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At some point in Jamie’s life, he is going to have to admit that he doesn’t know what the word traumatizing means. Sure, he could look it up in a dictionary or whatever, but a dry definition from some dead prick isn’t going to explain where the boundary lies between something normal that just felt bad and something that traumatized him, something that shouldn’t have happened at all—if the world was nice and fair.
Really, he’d prefer not to have to figure it out. He’d prefer to just focus on footie and his team and the weird, intense, wonderful thing that might be happening with Roy, and he’d be allowed to have that—if the world was nice and fair.
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23 Feb 2025
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Lily locked eyes with him, her gaze burning with an anger she didn’t even try to hide.
"Fair? You dare to speak of fairness?" she seethed. "You have the nerve to lecture us when you’re the biggest fraud in this school. You shouldn’t even be allowed to stay here!"
The silence that followed was heavy with tension. She was wrong. She had to be wrong. Otherwise, what was the point of all his efforts?After months of dealing with the consequences of his prank gone wrong, Sirius Black has promised himself to be a better person.
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08 Feb 2025
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Sirius Black has made many mistakes, but the very worst one happened when he was sixteen. Five years later, he tries to atone.
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“Mate. You alright? Let me take you to a hospital. Or do you need an ambulance? Those wankers, I swear…”
But he doesn’t finish the thought. The man raises his head, startled.
And it’s him.
Behind the dirty hair and the blood smeared lips, the new scars, the cheekbones made sharper by hunger. Sirius would recognise him anywhere.
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31 May 2024
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hidin' all of our sins from the daylight by jenomeow
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
12 Sep 2025
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“Oh please, because what we do is so very different? It’s war, Marlene. Are you going to tell me you haven’t killed a single person in all these months? Death is death, and murder is murder, whether it’s in the name of freedom or survival or money.”
or: after the prank, Sirius disappears. Years later, he returns as an anonymous assassin determined to help the Order win the war.
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31 May 2024
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Roy and Jamie hook up at the charity gala.
It escalates from there.
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25 Apr 2024
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I've made a bloody mess (I didn't think) by Littlesunshine28
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
27 Dec 2024
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The marauders had completely illuminated all that was once black. So Sirius had forgotten how loneliness ached and tugged and left him so so hollow.
He had forgotten how it completely overpowered everything. How it consumed everything in it's wake.
He had forgotten just how bad it hurt.
But fuck does he remember now.
(Pretty much my version of the prank. I've had some angsty head canons for the prank for a while and I haven't found any fics that quite fit my hc's so I decided 'what the hell, let's just write my own.' Hope you enjoy lmao)
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16 Mar 2024
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Drunk and lonely while Keeley and Jamie are in Brazil, Roy makes a wish in a moment of weakness that he never trained Jamie.
He wakes up the next morning the day of the press conference in Mom City in a world where his wish came true.
The team is struggling, things with Keeley are a disaster, he’s on his sister’s shit list after yelling at Phoebe. And Jamie? Jamie’s worse than ever. Roy’s left picking up the pieces.
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- Part 4 of bad things happen bingo
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03 Mar 2024
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“So,” Trent starts, keeping his voice mild and professional. “We have all, by now, seen the footage from the unfortunate run-in you had with your father, the night of the twenty-fifth of April in the car park at Coventry City FC’s pitch.”
It would've been traumatic enough for Jamie's father to ruin Richmond's most recent victory in front of the whole team, but when the confrontation turns violent in front of a gaggle of reporters, the ensuing social media firestorm is even worse. Over the next two and a half weeks, Jamie will have to navigate the charges against his father, walk a gauntlet of publicity that he never asked for, and prepare to give the interview of a lifetime.
Luckily, Richmond has always been there to catch him on the other side.
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19 Feb 2024
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"Sirius, when will this end?"
"When I graduate."
"You are willing to be alone for two more years?"
"I will figure it out."
"Will you, or will you be dead before you get to turn 17?"
AkA: When Sirius Black tells Severus Snape about Remus's condition, he hides himself away from his friend's, and almost kills himself while the people around him try to lift him back up. Will his friends ever forgive him, or will he just have to move on.TW: ED, he don't mean too, but forgets to eat at some points.
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23 Jan 2024
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“You should run away,” Regulus whispers and Sirius finds himself endeared, despite everything
“I don’t have anywhere to go,” Sirius whispers back.
Regulus does not know the details of what happened between Sirius and his friends last semester but Sirius thinks he might be close to understanding the severity of it. If it had just been a petty argument Sirius would have ran. He would have gone to James and let his friend keep him hidden and safe.
