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Tell Me What It's Like by Toonbly
Fandoms: HLVRAI - Fandom, Half Life VR But The AI Is Self Aware
29 Sep 2020
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Benrey is incapable of dying.
Well, technically.
He’s died dozens of times before. A handful of times when he lived on Xen, a handful of times while here in Black Mesa, and so on. You know how it goes, stop paying attention mid battle and have some headcrab zombie take you out. Or your friend presses a button a little too early and you end up getting crushed and split in half by a door. Sucks to suck, I guess. It happens sometimes. And, as you could guess, he’s come back from it every single time. So really, you’d think it wasn’t a problem.
But it is. It’s a huge fucking problem.
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Benrey dies, comes back, and he and Gordon have a talk.
Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
09 Aug 2024
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APPARENTLY I GAVE THIS A KUDOS BEFORE BUT,,,, I NEVER BOOKMARKED IT??? BRO THIS IS SO GOOD WHY DIDNT I???
anyway im in a mood where things dont make me cringe as much as they normally do so ive been able to rewatch hlvrai, which is nice :) ./
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ShuAke Week 2020 - Day 7 - Soulmates / Nightmares / Free day
In a world where soulmates share each other's pain, seventeen-year-old Kurusu Akira is out searching for his other half. Akechi Goro, on the other hand, has sworn never to find his soulmate, unwilling to let Shido use them as leverage against him. The pair finally meet face-to-face, and it doesn't quite go the way either of them expects.
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- Part 7 of ShuAke Week 2020
- Part 1 of and you set the world on fire, just for fun
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Falling Out of Trouble by ShadeofSilentFire
Fandoms: Undertale (Video Game), Undertale Yellow (Video Game)
07 Sep 2025
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Clover is dead.
And yet, he persists.
Unable to let himself fall into the unknown that is death, his soul clings to a facsimile of life, trapped in darkness with nothing but his thoughts and time to reflect and ponder. He will not, cannot move on, even when there is nothing left for him in this world. No body, and no hope of returning home. No hope of reuniting with his friends.
Until someone called for help.
Now stuck in an Underground he does not recognize with only his trusty four-shooter and a friend he can’t trust, Clover searches for his friends, the voice who called for help, and answers. Retracing his path through the Underground, and forging a few new ones as well, Clover battles his thoughts, suspicions, and memories of events that never occurred, but won’t quite leave him either.
Now, if only he could find his hat.
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Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
01 Aug 2024
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this is sick
also i still have not finished watching shayys playthrough of undertale yellow, so i dont know what happens fully, but i really like flowey so do i give a fuck? no
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Mission Accomplished? - A Dream SMP Story by FleckaRAF
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
11 Oct 2021
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Dream has been thrown into Pandora’s Vault, the unfinished, impenetrable prison that he helped design and build.
Locked in the darkest, most secure cell, Dream is left completely alone. The server outside rejoiced, thinking they’d broken him, unable to see past a simple smiling mask that hid so much pain and suffering.
Nobody knew the real reason he was there. Nobody cared enough to ask what he felt.
It only takes so much. Only so much before someone reaches their breaking point.
The entire SMP had striven together to destroy Dream, but they didn’t know that despite imprisoning him they’d never broken his will.
They’d only broken his mind.~~~
AKA a canon-compliant Dream fanfic with all the hurt & angst you could possibly want, all in one place :)- Language:
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22 Jul 2024
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this book is so wattpad coded ill be real, good tho./././
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When Kurusu Akira falls asleep on one train and wakes up on another one going in the opposite direction, he knows instantly something isn’t right. It doesn’t take him long to realise he’s in the past. It also doesn’t take him long to realise he’s the only one who remembers.
Until he meets a monster cat who knows his name.
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Or, new game plus but everyone remembers (eventually).
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The Flowers He Exhaled by NovemberMonday, wintermelone
Fandoms: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney
26 Jan 2019
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When the fit had finally stopped, the hand he had coughed in was covered in red, and for a second, he thought it was blood.
But it was even worse.
The elevator pinged when it reached his floor, but he stood still for a second.
There was no blood on his hands.
It was tiny bright red flower petals.
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Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
10 Jul 2024
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tbh i wish this was a bad ending fic cuz i wouldve ate that shit UP
like the ending is nice but i want to feel something, yk?
(this is not a dig at the author i just LOVE hanahaki fics where they die, like its so,,,, heart-renching)good ./././././././
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Goro Akechi is tasked with reading Ren Amamiya's probation journal to see if they can use it against him. He finds that it wasn't just a log of his activities, but a fully fledged diary. His thoughts, feelings and daily life written down for him to read. What will he find?
