12 Bookmarks by Castorzzz
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In a dismal world of monochrome things, what can make someone believe in colors?
After an accident during an interview, Aventurine is touched by the Nihility and though he's woken up, he remains in complete darkness. Navigating the world is hard enough without being blind, and money can buy almost anything except the one thing he needs to see again.
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"Hey, Ratio... I assume you know what the color 000000 is... but do you know 000001? I don't know why I remember this— but the first color you see after pure black is a blue."
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03 Aug 2026
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a touch too far to burn by intimatopia
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
27 Jul 2026
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“Maybe this can be about what you want,” he pressed, charmingly hopeful in this tactic. As though he didn’t know Ratio would see through it—but Ratio suddenly wondered. Did he know? “I can be good.”
“Can you, now?” Ratio said softly. There was the faintest reaction, a minute crack in the mask. Then Aventurine shrugged.
“Or maybe not,” he replied lightly, effortlessly ironic.
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- Part 3 of no river too wide
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03 Aug 2026
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“Aren’t you going to go and mingle?” Wonweek’s voice cuts into Sunday’s consciousness, tickling his ear.
Sunday purses his lips and turns his head silently to look back out the window. The sky is dark, twinkling with stars and the residue of the Silver Rail.
Or, coping when your brain has learned the only way to survive is to dissociate from reality.
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- Part 1 of sysday au
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02 Aug 2026
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A bird that barks like a dog. by StaticM
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
27 Jul 2026
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Sunday was not supposed to be alive.
He had known for a while that his life would be short. It had been planned, spoken over, turned like a dead animal to show maggots of terror and desensitized.
His father had made sure of it.
It was always known that his life would be short.There was just no way to survive, after all. The resurrection would cost his head, one way or another.
He would not be joining his sister in that infinite oasis, no. Sunday would remain in a chassis of metal, devoured by an undead god, never to sleep, to be rendered into blood and fat and offal that would lubricate endless gears and pistols until his form was crushed into molecules too fine to recognize.
He would die, then, and his useless, revolting body would be the coolant for divinity.And if the machine failed.
He would die anyway. Falling from a shell with both wings pinioned, by his father and by his own hand, and he would spray across the golden floor in a final note of nihility, a painful red and white and blue firework in a sky of metal.
Sunday was meant to die
But he didn't.
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31 Jul 2026
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Boiling Cold by Fishpaste
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
21 Jun 2026
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“Do you know why the rule about apprentices being able to choose their own master came about?” Master Qifrey said at last, turning to look down at her. He pulled a comb out of his pocket and gestured for her to shift closer. She turned so he could begin very very gently teasing out the knots in her hair as he spoke.
Qifrey caused a lot of trouble during his time as an apprentice in the Great Hall. Not all of it was intentional however. When Beldaruit falls ill, Qifrey is told he cannot stay alone, and a new master will have to be found for him.
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08 Jul 2026
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"Now I'll keep it simple as I am a simple man, 10 million per boy, cash, should suffice." It felt like a rock dropped in Ilya's stomach when he heard the price on their heads. Each of them had earned around that amount in their careers, but such a large sum was not something either of them had just lying around.
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, two of the world's biggest NHL players, vanish into the night without a trace. Stashed away in a cold concrete prison, the two only have one thing on their minds
Survival.
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06 Jul 2026
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Tell Me You Know (Tell Me It’s Okay) by inkstainzed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Aug 2026
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"Okay." Ilya takes a deep breath, letting it out. He lays down, resting his head on a pillow, and lays the phone on his diaphragm after he puts it on speaker. He hums, thinking. "Do you like chai actually? Or your, uh— friend, he decides for you?"
There's a long, long silence after that. Ilya swallows, hoping he hadn't asked the wrong thing. He went on a limb, in a way, because that's what Ilya always does. He assumes things, and butts in where he probably shouldn't and gives boys who look like they're emotionally one foot in the grave notes with his number on it. For some reason.
"No, he doesn’t." Shane says, eventually, and all Ilya's muscles un-tense. "I do really like chai. Caramel chai, mostly, if wherever I go has it."
"This can be arranged." Ilya says, his hands behind his head. "I am very good barista."
Shane snorts, then. Ilya makes it his goal to get him to laugh, and he'd say he's making pretty good progress so far.
Or, Shane is in a severely abusive relationship with his boyfriend, Ash. When they visit a nearby café one day, their server, Ilya, realizes something isn’t quite right between them.
Ilya can’t help but try and do something about it.
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06 Jul 2026
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Love me, Touch me, Control me by Tsuki_daisuke
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
30 Jul 2026
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Alhaitham had tried for weeks to try and boost Kaveh's confidence. To him, his boyfriend was the most perfect man in the entire world. But Kaveh often struggled to feel at home in his own body. Alhaitham just wanted him to smile so brightly again. Compliments, soft kisses, gentle caresses, tender touches. But nothing seemed to affect the blonde's mood.
The scribe even messaged Tighnari for ideas, that's how desperate he was becoming. With the help of Kaveh's best friend, Alhaitham began doing research on how to be a better lover to Kaveh. Maybe that was the thing his confidence needed.
In his research, he discovered a blog describing another couple's BDSM adventures. The couple had similar dynamics to their relationship. But it was a certain comment that proved to Alhaitham this was the route to take.
‘My partner made me feel so loved in this session. He made me feel like a whole new person, so beautiful.’
After a little more research and finding his own voice as a dom, Alhaitham brings the proposition up to Kaveh.
Alhaitham truly hoped that BDSM could be the thing that brings the sparkle back to his favorite red eyes.Bookmarked by Castorzzz
06 Jul 2026
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You Get What You Pay For by fandombarf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Aug 2026
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Svetlana’s voice is tense, “Rose suggested I reach out to you. We have an omega here who needs a place to live and I was wondering if you’d be willing to house him.”
“Me?” Shane blurts out, “Why me?”
“Because, I believe having a familiar face will help him.”
“A familiar face?” Shane is even more confused than before, “I mean I know I’m a hockey player-”
“No,” Svetlana cuts him off. “The omega is a former hockey player, and there’s mention that you two have crossed paths before. Do you remember Ilya Rozanov?”-
Right before the MHL draft, Ilya Rozanov went missing after presenting as an omega. Years later, he turns up at an auction house where he’s rescued after a police raid. However, due to his unpredictable nature, Ilya is sent to live with star hockey player, and former crush, Shane Hollander.
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05 Jul 2026
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a decision to stop needing things softer than they are by greymcknot
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Aug 2026
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The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.
In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).
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05 Jul 2026
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He realized with horror that he had taken too much. His chest ached and his breathing was laboured. His head spun and he could barely keep himself upright. He settled for leaning on the person next to him, who laughed and shoved his head into their lap.
He was crossfaded and alone, and he was going to die.
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An exploration of Aventurine's psyche and the events which would lead to him and Ratio confessing their feelings for one another.Series
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05 Jul 2026
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Aventurine just huffed out a laugh, a sly smile tugging on the corner of his lip. Sunday could tell that was so just by the sound of his amusement, and the nape of his neck prickled in anticipation because he knew well what tended to follow when Aventurine was amused.
“Reckless are we?”
Aventurine and Sunday sneak away at an IPC office party...
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24 May 2026