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    Kevin mouth is bleeding, has been bleeding since that meeting with that odd double. The roof of His mouth has been clawed up, and some of His tongue too. Kevin doesn't mind the pain, although the blood and wounds make it hard to talk, and He has to tip His head forward so He doesn't choke. The supervisor who oversees Him doesn't seem to notice if His words are a little more blood-logged today, so Kevin thinks it's okay.

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    or; after cecil and kevin are back where they belong, some reflections are made, and others avoided.

    day thirty-one - “even with the smallest cuts. you can still lose so much blood”, bleeding out, gunshot wound, rescued by the enemy

    title is from "It's Over Isn't It?" by Rebecca Sugar

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    Kevin hadn't seen Her own reflection in a long time. She just didn't care for spending time staring at Herself, what was the point? She had no need to know what people saw when looking at Her.

    Today though, something had come over Her. A morbid curiosity to find out if the imagined image of Herself lined up with reality.

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    or; kevin looks into a mirror, and someone looks back.

    day thirty - “i’m putting my trust in an entire half empty glass”, burn it down, mirror, confrontation

    title is from "No More Shame, No More Fear, No More Dread" by AJJ

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    Cecil sits on the steps of the funeral home. It's sunny outside, there's not even any of those little wispy clouds in the sky. Cecil feels hollow, or… maybe apathetic. He isn't sure what he feels. He sits on the stairs for a long time.

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    or; cecil doesn't age, that is a fact of his life. the second fact of his life is that he will watch those he loves age and die around him. he doesn't like either of these facts.

    day twenty-nine - “i hope you see the sun someday in the darkness”, fainting, broken dishes, last one standing

    title is from "Girl Anachronism" by The Dresden Dolls

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    kevin meets the thing He worships. It is as cold and uncaring as It is warm and benevolent.

    day twenty-eight - “i could always see straight through you”, backstabbing, constellation, creative restraints alt prompt: innocent bystander

    title is from "Lima Bean Man" by Jack Stauber

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    charles is not afraid of kevin

    day twenty-seven - “would you even want me, looking like a zombie”, surgical scars, x-ray, bedside vigil

    title is from "Body Terror Song" by AJJ

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    kevin used to get high to help with physical pain, now She gets high for a more metaphorical type.

    day twenty-six - “nothing like a relapse to rehash a kid who was scared”, relapse, drawn curtains, power cut

    title is from "Playing Dead" by Madilyn Mei

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    kevin is alone again

    day twenty-five - “have you earned your stripes?”, lost faith, collision course, left to die

    title is from "Partner in Crime" by Madilyn Mei

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    Kevin does not recognise Himself. Kevin feels perfect, feels more that just perfect. He does not want to see the old him in the new Him. The old him was grumpy, and resistant to change. Kevin is glad that him is gone.

    This is the first time Kevin has looked in a mirror since StrexCorp came and cleaned up their sad little town. He thinks He's never felt more Himself—or maybe His brain moulded to his body rather than His body to His brain. Kevin doesn't remember how He felt before, not really, He just knows there was an unfixable disconnect between Himself and His appearance. He thinks that's gone now.

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    or; kevin is different. different from what He used to be, and different from what (who) He should be.

    day twenty-four - “i must confess that i feel like a monster”, came back wrong, painful transformation, amnesia

    title is from "Modify" by Lemon Demon

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    Cecil is delirious from pain meds, pain, and overstimulation. Hy's drifting on the edge of awareness, not quite able to comprehend hys situation or place. All hy knows is that something is wrong, and hy's in pain.

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    or; strexcorp takes something from cecil. they take a lot from hym, in actuality.

    day twenty-three - “how’d i get to this place?”, intubation, ICU, choking

    title is from "Dinner Is Not Over" by Jack Stauber

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    Cecil had never felt such an acute, unplaceable sense of unease—which was saying quite a bit, considering where he lived—but something about the presence of this vortex makes the hairs on the back of Cecil's arms prickle. Say do not like this. Not one bit. Despite the feeling of wrong that the portal emits, it calls to him. The unknown is always scarier than the truth, or something along those lines.

    The spinning mass feels like void, and looks like it too, as Cecil inches towards it. It also feels like say is about to do something irreversible, like says life will never be the same. As he crosses through, he has the most disconcerting feeling—as if he's being switched out, or changed, or replaced in some other indescribable way.

