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“I don’t want to downplay how traumatic this all is,” Frank says, “but I want you to see the opportunity this situation presents you with. There’s a silver lining here. For the first time in your adult life, your only responsibility is to yourself. Your son is being taken care of. Your family doesn’t need you to provide for them right now. The situation is not ideal by any means, nor is it what you would choose, but it does allow you to stop and reassess. I’ll be here to help you through it, and you have an extensive support network to lean on. They love you, Eddie, and they only want what’s best for you. Use them.”
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Chris leaves for Texas. Eddie figures himself out and falls into something new with Buck and Tommy.- Language:
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03 Nov 2025
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“You don’t have to,” Buck says quickly. “You could just leave it. Don’t look.”
Eddie glances up at him, and they both know without saying it that he isn’t going to let this go.
There’s no way he can look away now, not after seeing the way Buck reacted.
“Or maybe just not now,” Buck says softly, stepping closer, his hand settling gently over the screen like he can shield Eddie from what’s on it. “Maybe leave it for now. You’re not… Eddie, you’re not doing well right now. I’ve been so worried about you and this—” his voice catches, “—you… Eddie, please don’t. Just leave it.”
It stings to hear the worry out loud, even if he knew it was there.
He wants to do what Buck says, he wants to trust his friend and give him what he’s asking.
Buck never asks for anything.
Eddie moves Buck’s hand aside gently, giving it a brief squeeze. “Can’t do that, Buck.”
Or; After Christopher leaves for El Paso, Buck decides that he and Eddie should trace their family trees to keep Eddie’s mind occupied elsewhere. The results lead Eddie to face a family secret.
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03 Nov 2025
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Eddie jolted as he heard the whistling rasp that was slipping out of Buck’s mouth.
“Hey,” Eddie said, his limbs feeling like they were moving through molasses as he fought himself onto the clearer side of waking up. “What’s—”
“I… Can’t…” Buck gasped before he swallowed audibly. “I’m having t-trouble… b-breath-ing.”
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03 Nov 2025
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Adriana doesn’t tell their parents that she’s going to LA. She doesn’t tell Eddie, either—or ask, for that matter.
She does ask Chris, and he thinks it’s a good idea—says as much, on the phone, and doesn’t say much else.
“Buck will probably be hovering,” is what Chris does volunteer.
It still surprises her when the man who opens the door is not Eddie. It’s—Captain America, is the thing that actually comes to mind—a man close to a foot taller than she is, if not more than that, with blond curls and broad shoulders, and he’s got a question in his very blue eyes that’s probably less friendly than the one he actually asks her.
“Uh,” he says. “Can I help you?”
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Or: Adriana arrives in LA. Maddie has been here the whole time.
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03 Nov 2025
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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03 Nov 2025
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Castiel Sacre is the sole owner of the multibillion dollar corporation that his father built from the ground up. By all rights, this should be the most glorious time of his life. But he is also an unmated omega on the verge of turning thirty, and as decreed by an antiquated inheritance law, Castiel will have turn over all assets to the eldest alpha in his family, unless he finds himself a mate. Unwilling to mate for convenience, Castiel resigns himself to his fate, trusting that his alpha half-brothers will not leave him destitute.
Dean Winchester is two years in to what has arguably been the shittiest part of his life. It has fallen to him to pay off a shitload of debt leftover from his estranged brother’s not-so-legal former lifestyle, and to foot the bill for said brother’s stay at a rehab facility. To that end, Dean is working as a high-end escort—it pays well because alphas are apparently in high demand, but god, does he hate it. Naturally, when he’s offered a chance to clear his debts and leave this life behind, he seizes it.
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03 Nov 2025
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When Tommy leaves Buck outside the restaurant after their first date, neither of them could have imagined what happened next. Neither could Eddie, still inside the restaurant and unaware that it was a date.
Unfortunately for Buck, his introduction to the physical aspects of being bisexual is violently brutal rather than gentle and loving when he's assaulted in the dark lonely night.
How will Eddie and Tommy react when they learn what happened - and will Buck be able to move forward from the experience?
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24 Oct 2025
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After losing the mother of his son, a ladder truck crushing his best friend's leg, his best friend and son being caught in a tsunami, and everything with the dreaded lawsuit, Eddie decides that a fresh start is just what his family needs to keep from breaking.
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24 Oct 2025
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Buck wants him. He wants all of him. He wants the breathy laughs that puff over his lips, the way he can hear Eddie’s breath catch in his throat when Buck nips at his bottom lip. He wants to crowd him up against the rear window of the truck and devour him, leave his hair mussed and lips swollen and kiss-bitten, mark him up with hickeys and bruises where his fingers dig into the flesh of him. Because Eddie is his. He gets to have him.
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- Part 2 of Camping Fic
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24 Oct 2025
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When Bobby had arranged the camping trip, it was with a particular goal in mind, one which he had expressed to his wife early on in the planning.
“And how are you going to make that happen? They’ll get a whiff of you interfering and it’ll be game over,” Athena had commented, but despite sharing her namesake’s wit, she didn’t understand the 118 quite as well as he did.
“I don’t have to do any interfering. All I need to do is get them there, and the rest will work itself out.”
And he was right. A little too right.
Secrets are spilled and truths brought to light when the 118 and their partners go on a camping trip.
Oh, and there’s malaphors. Lots of malaphors.