But it hadn’t just been an argument. Sirius had betrayed Remus and in doing so he had disappointed James as well and there was nothing he could do to make it right. He knows that if he went to James, he would let him stay despite it all but Sirius did not deserve his help. And on top of it all, it would have hurt Remus, who has always been unsure if James and Sirius loved him as much as they loved each other. Sirius does not want to hurt Remus again.
He will not hurt him again.
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09 Jan 2024
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After the events of the prank in fifth year, Sirius experiences one of his worst summers yet, and gets disowned by the Black family. Alone and afraid to contact his friends, Sirius is taken in by questionable people and picks up their even more questionable habits in a sad attempt to forget his past. Returning to Hogwarts a shell of who he was, Sirius struggles to adjust to sixth year with his friends just out of reach yet worlds away.
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18 Jul 2023
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Remus hates Sirius. He hates him, hates him, hates him. He has never known a hatred so deep, so endless.
Remus misses Sirius. With every fiber of his broken and bruised soul, Remus misses him. Like missing a piece of himself, Remus misses him.
How pathetic, how pitiful, to miss the person who has confirmed the worst thoughts you’ve ever had about yourself.
Or: Sirius Black’s prank on Severus Snape
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12 Jun 2023
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seasons don't fear the reaper by fortynineninetyfive
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
14 Mar 2025
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"There's not going to be a way to come back from this," James paused, eyes lingering on Sirius' trainwreck of a body, "I love you, mate, but you've gone too far this time. Too fucking far."
"He hates me, doesn't he?" He asked, voice small and meek, so fragile the slightest noise could shatter him.
"He should."
LONG-TERM HIATUS
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12 Jun 2023
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What is love?
To Sirius, love is a torn throat, a flesh wound, a blood-smear. It’s a wild, sick, deranged thing – an animal gnawing off its own limbs to escape a trap. It wants to be set free, wants to rush straight out of his body and swallow him whole, gripping him like a fever.
Love is saying I need you with glass in his mouth. It’s sobbing choose me whenever James looks at Lily. It’s begging: please. Please don’t be in love with her.
Love lights him up from the inside out. It pours forth and covers everything – an endless terror, an indelible delight.
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28 May 2023
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When Sirius Black is caught in a scandal at boarding school his parents disown him. He spends years just trying to survive, fleeing one bad situation for another, while longing for the life he had at school, his friendships, and the one person who could never love him back. When the next unfortunate circumstances leads him back to his hometown, will he finally find what he's been looking for?
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23 Apr 2023
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Sirius has been through too much, too soon. This is a story of his recovery and how he learns what it means to be loved.
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02 Apr 2023
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This is the aftermath of the Prank. Please keep in mind that i love heartbreak and I haven't decided if there will be a happy ending yet.
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17 Feb 2023
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people like you must be the world's loneliest creatures by avenjel
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
25 Jan 2021
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tony stark is rich and popular and an arrogant asshole. in other words: his iq rivals einstein's, he's slept with most of his "friends" at least once, and he's so fucking lonely that sometimes he wakes up in the middle of the night and cries into the cold sheets on the empty side of the bed.
it's no different at SHIELD boarding school, at first. half the student body hates him, half want to be him, nothing new. that is, until tony accidentally breaks james barnes's prosthetic arm, and he suddenly finds the most vulnerable pieces of himself surfacing whether he wants them to or not.
*ON HIATUS FOR UNDETERMINED AMOUNT OF TIME*
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29 Jan 2023
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Welcome to the Black charade by SiriuslyASorceress
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
04 Jan 2023
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As heir of the house of Black, Sirius has done all he can to ensure his family’s heritage would remain as impecable as it has always been. He is on top of his classes, captain of the Slytherin quidditch team and follows the obligations and responsibilities that come with his title as well as he can.
It doesn’t really matter that his own happiness isn’t part of the equation or that he doesn’t believe in the pureblood superiority his parents preach. As long as he performs his duties, his parents won’t pay too much attention to Regulus, and his brother’s safety has always been the one true priority in his life.
In his sixth year though, James Potter – Gryffindor’s golden boy - is threatening to unravel the carefully crafted persona he has built.
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06 Jan 2023
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It gets so hard to breathe (when you're looking at me) by arcane_illusions, NeonDomino
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Dec 2022
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When Sirius turns up at Remus' flat after the events at the Triwizard Tournament, he doesn't expect to find himself sharing a bed with Remus. Or getting so intimately involved in his life. Or to find out that they're mates and Remus wants nothing more than to push him up against the wall and make him forget his own name.
Or to feel so very complete.
But Sirius isn't complaining. Not one bit.
(This fic is complete, chapters to be posted weekly)
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Bookmarked by FlyByRain
26 Nov 2022