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I Didn’t Mean to Be Something I’m Not Supposed To, but I Am. I Am. by schrijverr
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
03 Sep 2025
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After everything Buck and Eddie have gone through together, the marriage that was once just convenience is now real. They’re boyfriend-husbands, trying to figure out what their life looks like now that they’re dating and learning to be an actual couple.
However, trouble arises with the promised trip back home to El Paso for the summer. Eddie is not ready to come out to his parents and Buck supports him in that. Still, El Paso is not the place where either of them have been their best and tensions arise between them when having to exist in the influence sphere of the Diaz parents. Everything that has happened between them catches up as personal histories, insecurities and unresolved issues float back up to the surface.
AKA: The terrible, horrible, no good, very bad El Paso trip where Buck and Eddie's marriage of convenience has become a secret relationship instead.
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- Part 7 of The I Do Verse
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07 Dec 2025
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Years before joining the 118, Buck’s travels take him to El Paso, where he meets Christopher. When Eddie comes back from Afghanistan and Shannon leaves, Buck ends up staying. As bills pile up, the best move is for them to get married, just for convenience, they’ll divorce when Eddie comes back from his re-enlistment.
Then Eddie gets injured and it’s just easier to stay married for a little longer, while Buck gets started at the 118. However, Buck doesn’t mention his ‘husband’ and kid, not feeling like they’re his to keep. When Eddie gets the offer from Bobby, they decide to lie and pretend they don’t know each other, so they can work together.
The whole lie gets out of hand as feelings start to become real, until it all comes to a head in the aftermath of the fire engine explosion.
AKA: Secret marriage of convenience buddie slow burn AU, where Buck and Eddie have been married for years so Buck could adopt Chris and no one at the 118 knows.
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- Part 1 of The I Do Verse
- Part 1 of All the Different Ways to Say I Do
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06 Dec 2025
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“What can I get you?” Buck asks, wiping a spill on the counter, before flicking the rag back into the sink.
When there’s no immediate answer, he glances up, and finds himself staring straight into a pair of big brown eyes that look equal parts startled and lost.
Or; Buck’s a bartender at a gay bar, and Eddie’s recently out and blushes far too easily.
Buck makes him a drink that matches the pretty pink colour of his cheeks.
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04 Dec 2025
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“Rav, I’ll just be—”
He glances up, and that is not Ravi Panikkar. Instead, it’s Eddie Diaz who stands there in full goalie gear, grinning down at him like they’re old friends. “Hey, man. Just thought I’d say hey. Gonna be fun being on the same team for once, yeah?”
Buck scoffs, standing and grabbing his stick. “Right.”
“C’mon, man. We’re teammates now.” Eddie tugs off a glove and holds out his hand. “Fresh start?”
Fresh start. Sure. Like he’s not stepping into Chimney’s spot, acting like they’re not massive boots to fill. Like, he hasn’t spent years being a massive dick every time they’ve gone head-to-head. Like Buck is supposed to just—
Buck shakes his head, huffing before pushing past him, shoulders colliding roughly as he makes his way out of the locker room.
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Buddie Hockey AU
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03 Dec 2025
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It’s Carlos’ first year as a professor, the last thing he needs is complication, but when anonymous sexting on a dating app turns into realizing he’s been flirting with his student, the two of them can’t figure out how to stay away from each other.
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02 Dec 2025
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“Hello?” His neighbour says, looking confused and honestly a bit concerned at Buck’s dishevelled presence.
“Hi, I’m—next door. Buck,” Buck says.
The guy just raises an eyebrow, hand still on the door handle. “Okay? Nice to meet you, Buck. I’m Eddie.”
Eddie. It’s a beautiful name. Simple. Short. Sweet. Buck thinks he might have hearts in his eyes. Or maybe they’re floating around his head. Is he delirious?
“I’m a firefighter,” Buck explains.
Eddie glances down at Buck’s hoodie, a navy LAFD-issue hoodie that hangs loosely over his frame. “I can tell.”
