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    Hayden thinks Shane is asexual. Shane can't tell him why he knows he isn't.

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    14/?
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    15 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    Taking course over fourteen years:

    In 2004, Ilya is sent to live with his aunt and uncle in Ottawa after his father can't handle Ilya's emotions regarding the loss of his mother. It's fine, he thinks. He's good at hockey and still has a chance to make something of himself if he gets everything right.

    Also in 2004, he also meets Shane, who is kind, confusing, and eager to be his friend.

    By 2009, they're both drafted into the NHL.

    By 2013, Ilya no longer has hockey. His once promising career has been swallowed by an all-consuming drug problem and a haunting memory of the love he had for someone who couldn't possibly want him anymore.

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    Chapters:
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    14 Jul 2026

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    Following his injury and stay at his parents' house, Shane Hollander is bored out of his mind.

    A conversation with his best friends turned out unsuccessful and when he then talked to his not-yet boyfriend about it, Ilya has the brilliant idea to have him added to the Boston Raiders WAGs group chat.

    Hopefully they can help?

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    Chapters:
    2/3
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    158
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    13 Jul 2026

  4. This has been deleted, sorry!

    13 Jul 2026

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    shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.

    (or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)

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    Chapters:
    4/7
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    121,325

    12 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s good at his job.

    Really, he is.

    Five and a half years at Allocare and he’s learned to talk the talk and walk the walk. He’s good. His team lead tells him he’s going to make that promotion this year, actually - managing accounts is easy, and he’s got a rhythm now.

    Ilya Rozanov, on the other hand, isn’t easy. Shane’s pretty sure he’s come straight from hell itself if he’s honest - now there’s only one thing standing between Shane and the promotion he’s gunning for, and it’s his brand new, 6’3 Russian client with no regards for professional boundaries.

    He has a good mouth, though.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
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    10 Jul 2026

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    Shane has never gone this far.
    He’s been waiting, building confidence, studying.
    He feels like now is the right time, it’s been long enough, he’s a regular now, and hopes that XxBearyaxX will be comfortable talking to him privately.

    Montreal1410- $5000, private show request. Send the request now?

    Shane clicks yes without thinking or even typing a message and shuts the laptop screen even though the stream isn’t over, so he can pace the room and think about what he just did while nervously waiting for an answer. He can’t stand the thought of seeing the screen while waiting for a rejection or acceptance.

    Within seconds, a notification dings on his phone.

    XxBearyaxX has accepted your request.

    ______

    Or: Ilya is a camboy. Shane is an anonymous viewer who is obsessed with him.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    08 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

    ~~~~~~

    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    Chapters:
    6/9
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    06 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 41

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    ilya texts shane on accident, and then decides he likes it so much he's never going to stop. shane hates it (no he doesn't).

    this is just a texting fic!!!!!!!!!

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    1,104
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    258
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    2,404

    06 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    @lily_rb81: @Shane_Hollander hot

    @pikehayden: @lily_rb81 you know this is the team page right 😭

    -.-.-.-.-

    @j_mon: 😍😍 @rozanov_ilya

    @MarleyC: @rozanov_ilya not dating my ass

    -.-.-.-.-

    In a different world, Jane and Lily make social media accounts to mess with each other and the public online. Chaos ensues, and their teams deserve an award for dealing with it.
    Their social media teams need a vacation.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
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    06 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane and Ilya originally meet at an arts camp when they are 16, some would say it’s love at first sight but nothing good can stay.

    As the years pass they both grow into there careers, Shane’s an upcoming actor and Ilya is a famous musician who still thinks of this teenage love.

    Or

    Ilya yearning for his teenage love and we see it unfold online and in messages!!

    2-3 (or more) chapters every single day!!!

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    7/?
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    6
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    62
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    14
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    1,123

    06 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander is hockeys next greatest thing. Alongside Ilya Rozanov, of course. What the public doesn’t know is that Canadas Golden Boy hides a lot under the surface. Shane struggles to love hockey again as he plays in the MLH after quitting his travel team three months before the draft. Reporters and journalists have endless guesses as to why, but when a shocking headline about Shane’s former coach rattles the hockey world, the truth is too close for comfort

    Will Shane finally start his road to recovery, now that his biggest secret is out? Or will it all come crashing down around him?

    Or: Shane Hollander has been sexually abused by his hockey coach for most of his life

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
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    473
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    05 Jul 2026

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

    --

    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    107,181

    04 Jul 2026

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    Shane gets pregnant with Ilya's baby before the Tuna Meltdown and doesn't tell him because, well, he's kind of stupid and he panicked, badly.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    130
    Kudos:
    689
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    194
    Hits:
    20,044

    30 Jun 2026

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    He was just about to put his phone away when suddenly something did catch his interest. A Montreal Metros jersey.
    He clicked into the stream.
    A man was sitting on a bed in the blue jersey. It had a ‘C’ on the front.
    Shane swallowed.

    Or: Shane sees cam boy Ilya wearing his jersey on stream and things heat up from there.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    181
    Kudos:
    577
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    196
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    10,789

    29 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 197

    Mystery Work

    Part of Crypto
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    29 Jun 2026

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    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

    *****

    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
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    16,356
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    5,254
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    434,210

    26 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    "Hayden blinks. “You… you know. Your post last night. I hope I didn’t make you feel like you couldn’t tell me. I mean, I-I was always trying to set you up with Jackie’s friends, you could’ve told me then.” The pain in Hayden’s voice is palpable, but Shane can’t seem to care. Panic is slowly bubbling in his stomach. He feels his face drain of color.
    “I-I posted something last night?” He whispers.
    Hayden’s eyes widen, and he turns, if possible, even paler. “You… don’t remember?”"

     

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    Shane accidentally comes out publicly while blackout drunk. Ilya comforts him and confessions ensue. Shortly after, Shane starts getting hit on by men everywhere. Online, by fans, even by the goddamn paparazzi. Ilya hates it.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    122
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    5,120
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    70,316

    26 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 17

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    Different text conversations between Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander. Takes place after The Long Game.

    (I try to update multiple times a day!)

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    106
    Kudos:
    169
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    17
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    3,956

    24 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 49

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    Ilya rummaged around, looking for anything that might bring Shane comfort: old clothes, stuffed animals, things they could’ve eventually given their kid. As he scanned the dresser drawer, forcing tears away, he heard Shane’s door creaking open. He turned to see Yuna holding a small, grey piece of fabric.

    “We were going to give you two this closer to the birth…” she spoke softly, holding out the blanket, offering it to Ilya.

    He would’ve recognized it anywhere: Shane’s baby blanket. He’d seen it in countless baby pictures as a scarf, or a lasso, or a cape. He knew Shane would’ve kept their baby’s blanket; he’d probably give it back to them when they were having a child of their own, just like Yuna. Ilya mourned the love this baby would never receive– David’s food they’d never try, Yuna’s leftures they’d never hear, Shane’s freckles they wouldn’t inherit.

    Or, at ten weeks pregnant, Shane has a miscarriage. He and Ilya experience a new first: grief, together.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    123
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    4,079

    23 Jun 2026

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