrived in Ottawa with a smile sharp enough to cut skin.
    Not literally, of course. Nobody in the Ottawa Centaurs locker room would have described him as dangerous during his first week.
    They called him confident. Friendly. Charming.
    Coach Brandon Wiebe called him “a promising addition”.
    Harris Drover called him “camera-ready”.
    Ilya Rozanov called him “tiny baby rookie”.
    Only Shane Hollander disliked him immediately.
    And Shane hated himself for it.
    Because Shane knew jealousy could make ordinary things look ugly.

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    30 May 2026

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    When the Ottawa Centaurs announce a mysterious new player signing, hockey Twitter turns into a full-scale detective convention. Fans expect trade rumours, chaos, and maybe Scott Hunter. What they don’t expect is Ilya Rozanov accidentally soft-launching his husband in real time. As hints pile up, the internet slowly realizes two things: Shane Hollander is gay, Ilya is catastrophically bisexual, and the NHL’s biggest rivals have secretly been in love for over a decade. Unfortunately for them, their teammates, ex-girlfriend, and social media manager are absolutely no help keeping the secret.

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    30 May 2026

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    The 2026 NHL Awards ceremony at the Four Seasons in Manhattan was supposed to be simple.
    The league posted polished photographs. Sponsors posted champagne ads. Analysts argued over advanced stats. Players smiled through interviews in expensive suits they’d never wear again.
    Then Shane Hollander disappeared into New York City at midnight, and by sunrise the entire internet had accidentally forced the NHL’s two biggest stars out of the closet.

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    30 May 2026

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    David Hollander arrives in Montreal with homemade soup, expecting to take care of his son Shane, who’s down with the flu after missing the biggest NHL game of the season.
    What he does not expect is finding Shane cuddled in the lap of his greatest hockey rival: Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov.
    Apparently the NHL’s most legendary rivalry has secretly been a relationship for over a decade.
    Now David must process three shocking truths:
     his son is gay,
     Ilya Rozanov is basically a housewife with pharmacy bags,
     and every on-ice fight was apparently foreplay.

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    30 May 2026

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    A storm strands Yuna Hollander in Boston with no flights, no taxis, and no hotel rooms. Her unexpected rescuer? Shane Hollander’s biggest rival, Ilya Rozanov. But one night in Ilya’s apartment reveals hockey’s greatest secret: the NHL’s fiercest enemies have been secretly, hopelessly in love for ten years.

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    30 May 2026

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    “Why are you so sure he’ll reject you? He was already fucking in love with you, Roz, literally all of us knew it, it was clear just from how he looked at his fucking phone—”

    “That was— That was a fucking miracle, Pike. Miracles don’t happen twice.”

    ---

    shane doesn't remember his relationship with ilya after the hit. ilya was going to break up with him anyway.

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    30 May 2026

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    He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.

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    30 May 2026

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    30 May 2026

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    “So it’s true?” Ilya asked, trying to control the emotion in his voice.

    “Yeah.” There was silence for a long moment. “I can’t… do this anymore. I’m sorry, Ilya.”

    “No.”

    “No? What do you mean?”

    Ilya shook his head. “I mean what I said, Hollander. I don’t accept resignation. End of discussion.”

    Shane Hollander has been Ilya Rozanov’s manager for nearly a decade.

    When Shane suddenly announces his resignation, Ilya is forced to confront some truths about their relationship.

    Like the fact that he may have been secretly in love with Shane the entire time they’ve worked together.

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    30 May 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    30 May 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 21

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    "Shane was terrible boyfriend to you. It was sad, boring sex with sad, boring man.”

    “Aw, come on,” she whined, trying very hard to choke down her laughter, “he tried!”

    “Rose, this is the most depressing description of making love I have ever heard.”

    “Well, yes, but—”

    “No buts,” Ilya cut in, expression now turning just shy of wicked in a way Rose knew, deep in her bones, meant nothing good for her, “I am helping now.”

     

    ;

     

    or: after yet another relationship ending in heartbreak, ilya asks rose to let him set her up.

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    30 May 2026

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    Ilya's hand closes around Shane's on a chilly December morning, and he feels the seed of Shane's soul sink into his skin and make a home there.

    He's just not sure that Shane was seeded in turn.

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    30 May 2026

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    When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.

    OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.

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    30 May 2026

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    Similar to Built to Break-Alternate ending, this story will be the same up to a certain point, and then switch into an alternate version. Chapter 25 is where things will begin to shift from the original.

    If you have read the original, I have gone back and added some author's notes at the end of the chapters with some thoughts and insights you might enjoy, instead of rereading the whole thing... though I find that rereading it sometimes hits different when you know the ending will change.

    Spoiler alert: Ilya will die.
    Double spoiler alert: There will be a happy ending and a reunion, because I am not a psychopath.

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    30 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    52 - I sobbed each chapter and don’t think I can ever read this again.

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    Shane’s uncle arrives from Japan for Shane and Ilya's wedding, which becomes complicated in ways Ilya does not expect.

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    29 May 2026

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