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    or; the sandstorm was never supposed to go any other way, was it?

    day twenty-two - “all the battles i want to win, nothing matters but giving in”, self-sacrifice, collar, hunted for sport

    title is from “Quarters” by Madilyn Mei

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    Every nerve in Kevin's body is alight with pain—at least, that's what it feels like. She is doing everything in her power to resist whatever mind fuckery torture Strex is trying to enact on him, but she is only one person, and they seem to have a horribly refined system.

    Her body is overcome with tremors, and it's a miracle and a half that he's still managing to string together a coherent set of thoughts. Even if they are mostly praying to whatever benevolent force may be left out there.

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    or; desert bluffs community radio has been bought by strex, but a certain radio host isn't so willing.

    day twenty-one - “sold my soul, broke my bones”, kneeling, makeshift splint, brainwashed

    title is from "Animal Cannibal" by Karen Skladany

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    carlos works late, although that's the least of his problems.

    day twenty - “that’s new”, symptomatic, fancy event, resignation

    title is from "Cicada Days" by Will Wood

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    Kevin has been staying with Carlos and Cecil for exactly one month. They don't celebrate or anything, but everyone in the cramped apartment knows, and it's making the air tense.

    One month. It doesn't feel quite right.

    One month since StrexCorp had been overthrown. One month since Kevin got Her self back—for the most part, at least.

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    or; one month after strex, some conversations need to be had.

    day nineteen - “you’re on your own, lost in the wild”, dehumanisation, living weapon, on patrol

    title is from "Misery Meat" by Sodikken

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    Cecil is drunk again. He is drunk and laying on his kitchen floor, which from this vantage looked like somewhere else completely. The ceiling is covered in static, which is probably because the void concentration in Cecil' apartment has been completely out of whack.

    Cecil is trying to find patterns in the static. Squares and triangles, and even a face with no eyes—or maybe zee's started hallucinating. It's all a bit fuzzy right now.

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    or; cecil and drinks go hand in hand. cecil and reality, unfortunately, do not.

    day eighteen - “as the world caves in”, dystopia, ruins, environmental whump alt prompt: unreality

    title is from "Over & Over" by Rio Romeo

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    Cecil has been missing for seventeen days. Carlos hasn't slept in two. Carlos has a sneaking suspicion he won't be getting much sleep for a few more days.

    He finally knows where Cecil is, at least.

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    or; carlos (and some others) save cecil

    day seventeen - “tell me there’s hope for me”, internal bleeding, coma, redemption

    title is from “Flesh and Bone” from Madilyn Mei

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    Temporal displacements at the radio station were nothing special. Interns saw their dead siblings, or parents, or pets all the time. Sometimes you could faintly hear a conversation down the hallway that happened years ago—or hadn't happened at all.

    Kevin's broadcasting equipment was old, and therefore more predisposed to such phenomena, so when it once again started giving him feedback from other times, he was not worried.

    "Sorry, listeners! Oh! This wire looks a little loose—I'll just wiggle it a bit…" Kevin says, doing exactly as she narrates. The wire shifts, and suddenly there's another voice.

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    or; kevin talks to a very different version of himself.

    day sixteen - “i’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet”, repressed trauma, permanent marker, disorientation

    title is fom "Small Red Boy" by AJJ

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    night vale is not so lucky in every universe. sometimes, things don't go as planned.

    day fifteen - “you can take a break, if you just tell me that it hurts”, failed rescue attempt, body part in the mail, live streamed torture.

    title is from "Flesh and Bone" by Madilyn Mei

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    charles, kevin, and their aches.

    day fourteen - “in the end, it’s worthwhile”, ignoring an illness, body bag, wounded caretaker

    title is from "Doctor" by Jack Stauber

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    Carlos and mortality have a rocky relationship on the best of days. He is acutely aware of his beating heart and all the ways it can stop. When the fainting spells started in college, he did everything in his power to get them to stop. And it worked, for a time. Then when he moved to Night Vale, with it's heat and sun and dry weather, they started again.

    As a man of science, Carlos tries to explain it. Solve it. He knows what is wrong, on some level. On another level, he doesn't want to admit to himself what the problem is.

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    or; carlos takes a week off.

    day thirteen - “how dull is it to pause, to make an end, to rust unburnished”, never enough, insignia, forced retirement alt prompt: “if all my days are numbered, why do i keep counting?”

    title is from "Call Me The Bard" by Madilyn Mei

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    carlos runs out of his mood stabiliser, and other such introspections.

    day twelve - “it’ll be for nothing”, cardiac arrest, sacred place, withholding medical treatment alternate prompt: viral

    title is from "Hey Kids" by Molina, feat. Late Verlane

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