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    “Your heart-eyes for him reminds me of myself when I first laid eyes on my Shane.”

    Luca sunk further into the seat. “That’s- I wasn’t looking at him at all!”

    “Also, Haas looked in love. YOU looked at me like I was gonna give you a disease in that parking lot.”

    Luca Haas has a meltdown on the ice in the final five minutes of the game.

    Confidence scarred, he throws himself into a summer athlete campaign with the Centaurs to outrun the fear that he’ll never be as skilled, confident, or sexually expressive as Ilya Rozanov was at his age.

    But when “charismatic-and-charming” Luca snaps and shocks everyone by starting a fistfight with Filipino-Canadian youth athlete Angelo Perez, summer quickly derails into a dilemma to be seen as mature, a struggle with emotional vulnerability, and these newfound, guilty urges for the very guy he fought on day one.

    Centaur matchmaking. Missing home. A messy summer fling. An exploration of what sparks are supposed to feel like. And Ilya catches Luca buying condoms.

    And Angelo’s “bad influence” that makes Luca feel—maybe for just one summer—that it's okay to be a little selfish.

    OR; a fan-made imitation of the scrapped Haas book

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    3/15
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    23 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is trying his best to keep everyone compliant with Health, Safety and Wellbeing standards at Centaurs by Design. Ilya Rozanov does his best to make Shane's job as difficult as possible.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    402
    Kudos:
    1,510
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    21,682

    23 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    All the 4 times Shane breaks up with Ilya. And all the 4 times Ilya wins Shane back…. lots of teenage misunderstandings

    AU High school romance :p

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    9
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    159
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    2,146

    22 Mar 2026

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    “I don’t know Hayd, he’s been really nice to me,” he shrugs, “We have stuff in common, it’s always fun to hang with him, and he even does my econ assignments without me asking, which I still think is over the top but–”

    “Ilya Rozanov does your what?”

    or: Shane sucks at Economics, and Economics major Ilya goes out of his way to help.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    58,626

    21 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov gets personally invited to the VIP tent for the final night of the Eras Tour tour in Vancouver. He is not cool about it at all.

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    1/1
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    802
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    Hits:
    7,594

    19 Mar 2026

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    Starting this season, one omega and one alpha from the league would take part in the Players United Program—P.U.P. for short. The program was to help foster interleague relationships and establish healthy mating practices for professional athletes.

    In other words, a breeding program to create the ultimate hockey player…

    So what did this have to do with Shane?

    Shane and Ilya have been volunteered as the first alpha and omega to take part in the MLH’s new breeding program. But how will this arranged mating effect their careers, their current relationship, and their future?

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    89
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    449
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    Hits:
    10,152

    18 Mar 2026

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    He’s breathing the same air as Shane Hollander. Carbon dioxide is passing from Hollander’s lungs to his. You should be mine, he thinks of commanding, on the off chance Hollander will obey. You’re the center of my world and you should be all mine.

    In which Ilya has a habit, and an obsession.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    242
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    1,833
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    22,005

    14 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 20

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    “What is Silver Blood?” Shane asks.

    “It means you are fated for him. And your blood? Your blood is like a drug to him. It drives him insane.”

    Or, vampire AU for Hollanov. Ilya Rozanov is a powerful vampire, addicted to the blood of his human, Shane Hollander.

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    8,418
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    10
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    61
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    974

    11 Mar 2026

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    Ilya knew Shane would taste good.

    He just hadn’t known it would feel like this.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    49
    Kudos:
    1,886
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    Hits:
    15,157

    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane has been missing for a long, long time.

    Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    493
    Kudos:
    2,759
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    118,222

    11 Mar 2026

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    Five times Ilya lied (but not really) to his teammates about Shane, and one time he didn’t have to.

    Inspired by two Cliff Marlow lines: In the airport, when their game with Montreal gets cancelled and he tells Ilya, “Whoever she is, she’s gonna get over it,” and the scene in the locker room when he says, “Wow, this Montreal girl works you up, brother—you’re straight up blushing, Roz.”

    Or, the Boston Bears’ perspective of Ilya and Shane’s “secret” relationship over the years

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    619
    Kudos:
    33,096
    Bookmarks:
    4,906
    Hits:
    243,430

    02 Mar 2026

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    - I don’t know what to do. I feel so powerless and useless for not being able to help him. I even texted my therapist about it, she thinks he's having a burnout or something.

    - Well, that sounds like him. And… yeah, it wouldn’t be the first time. Burnout comes easier for him because of the autism.

    - Because of au what?!

    - Autism, Ilya.

    or,

    Ilya calls Yuna because something has been weighing heavily on Shane, and he doesn’t know what it is.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
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    Hits:
    12,610

    02 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    3,695
    Kudos:
    13,731
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    4,661
    Hits:
    544,930

    27 Feb 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
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    Bookmarks:
    5,156
    Hits:
    266,223

    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander disappears from the hockey world; after a year of silence, he returns to the ice, playing better than ever, winning two Stanley Cups, getting an actress girlfriend, and having a son. All while he tries to ignore the man he left behind as their careers grow, driving them apart and closer.

    OR

    Shane gets pregnant and hides it from Ilya for years, but as the connection between them grows, Ilya comes closer to finding out the truth.

    Language:
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    21,341
    Chapters:
    14/15
    Comments:
    152
    Kudos:
    1,191
    Bookmarks:
    469
    Hits:
    40,454

    26 Feb 2026

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    Someone's killing powerful Alphas in the Boston underworld in strange and untraceable ways, and it's giving Ilya, next head of the Rozanov family, a fucking headache.

    On a different note, Shane - only son of the Hollander family, lowly Omega and known airhead - has just shown up on his doorstep, smelling of pre-heat and looking good enough to eat.

    There's no way those two things are related, right?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    92
    Kudos:
    2,710
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    619
    Hits:
    17,641

    22 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s eyes glazed over with tears as they stared into each others eyes. Ilya looked curious, worried, and fearful. “What is wrong? You’re so distressed, is not good.” Ilya’s accent thickened as his worry grew, English was always harder for him when he was emotional. Instead of speaking, Shane reached into his large hoodie pocket, lifting out the stick he had just spent ten minutes crying over before coming over. Ilya looked confused, but took the stick gently from Shane’s hands.

    “Oh, fuck.” Ilya held it tightly his head snapping from the stick to Shane, back and forth, over and over again. “Fuck, oh, that’s-your-”

    or

    Shane Hollander is the top player in the Canada West Collegiate hockey league, he’s going to be eligible for the draft soon and can work to become one of the few omegas in the NHL. It was straightforward. Until Ilya Rozanov decided to get him pregnant.

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    22,163
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    76
    Kudos:
    539
    Bookmarks:
    160
    Hits:
    13,415

    20 Feb 2026

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    Shane is pretty sure he’s being stalked.

    “What is your favorite scary movie?”

    “I don’t know,” Shane says honestly. “Science fiction.”

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    110
    Kudos:
    2,926
    Bookmarks:
    620
    Hits:
    26,194

    20 Feb 2026

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    inspired by this edit

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    165
    Kudos:
    554
    Bookmarks:
    246
    Hits:
    19,334

    20 Feb 2026

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

    Language:
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    Words:
    7,196
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,253
    Kudos:
    39,621
    Bookmarks:
    8,289
    Hits:
    232,764

    19 Feb 2026

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