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home is a person, not a place by somanystars_9
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Jun 2026
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“Sveta - ”
“Ilya, there are photos. Of you. Ilya, you - you need to run.”
“Photos?” he asks, a bit stupidly. He knows what she means. Of course he does. He’s had nightmares about what she means. But - well. No. Surely not.
Right?
“They’re old, I think,” she says, sniffling. “I just saw them on some gossip rag, but they’re - Ilya, they’re definitely you. With a man. They just got published on this stupid, shitty blog, but they’re going to get picked up the moment people wake up.”
Well, at least Ilya has a shirt on. Now, he just needs to find pants before his life ends.
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- Part 1 of the only way out is through.
- Language:
- English
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- 14,981
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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03 Aug 2026
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Crashing by WhimsicalSesquipedalian
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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“Oh shit.”
Shane looked up, turned his head to where J.J. was sat across the aisle. The blue glow of his phone lit up the too-wide whites of his eyes staring down intently at whatever was on his screen. Shane’s stomach lurched again, anticipating a sudden stop his body hadn’t quite caught up to yet.
“The Centaurs’ plane crashed in Tampa.”
There was a moment where everything was still moving, where Shane and the world were still spinning at the same speed they both always had, and then it all came crashing down. Shane wasn’t sure whether it was him that had stopped, or the world around him, but either way, in a matter of seconds the distance between himself and the bus he had only a moment ago been sitting in became staggeringly, dizzyingly vast.
The Centaur's emergency landing plays out a little bit worse, and Shane is left with the harsh reality of the cost of loving Ilya in secret.
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- Part 1 of Crashing 'Verse
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- English
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- 24,449
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 459
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02 Aug 2026
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What started as a simple "fork in the road" AU became a series and ate my life.
JSYK, this is a Sterek series, but they are an asexual-but-romantic pairing in an open relationship. Derek is asexual; Stiles has a FWB arrangement with Erica (with Derek's okay) but Derek and Stiles are in a committed, romantic relationship.
Here’s the official order! It gets a bit complicated because “Onwards and Upwards” is a series of shorts that take place throughout the series so chapters of it are wedged between different fics.
- Coming Undone
- Onwards and Upwards - chapters 1-3
- A Place We Call Home
- O&U - 4-6
- The One You Feed
- The Boy in Red
- O&U - 7-9
- Making Connections
- With Friends Like These
- O&U - 10
- The Line in the Sand
- O&U - 11-12
- Thicker Than Water
- O&U - 13-14
- Where the Heart Is
- O&U - 15-17
- The Shade and his Daughter
- Forgotten but not Gone
- O&U 18
- The Devil's Luck
- O&U 19-22
- For Better or for Hearse
- All That Remains
- Ten Little Hunters
- O&U 23Wow that is so complicated I am so sorry.
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- 16
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31 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander’s Gay Sex TedTalk for Hayden Pike by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Jul 2026
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“Does he go down on you?”
Shane does his best to resist rolling his eyes. “Dude. He sucks my dick.”
“No, I meant like…” Hayden makes the world’s most awkward circling gesture. “Back there.”
“Oh! You mean does he eat my ass? Yes. And I eat his too.”
“And the prostate — does he lick it?”
Shane and Hayden get drunk together and Shane lets Hayden ask all the nasty questions he’s always had about gay sex.
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29 Jul 2026
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hayden's neverending suffering by mightyd0lphin
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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22 Jul 2026
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Haunting Your City by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“What is there to talk about?”
“What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”
“I know.”
“Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”
“Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”
Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”
“Right.”
“And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”
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OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.
title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine
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- English
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- 93,307
- Chapters:
- 30/30
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21 Jul 2026
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blind date(s) by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Mar 2026
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Jackie and Hayden conspire to set Shane up with one of Jackie's friends by inviting him over for dinner without telling him that said friend will be present.
Shane and Ilya decide it's time they come out to the Pikes as a couple, so Shane invites Ilya over to the Pikes' place for dinner without sending Hayden a forewarning.
Cue: a jealous man, a confused house guest, and one very kid-friendly Russian.
- Language:
- English
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- 5,942
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 308
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- 14,816
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18 Jul 2026
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Detail Orientated by boopboop
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Apr 2026
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Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.
Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.
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- Part 2 of Duty of Care
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,288
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 1,183
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- 10,662
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Bookmarked by BuckingButler
16 Jul 2026
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Public Bookmark 2342
Mystery Work
Part of Private Archive
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by BuckingButler
14 Jul 2026
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
- English
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- 90,785
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- 12/12
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- 2,120
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- 8,412
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13 Jul 2026
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“Grigori has never liked that Ilya plays hockey here," Svetlana says. "He has always wanted him to play back in Russia. When he hears about the Ottawa trade, he will be worse than before. You must not let Ilya do this, do you understand?”
“Would he?” Shane asks.
“Grigori is dangerous because he is persistent,” Svetlana says. “He wears people down. He makes them small. This is what he did to Ilya’s mama, and he now he does this to Ilya. Ilya can survive it because he is a world away. He will not survive it if Grigori is the only voice in his head all the time.”