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- Part 1 of Camping Fic
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24 Oct 2025
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I'm talking about my mental health and you're placing bets. by ThisB_tchEmpty
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Mar 2025
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And then, he finds out about the bet.
He doesn’t mean too but someone leaves the box full of money on the island, with the list of bets sticking out and Eddie sees his name on it so he feels it’s fair game. Slips the paper out and smiles at the first few bets on the list, all about whos going to ask who out first, Buck or Eddie, when they’ve been together almost three years now and then-
“Thirty on Buck messing it up first.” He reads aloud. The laughter stopping abruptly. Athena and Maddie are here too, probably for lunch considering the bags of takeout he hadn’t noticed them place on the table as he read the list. “Forty-five on Buck cheating in the first month.”
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OR the team make a bet about Buck and Eddie getting together not knowing they are together the whole time, they find it and it does not go well.
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- Part 1 of 9-1-1 Oneshots
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24 Oct 2025
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Eddie thinks, as he munches on a fry, that he’s angry. He’s angry that Buck was ever wronged, that Buck even felt he had to give him that look. He’s angry that he can’t just fix it, that he’s not good at fixing things but he’s really good at messing things up. He’s angry because he’s afraid of failing when Buck needs him.
He’s angry at Buck because he’s not here, and he’s angry because it’s easier than grief, because Eddie thinks this might be a type of grief. Because he misses Buck when he’s right there, because Eddie thinks this might be another thing like all the other things he needs to deal with, the things he pushes down so deep because just letting them sit around is enough to hurt.
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or Buck gets turned into a kid. Eddie misses him like crazy.
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24 Oct 2025
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Dean's... content. He's single, and he'll probably stay that way for the rest of his life. He screwed up his relationship with Cas, fucked up badly enough that no one in their right mind would take him back, and really, Dean's already stupidly lucky that he's allowed to see Ariel at all, let alone have her over at his place every other weekend. It's more than he deserves, but hell, he's not about to give it up. He's accepted the consequences for his actions, and he's content. At least, he thinks he is.
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- Part 1 of Just Give Me a Reason
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24 Oct 2025
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Animals never chose him over Sam. There had to be something wrong with this cat. Dean lifted his hand, bringing the cat to eye level. What was wrong with it?
Or, in which Dean makes a new, or not-so-new, feline friend.
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24 Oct 2025
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“I'm gay.”
He's looking at his feet, because he hasn't quite come to terms with the fact that he's saying this in a room where other people, strangers, can hear it.
But this is still the first time he's said it this way: out loud, in a declarative sentence. Being nervous is fine. Frank said that being nervous is fine, and Buck just said he's proud, and the only thought Eddie has in his head is that it's embarrassing he can't raise his head and say it like a man, so clearly, he's going to need to hang on to other people's words for the time being, someone who isn't his dad trying to explain the ways Eddie's allowed to inhabit the world.
He doesn't need to ask anyone's permission to be who he is. That's also a thing Frank said.
in which eddie attends a self-empowerment group for gbtq men to supplement his therapy, and is empowered to: forgive himself, say "i'm gay" to his own reflection in the mirror, accidentally adopt an adult, make fried rice, and tell his straight best friend that he's in love with him. not necessarily in that order.
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15 Oct 2025
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He doesn’t want to stop; he doesn’t even want to slow down. He wants this, here, for the rest of his life. And he’s past wondering if he deserves it, past thinking he isn’t good enough for a man like Buck, past being scared of the love that lives inside of him. He wants Buck selfishly, wants him greedily, and if he’s willing to give himself over to Eddie, then Eddie isn’t a selfless enough man to say no. He isn’t strong enough to deny himself such joy.
“Need you,” Eddie begs. “Please, Buck. Please.”
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15 Oct 2025
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About a week after starting back at the 118, and about three weeks before he was supposed to start getting a steady check again, Buck quietly moved out of his loft—
—and into his jeep.
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15 Oct 2025
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Maybe he just needs to meet the right person. That’ll help with the giant best friend-shaped hole in his chest. He clicks the end of his pen and writes:
I’ll meet the love of my life tomorrow.
Or, Buck's journal grants wishes. It's not his fault that the only things he wants are the things he can't have.
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15 Oct 2025
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"Though—and I know you probably don't want to talk about it, but since you and Natalia are over with now, I've been wondering…" Maddie pauses, watches Buck make a face like he's bracing to be smacked. "What happened with Eddie?"
Buck stops wincing and just blinks at her for a second. Then he says, "What?"
"You two were dancing around it for so long, and then… what, it just didn't work out? Was the date really that bad?"
She's expecting another wince, or even for him to duck out of the conversation entirely, but instead Buck is staring at her like she's grown a second head. "Maddie. I've never been on a date with Eddie."
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Or: the poker game was a date. It takes Buck a while to catch on, though.
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15 Oct 2025
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Sam and Jess are getting married and Dean couldn’t be any happier for them. Honestly, they’re kind of disgustingly perfect for each other and Dean’s pretty damn excited about staying with them the week before the wedding. He’s Sam’s best man, of course, and he doesn’t even mind that Jess has her own best man to share in all the organisational duties. The more the merrier, right?
Except Dean must have done something to epically piss off the universe because Jess’s best man just happens to be Castiel friggin’ Novak. He’s got even hotter since High School, but apparently no friendlier and if Cas wants to spend the week pretending like they’ve never met before? Fine. Two can play at that game.
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15 Oct 2025