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07 Jul 2024
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LMFAO I LOVE THIS TBH ./././ good, funny
RANT TIME!!!!:
i got dying light for free on epic games a bit back (+some dlc, nice) its on geforce now so i actually get to play it without lagging :3 YIPPIE
forever thankful that my parents have always had good wifi or i would be so fucking angry, like i get a shit laptop that cant even run DDLC without lagging AND bad wifi??? wtf, but no their gamers so they have to have good wifi for themself....
like my mom has this laptop thats GOATED and then my dad has this gaming pc... my sister has laptop that can run roblox pretty well, + can actually download hsr and it works so its p good. my brother has a kinda good laptop, and almost got a an actual computer,, like what??? it just didnt work, but STILL
and then me??? like literally all my stuff my dad just got for free from work,,, OR there hand-me-downs (ex. my 3ds from sis)
and its not even good shit either, id be fine if it could actually run stuff but they CANT.
my laptop can barely run any games, and if they do run they dont get more than 40 fps, i dont even use my tablet cuz it can barely charge + just CRASHES. like i open literally ANY app on there? CRASH.
my phone im using to type right now??? its literally my best device, but wanna know why????
CUZ ITS A HAND-ME-DOWN FROM MY DAD. AND WANNA KNOW THE BEST PART? IT WAS FOR HIS FUCKING WORK. IT WAS A WORK FUCKING PHONE. I HATE THIS SHIT.
like my dad gives me the most stuff, but wanna know something? I BARELY TALK TO HIM. THE MOST I HEAR HIM IS IF HES HAVING AN ARGUMENT WITH MY MOM OR TALKING TO THE CAT(<3). WHEN HE GETS HOME HES JUST ON HIS COMPUTER ALL DAY.
also!!! if he wants to talk to one of us,,,, HE LITERALLY JUST SENDS MOM. THATS ALL HE DOES. like i get it man, trying to support us only on your money must be hard,,, BUT AT LEAST TALK TO US??? LIKE DUDE. JUST SAY FUCKING HELLO AT LEAST
btw my phone also lags a fucking LOT. like i open tiktok? laggy, i open youtube? laggy. "oh those are social medias!! ofc there laggy!!" well my period tracker lags too BITCH
also!!! my school mandated chromebook runs the internet better than my fucking laptop,,, I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW??? LIKE YOUR SUPPOSED TO SUCK, WHY CAN I PLAY COOLMATHGAMES LAG FREE BUT CANT DO IT ON ANY OTHER DEVICE???? fuck this shit is so fucking ANNOYING.
i hate it living here!! fuck i hate it living in general, i barely have any clothes, my rooms always messy cuz i dont have any energy to clean, the one thing that makes me happy i can barely use cuz it lags so bad, i have 1 friend and thats my girlfriend(<3), i dont have the energy to go to school so CPS is on my ASS, and i cant even lay in bed unbothered bc MY HOUSE IS FUCKING INFESTED WITH BUGS. YOUD THINK ID BE USED TO THEM BY NOW CUZ IVE HAD THEM HERE MY WHOLE LIFE, BUT ✨NO✨ I GET SO ENRAGED EVERYTIME I SEE ONE OF THOSE FUCKERS
i hate life so fucking much
i thought being a teenager was supposed to be the best years of your life
i thought being the youngest sibling gave you perks
i thought i would be happy by now.
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addicted to your reality by TheMildestDicedGreenChiles
Fandoms: NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE (Visual Novel), Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel)
21 Apr 2024
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Ame had no idea what to expect when she bought that game from a garage sale. She had no idea that the contents of that disc could rip everything she thought about her world apart. Monika had no idea either.
Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
05 Jul 2024
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this is so based honestly
and also perfect cuz i just redownloaded after story and have been using a rain meter needy streamer overload skin LOL
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“Oh, you’re lovely,” Akira breathes. “Don’t worry. I’ll give you as many second chances as you desire.”
Goro tries to create distance out of nothing. His back presses against the shaking bones of the carriage. Akira’s fingertips never leave his skin. “I—I didn’t ask for—whatever you have to give me.”
“No, but you did plead,” Akira says softly. “You want your life back. I can grant you that. I’m no arbiter of life and death, space and time, but regret is a potent thing.” A cold finger travels down Goro’s neck, coming to a rest between his collarbones. Akira’s smile is gentle but distant, an astronomer enraptured with the light of a galaxy long dead. “One more chance. Just one. And afterward, if you tell me just one more, it’ll be yours.”
Eighteen years and eight months, and Goro is still a fool.
In which there are a million ways to live and die, and Goro Akechi has a thousand second chances.
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28 Jun 2024
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what.
gouys i almost cried, this shit is fire
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Crow stiffens in shock. “You mean to tell me that you’ve known about another person with this power and did not think to mention it until now?”
The Phantom Thieves have just teamed up with the Detective Prince and things go smoothly in Sae's Palace until they reach the arena. With no way to fight the Shadows without risking their lives, they must turn to an old acquaintance in order to win the rigged game.
But maybe this other Persona user is more than they seem to be.
