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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is… well, Ilya.

    Everyone in the hockey world knows him.

    The Russian menace. Killer on ice, even worse on sight.

    Their friends and family know more than others.

    The best captain. Perceptive, funny, a hidden softie.

    But Shane knows him most.

    Which kills him sometimes, because people so wildly underestimate just how good his husband actually is. He gets that it’s all jokes, harmless chirping, and Ilya also doesn’t care. But it starts getting annoying when people talk like Shane could “do better.”

    Better than Ilya? The ILYA? He wants to scream in their faces.

    But Shance can’t, so he’s going to scream into the void instead. Except somehow this void grows to 2 million followers in a week, and Shane has never been good at being subtle.

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    19 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    Five times the Hollanders cook for Ilya and one time he cooks for them.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    When David has to go on a business trip, Yuna has no one to go with her to her college reunion. Ilay is happy to step up to the challenge.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    All Shane had wanted to do was watch his fiancé play hockey. But when Ilya takes a hit their secrets start crashing down around them.

    Yuna loves her son, she thought she knew everything about him.

    And Hayden is just along for the ride.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Everything in Ilya Rozanov's life is going great. He is the captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, married to his lifelong love and former rival Shane Hollander, and living the life he always dreamed of. Yet things start getting complicated when his old agent reaches out to him with absolutely shocking news: Ilya actually has a 10-year-old son from one of his old hookups—something his father tried to hide from him so as not to ruin his career.

    Now Ilya faces the challenge of confessing everything and figuring out how to balance parenthood with his relationship with Shane, while also learning how to become a good father—absolutely nothing like his own—to a rather rebellious ten-year-old.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    When Jackie Pike learns Ilya has been injured, it's her job to get Shane off the ice and to his side.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Ilya's POV of the fight with Dallas Kent in the book Role Model (the 5th book in the Game Changers Series).

    Ive always wondered what Ilya was thinking in that moment, and what Shane thought of the fight when he watched the game from home.

    Couldn't find any fics about it.... so I wrote one!
    (also you dont need to have read Role Model to understand and read this fic)

     

    AKA: Ilya attacks Dallas Kent for talking shit about Shane.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “I want our family,” Ilya said. “I want children. Permanence, I think is the word... A life with you. More than anything.”

    Shane felt his throat tighten. “I want that too.”

    Ilya nodded, eyes swelling. “I know. That is why I need to say everything now. Before I lose the nerve.”

    He took Shane’s hands, grounding himself. “I am trying to be strong for you. But I need you to be strong for me too.”

    “I am,” Shane said immediately, almost offended.

    “I know,” Ilya said. “But I need you to listen.”

    Shane nodded. “I am listening.”

    “I do not want to play hockey much longer,” Ilya said quietly. “Maybe couple more seasons. And then I am done.”

    Shane stared at him. “Done?”

    “Yes.”

    “With hockey. You’re serious?”

    “Very,” Ilya said.

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    Set one year after The Long Game, this story follows the fallout of a commissioner who refuses to loosen his grip, and the players who finally refuse to bend.

    Shane and Ilya are done playing by the rules of others. They're ready for a life, a family, each other and determining what their legacy really is. They're ready to play for keeps.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Shane was hurting and it was more than just the bruises and aches littering his body. More than all of that was the hurt of what the Metros had done. He couldn’t stop replaying the last time he had been in this building with all of them. He couldn’t stop hearing his teammates accusing him of throwing the game for Ilya, saying he fell on purpose. All he could feel was his heart fracturing inside his chest.

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    Shane Hollander was betrayed and abandoned by the team he gave his entire youth to and it did more damage than he realized

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Forty-eight people boarded the charter flight from Raleigh. Only one woke up in a Savannah hospital.

    Ilya Rozanov is the unbreakable Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. Now, he is also the sole survivor of a tragedy that the NHL would rather treat as a PR nightmare than a massacre. With a shattered body and a ghost team, Ilya finds himself at the center of a corporate conspiracy fueled by blood money.

    But he isn't alone. Shane Hollander has always been his greatest rival. Now, he’s his only anchor. Because sometimes, the only way out is through.

    Complete!

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    02 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 10

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    Have a nice summer. Would that have been so much to expect?

    It had never been before. Shane always texted him goodbye.

    So what had changed?

     

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    01 Feb 2026

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    A runaway math prodigy, an international manhunt, and two extremely unprepared NHL stars. When Artur Rozanov turns up in Canada instead of Moscow, Shane and Ilya accidentally adopt a traumatized teenager with terrible coping skills and great cheekbones. What starts as an international emergency turns into something quieter, messier, and unexpectedly domestic: a scared genius kid, two idiots in love trying to hide it from said genius kid, and the slow, accidental making of a family. Also featuring Yuna and David Hollander.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Cliff Marleau finds out his best friend has been secretly dating Shane Hollander the same way everyone else does—via a video that's already gone viral—and spends the next three hours trapped in a car with two of Shane's teammates, one of whom is convinced Ilya is the worst person alive.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Ilya has been watching hands his whole life. His father's hands taught him that touch meant pain. His mother's hands were the only gentle ones—until they went cold. Now he has his father's hands, and he's terrified of what they might become.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    September 2015

    Ilya Rozanov is fine. He comes back from summer in Russia a little worse for the wear, with minor injuries sustained during an argument with his brother. It’s nothing he hasn’t dealt with before. Except someone takes a photo, and suddenly his bruises are all over the internet.

    He just has to get through the first preseason game against Montreal. Once the public sees he can play normally, scrutiny will die down.

    He doesn’t account for a far more private scrutiny: Shane Hollander is on the Voyageurs roster and, against all expectations, determined to get to the bottom of what happened to Ilya in Moscow.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    “Maybe you don't have to-”

    “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

    Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.

    “Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”

    "I'm a married man, Pike."

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    Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.

    (AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s Instagram feed has always been a love letter to Shane, since they became them, moments in time that will always lead to a memory for him. It’s the best Ilya can do, considering their circumstances, but it’s the one way he can tell the world (in secret, stolen moments, random things that only mean something to exactly two people) that he’s head-over-heels in love with Shane Hollander.

    The FanMail video comes out in March, and it’s like Ilya realizes he can be in love out loud, even during the soft moments.

    The world is not ready.

    AKA: Five times Ilya posts the small moments, and one time he loves out loud.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Next to the counter, on the wall, there weas a small bulletin board. Jim had perused it here and there over the years. It mostly advertised local businesses in the area, poetry slams, and up-and-coming bands. But this time, a plain white piece of paper caught his eye.
    Scattered amongst flyers the paper stood out. Clearly not like the others.

    Jim took the sheet off the board and read it.

    Or, Jim answers an ad looking for a companion for Thanksgiving.

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    27 Jan 2026

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