Buck exhales. He’s not explaining this correctly. He’s so tired he might just curl up and fall asleep right here, right now, on Eddie’s front door step. Maybe the saxophone will lull him to sleep.
“Sorry, I’m—I just got off a forty-eight-hour shift from hell. I’m just—I’m dead on my feet, man. Is there any chance you can just—not—” Buck makes vague gesturing of playing a saxophone, cheeks puffed out and fingers pressing vaguely where he imagines saxophone buttons are. He makes quiet little tooting noises. “I hate to be this guy, I just—please. Just tonight.”
OR Buck pleads with his evil saxist neighbour for peace
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01 Dec 2025
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I Can Be What You Need (If You Give Me A Chance) by Kwills91 for timeshareindestin
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Jun 2025
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Eddie’s too busy thinking about the implications of what Buck had just told him, realization crashing into him hard at just how much impact on his life Buck has had—in huge, eye-opening ways, but in soft, subtle, gentle nudge of a domino ways too—to notice Buck’s hand moving, slowly, until the front of his shirt is pinched between Buck’s thumb and curved forefinger. He’s barely holding it, like this small act means something so much bigger, and Buck can’t bring himself to go the whole way, not without knowing and being certain of the answer, but the shift of fabric is enough to snap Eddie back to the present, eyes dropping to where Buck holds his shirt before looking up. Buck lifts his eyes at the same moment and they meet in the middle. They’re red ringed and shining, something raw and desperate reflected back at Eddie, and he wonders what Buck sees in his.
“I just want to feel alive. Please help me feel alive.”5 times Buck and Eddie pretend they're just giving each other what they need + 1 time they actually ask for what they want.
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28 Nov 2025
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the one where Buddie roommates drunkenly slept together and somehow both think the other doesn't remember #idiots
aka what SHOULD happen in season 9
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23 Nov 2025
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“You know what I hate the most?” Buck asked, voice small, eyes glistening as they met Eddie’s. “That it’s not hard for me to believe you could’ve moved on so quickly. Because when we broke up…Eddie... you didn’t even fight for us.”
The words detonated in Eddie’s chest, a sudden destruction that stole his breath. His mouth fell open, breath caught somewhere between protest and apology. Did I even have the right?
“Maybe I’m just a hopeless romantic,” Buck said with a cynical laugh, “but you didn’t even argue. Didn’t offer us a grace period. Like you were one foot out the door, and all you needed was that final nudge from me. You didn’t even look back.”
“But hey,” he said, voice raw and wrecked, “good to finally know where we stand. Eddie Diaz is doing good, ladies and gentlemen,” Buck said with a wry, self‑mocking edge to his voice. “Guess he didn’t love me as much as I loved him.”
OR: the breaking-up and making-up fic.
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19 Nov 2025
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On his first day, Eddie sees the ghost before he meets him.
There is a boy, younger than Christopher but not by much, who runs around the station like it’s a playground. For a second, while Eddie is pulling a shirt over his head, he thinks the boy is real and someone ought to be watching out for him because a fire station is no place for a kid that young to play unsupervised.
And then the boy, pale, skinny and too frail for his age, passes through an exiting member of C shift like wind through a plastic bag. A ghost.
“Who the hell is that?”
Eddie watches as the ghost – just a fucking kid, really – whips his head around to the voice. His face lights up and Eddie’s heart sinks because how cruel can this world be?
He turns around and Eddie is struck. The man is strong and broad, all blue eyes and defined features. If it weren’t for the splotch of color above his eyebrow, Eddie would think that the man and the little boy standing at his side were genetic matches.
OR Eddie Diaz can see ghosts — that’s nothing new. The little boy following around his new coworker is a different story.
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13 Nov 2025
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11 Nov 2025
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No time to D-I-Y?
Try D-I-A-Z instead!
Experienced handyman in the LA area. No job too small. Competitive rates for excellent work. Call for a quote.
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Buck's timing is almost as bad as his luck.