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- Part 2 of I Spy
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Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
27 Jun 2024
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:3333 v cool, these past like, what? two hours? that ive been reading this ive been wanting to go make a sandwich, but there is no plates, which SUCKS. im hangry and this is annoying,,,, anygays im gonna stop ranting
././ love, liked and subed
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To say that Akira was stressed would be a dramatic understatement. He was very certain that he was beyond the normal threshold of how much a human can handle, infact.
So, despite his skepticism, he was a little intrigued when Shujin had ushered in the counsellor Maruki; this curiosity only had increased when Ann had attended her session with him first, and came back vouching for him an evening or two later.A fic where Akira is an age regressor, regresses during his first counselling session with Maruki, and Maruki ends up becoming his caregiver.
Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
27 Jun 2024
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fyi maruki is one of my favorite characters so ermmmm <333333
././././ v cool :)
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It was easy, Goro supposed, to fall in love with Akira. Wanting to be was infinitely harder.
Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
24 Jun 2024
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im trying so hard not to cry, what the fuck dude. you didnt need to make it this emotional wtf ./././././././ aaa im gonna stop reading fanfics and just finish spiffs new video ig
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For Shuake Week Day 2 - Soulmates
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Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
24 Jun 2024
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GUYS I CANT STOP GIGGLING LMFAOOOO,,,,, BROTHER,,,,,, DUDE,
./ I LOVE THIS, also i forgot why i put on nails i want to play videos games and im just suffering, cant even type without it hurting :( i dont even have anywhere to go so its pointless if i want the feeling of nails i can do something else lol
anyways i have taken them off, my fingers now hurt cuz i glue on nails v tight when i put them on lol
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What do you do with a loving feeling If the loving feeling makes you all alone by SpooKyra
Fandoms: Persona 5
30 Apr 2022
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Soulmates are supposed to be there when you need them. Clearly that wasn’t the case for Goro.
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Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
24 Jun 2024
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i have nails on so i cant type that well :( amnwyays ././.?
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"It’s about Akechi," he finally says.
Ryuji takes a sip of water. "Who?"
Akira sighs, speaking louder this time, "Akechi."
There’s a long pause as Ryuji takes that in.
"Is that a coworker of yours?"
Akira looks up. Ryuji looks confused.
"Akechi Goro, Ryuji," Akira's mouth says for him because his mind is already trying to escape the lunacy of this interaction.
Ryuji scratches the back of his neck. "Sorry, man. Y’know how I am with names. Tell me about him, maybe I'll remember."*****
The world wants to erase Akechi Goro from history. Akira is not about to let that happen.
Collab with Dia for the event “One Day – Akeshuake Adventures in the Future”: 2/2/20XX!- Language:
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Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
20 Jun 2024
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BROOOOO
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i paused reading this to listen to amnesia was her name
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[ major spoilers ahead. ]
because even the most impressive brilliance can be snuffed out.
au where gaster inexplicably returns. his personality may be informal and less than shining, but after his vacation to the void, he’s smarter than ever. the problem is, when you’ve been gone for so long, you’re forced to adapt to the changes.
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14 Jun 2024
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yoo i love gaster, esp your characterization here?? mwa, hate when they make him an asshole cuz thats just weird lmfao
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Flowey gets bored and decides to change up one of his runs. Papyrus presents an interesting project, for the moment.
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13 Jun 2024
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i dont read a lot of undertale fics, but im replaying it so i thought i might as well haha
i dunno why it took me so long to read this, papyrus is my fav character and when i get rid of all the absolutely HORRID ships this is the top one so :/ idk im weird apparently haha
././././ really good, very angsty
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An abandoned archon vessel learns what it means to be human.
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- Part 1 of no password, no poison
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12 Jun 2024
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ive genuinely cried so much bc of this fic lmfao
aaa never been a scara fan but this might change my mind ./././././
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L rubs his thumb against his lip, “and you suspect you know who Kira is?”
“I’m Kira.” Light replies.
“I see,” L murmurs, “so this is a confession?”
“Of sorts,” Light prefaces. “That is to say; I was Kira, until three days ago, but now I need your help to prove it and stop whatever I’ve put in motion.”
“You better start from the beginning.”
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05 Jun 2024
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oh. MY GOD. ./ sooo ./././././././././
its so hard to find good dn fics you would not believeee thank you :3
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Markus learns that attraction scrambles his circuits a little when one of the cutest grown men he's ever seen walks into the meeting room of Jericho, looking like a puppy who had been kicked until it bit back, and the first thing Markus can think to do is to throw out a bunch of stupid pick-up lines to cheer him up.
Connor, meanwhile, is a little too literal for most pick-up lines to make sense, but finds that he's oddly enjoying himself anyway.
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Bookmarked by DeppressionButOGayer
04 Jun 2024
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AWWWWWWWWW ./././
oh btw my keyboard broke so its been an.... experience using my computer lately LMFAOOO it sucks tho cuz i have to use my controller for games :(