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Or: Grigori Rozanov never develops Alzheimer's. Even from across the globe, he maintains influence over Ilya, his career, and, unknowingly, his relationship.
Being told that they can't come out makes Shane speed-run being ready to do just that and tell the world that he loves Ilya Rozanov.
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12 Jul 2026
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
- Language:
- English
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- 6,296
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- 1/1
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12 Jul 2026
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Accent Marks by manyfandomsmember
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Ilya is tired of being called stupid. Tired of reporters blinking at him like he’s buffering. Tired of social media deciding that an accent equals ignorance. So he decides to fix it.
Shane lets it be a joke — until he hears Ilya sanding down the edges of himself under bright arena lights. He doesn’t interrupt interviews. Until he does.
- Language:
- English
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- 4,525
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 255
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- 9,316
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- 1,352
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- 53,861
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11 Jul 2026
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
- Language:
- English
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- 26,385
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 2,435
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- 43,078
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- 10,242
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- 498,234
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10 Jul 2026
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Vogue's 73 Questions with the hottest couple in hockey by dragonsXmaroon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya do the 73 Question Interview with Vogue.
Ilya is his usual self. Shane contemplates filing for divorce.OR
Ilya Rozanov refuses to get media trained and Shane gets multiple heart attacks.Series
- Part 1 of Ilya Rozanov is a Chaos Gremlin
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,097
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 271
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- 10,636
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- 1,626
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- 153,518
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10 Jul 2026
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Caught by ShanesPomegranateSeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya's depression medication wasn't working. Again.
Ilya thought were only three options for him. If he was being completely objective, three options. He could continue on as is. He could die. Or he could confess his feelings and detonate a bomb onto his entire life.
Every day Ilya kept picking the first option. Sometimes he chose it multiple times a day. Multiple times a night. He would continue on. He would. He didn’t have any other choices. Unless he died like his mother.
Ilya was caught.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,050
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 142
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- 646
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- 132
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- 22,235
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09 Jul 2026
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they got no idea about me and you by rachelrae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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"Roz?"
Everything was too loud around them. From the outside, these moments, a player getting hurt, had always been disgustingly silent, but Cliff's ears couldn't stop ringing.
He shoved a foot forward, the muscles on the side of his thigh smarting as he tried to skate closer, but the referees were already there.
Hands on his shoulders pulled him back, pulled him close.
"I didn't mean to." A whimper. The arms around him tightened, pulling him further back, off the ice. "I didn't mean to. Didn't mean to. Didn't -"
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What if Cliff Marlow had hit Ilya in a game against the Ottawa Centaurs and had to deal with the confusion that was his crazy former captain and best friend high on pain meds. At least those meds were hopefully the reason for his craziness. Why else would Rozanov be calling Shane Hollander his sweetheart?Series
- Part 2 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,160
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 424
- Kudos:
- 15,686
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- 1,647
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- 132,628
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09 Jul 2026
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The Recovery Protocol by Namastiel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jul 2026
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When Ilya goes down with a knee injury two months into his and Shane's first season together, they're both terrified their long-awaited chance to play together is about to be cut short. Thankfully, the injury isn't nearly as bad as it first seems and recovery ends up being far more interesting than expected when Ilya joins a new exercise class with a mildly flustered instructor, and accidentally gets adopted by a group of elderly women.
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08 Jul 2026
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Picture this by Grocerystoredivorce for shapedbyclearestblue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Apr 2026
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Hayden hates Rozanov. He hates the Boston Raiders, he hates their fans, their arena, their city. Most of all, he hates their captain. But this was too far. Shane had gone too far. Shane was stalking Ilya Rozanov.
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Hayden sees intimately familiar photos of Rozanov on Shane's phone. He comes to the obvious conclusion. Shane is stalking his long-time rival.
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08 Jul 2026
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Autocomplete by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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[Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov sit on director’s chairs in a white sound studio. They are both wearing Ottawa Centaurs jerseys, and Ilya smiles warmly at Shane as a makeup artist places a small bit of powder across his cheeks while a producer hands them both a practice board.]
Shane: So, these are just internet searches people do of us?
Producer: Yes! The most popular ones, and you just answer or comment on them. There’s one board for you, one for Ilya, and then one of the two of you combined.
Shane: Sounds harmless enough.
Ilya: You do not spend much time on the internet if you think this sounds harmless.
Producer: Would you like to practice taking the tape off?
[They both nod, and she hands each of them a board. Shane politely and carefully rips off the top piece of tape, focusing on pulling it straight off without ripping it. During the time it takes Shane to take off one piece, Ilya rips off four, crumpling up the tape and throwing it in the air like confetti. A piece hits Shane’s head, and he looks at his husband, slightly startled, while Ilya beams back happily.]
- Language:
- English
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- 2,930
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- 1/1
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- 452
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- 14,293
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Bookmarked by BuckingButler
07 Jul 2026