With a fresh set of injuries that have him benched for the foreseeable future, all he has is his brand-new, empty 'fixer-upper' house. It's livable, but it's not exactly comfortable, and to get everyone off his back, he decides he needs to hire someone. Simple.
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A Handyman Eddie AU
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09 Nov 2025
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At Fort Benning, Eddie Diaz was stripped of more than his hair.
Years later, a barbershop in LA — and a man named Buck — might help him put the pieces back together.This isn't just about haircuts. It's about consent, kindness, and the long road back to yourself.
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“Hair doesn’t care where it’s cut,” Buck said. “It’s where you feel the safest.”
Eddie pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes.
I’m okay. I’m safe.
Buck is keeping me safe.Series
- Part 1 of Barber!Buddie
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08 Nov 2025
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Here's the deal, though: Eddie is straight. Blatantly straight. His co-workers from the 106 know this. He's had girlfriends! Although, yes, he has to admit none of them has lasted very long. It's true. Eddie's schedule (and his life in general, and his little quirks, and more things he can’t think about) make it difficult. Sure, more than once someone has joked he might be a bit into men. But they are that. Jokes. Between straight men.
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07 Nov 2025
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“You don’t have to,” Buck says quickly. “You could just leave it. Don’t look.”
Eddie glances up at him, and they both know without saying it that he isn’t going to let this go.
There’s no way he can look away now, not after seeing the way Buck reacted.
“Or maybe just not now,” Buck says softly, stepping closer, his hand settling gently over the screen like he can shield Eddie from what’s on it. “Maybe leave it for now. You’re not… Eddie, you’re not doing well right now. I’ve been so worried about you and this—” his voice catches, “—you… Eddie, please don’t. Just leave it.”
It stings to hear the worry out loud, even if he knew it was there.
He wants to do what Buck says, he wants to trust his friend and give him what he’s asking.
Buck never asks for anything.
Eddie moves Buck’s hand aside gently, giving it a brief squeeze. “Can’t do that, Buck.”
Or; After Christopher leaves for El Paso, Buck decides that he and Eddie should trace their family trees to keep Eddie’s mind occupied elsewhere. The results lead Eddie to face a family secret.
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02 Nov 2025
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“Those couldn’t’ve been cheap,” Eddie says. “Do we need to talk about your spending habits?”
Buck lets out a soft huff of laughter. “What are you, the flower police?”
“No, no,” Eddie says, shaking his head, his hair brushing against the side of Buck’s face. “If you wanna spend your hard earned money on fancy ass flowers, I’m not gonna stop you.” He nuzzles into Buck’s neck, his stubble scratching against his skin.
“It’s nice,” he says, his voice muffled. “No one’s ever bought me flowers before.”
Buck copes with unrequited love by maladaptive daydreaming, buying Eddie flowers, and lying to the farmers market vendor about his imaginary husband.
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01 Nov 2025
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So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
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"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
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24 Oct 2025
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He realizes, as Eddie's asking a Texas realtor about bathroom accessibility, that he's in love with Eddie. That he's probably been in love with Eddie.
And there's nothing he can do about it.
Eddie has to leave.
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23 Oct 2025
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The guy gets straight to the point, asking, "What do you need?" in a dull, bored voice.
"My best friend is going to die. I want that to… not happen."
"No small feat, bringing back the dead. And it comes at a cost."
It's Eddie. Buck says, "Yes," without a second thought.
(Or: what happens when you're down so bad that you have your "best friend" brought back from the dead)
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23 Oct 2025
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"It's not what it looks like," Buck blurts.
Bobby's eyebrows reach for his hairline. "So you weren't violating the one-firefighter-per-shower regulation?"
"We," Buck sputters. "I mean, okay, yeah. We were, but we—"
"We were figuring out breakfast," Eddie cuts in.
"Well, next time, figure it out in different stalls."
(Or: Five Times They Shared a Shower at the Station and One Time They Shared One at Home)
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22 Oct 2025