Existential_Crisis4775
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- Merlin (TV) (3)
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Merthur art inspired by Hadestown
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After falling into a mysterious pool on his annual camping trip to Mako Island, Merlin's world is turned upside down when he suddenly finds himself growing a tail every time he touches water. To make matters worse, he's slowly falling for his prattish classmate Arthur Pendragon, who can sense Merlin is hiding something from him.
With help from his two best friends, Merlin attempts to navigate his newfound powers and uncover the secrets of Mako, all while hiding his secret and facing the danger of being discovered.
Or: The H2O: Just Add Water/Mako Mermaids AU no one asked for
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- Part 1 of Mako Merlin
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Merlin wanders into an old antique shop and finds something he thought he'd lost.
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“You’re shivering,” he says quietly. “Why don’t you come in?”
He would like to do anything but that. Looking at Scar now he can practically see the blood dribbling from the corner of his mouth, shadows playing tricks on his eyes whenever Scar so much as turns his head. His fingers are brands on Grian’s arm, and so he moves away, prying himself out from under his touch and gaze the best he can without shattering further. Scar doesn’t remember. There was no spark of familiarity when Grian asked about anything they’d built together. Only a thick layer of concern.
“I’m sorry,” Grian says on instinct, straightening up a little bit. His wings fold in naturally, and he fights for any semblance of control. Or at least to look a little less crazy. “I– it appears I just had a bad dream.”
(or, Grian is the winner of Third Life. His prize is to remember.)
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- Part 3 of strange fascinations!
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12 Apr 2026
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“What voices, Scar?” Martyn asks again, a bit closer now, snapping him back to attention.
“You— You know the Secret Keeper voices? When you succeed your task?” Scar asks, the words practically bursting out of him, propelled by the pressure of being kept at bay for so long.
Martyn’s eyes narrow just slightly, his gaze flickering to the Secret Keeper and then back. “Yeah, I’ve heard ‘em. We all have, far as I can tell.”
Scar nods and swallows, pasting on a shaky grin. “I hear them all the time.”
OR, The Watchers take a special interest in Scar.
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- Part 1 of Ad Astra
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05 Apr 2026
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things my heart used to know (things it yearns to remember) by Moonsetvoid
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Hermitcraft SMP
30 Dec 2023
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Scar can’t answer, too busy trying to control his breathing. It was Grian who had helped him build their home in the desert. It was Grian who had chosen to stay by his side, even after he didn’t have to anymore. It was Grian who had sat on the mountain with him, pointing out the stars and naming them.
It was Grian who had looked at him when they were the only two left, and had said there had to be a winner. It was Grian who had led him back to their mountain, hand in hand, and beat him to death in the shifting sands.
Grian remembered none of it.
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The prize of the victor is to forget what they had to do to win. This causes problems for Scar, who has developed a fear of Grian and can’t tell him why.Bookmarked by Existential_Crisis4775
28 Mar 2026
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What if the life series is another world that everyone visits in there sleep, the events happen every few months each game just a night of sleep but when you awake you don't remember unless you win
or Grian wakes up knowing about Third Life and has never been more alone till he's not
A Scarian Fic
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28 Mar 2026
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A word to the wise: I don’t know how the soundproofing was at your last place, but they’ve skimped a bit here. It’s not paper thin, but I’d suggest closing the bedroom window before you get too into your personal business. The rest of the building will thank you, as will I.
- Cleo, neighbour
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Cleo, Etho and Bdubs get a new pair of upstairs neighbors.
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