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a knife cannot cut itself open by officialspicybear
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Aug 2026
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Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”
Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”
Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!”
“A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”
“That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”
After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya makes an impulsive decision and agrees to a trade to Vancouver, while Shane stays in Montreal and nurses his broken heart. But an ending isn't always an ending, and the spectre of their love burns far too brightly to go down easy. A tale of love, heartache, redemption, and forging the happiness you deserve for yourself.
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- Part 1 of For what binds us
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 105,602
- Chapters:
- 9/26
- Comments:
- 1,181
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- 1,794
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- 826
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21 Aug 2026
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‘cause I can’t keep on starting over by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Jun 2026
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Ilya stood up again, resuming his endless pacing around the room, “You never do it on purpose.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You always say you are sorry. But you never stop doing it. I move to shitty team, I get upset at shitty team and you feel guilty, you say sorry but you don’t understand when I complain.” He was raising his voice again and his grasp on English was getting worse by the minute.
“That’s not fair.”
“You say you are sorry about my family but then you do not understand what I have to say when we talk about families! It’s always your mom is too pressing or too worried. Guess what Shane! I do not have a mom to press me!”or
Shane accidentally breaks something important for Ilya. Instead of reacting like he usually would, Ilya, already tired from a part argument, starts shouting at him eveything he's ever been upset about. Shane can't stand it and finds himself safe wording out of the argument. Fluff ensues.
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22 Jul 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Aug 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
⎯⎯⎯
Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 69,827
- Chapters:
- 21/?
- Comments:
- 4,158
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- 25,994
- Bookmarks:
- 7,967
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- 772,034
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20 Jul 2026
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The Name I Won't Answer To by Wickedwhisperwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Apr 2026
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Canada’s golden boy Shane Hollander gets drafted to the Ottawa Centaurs and ends up sharing an apartment - and way too much tension - with his captain, Ilya Rozanov. A private contract keeps their arrangement “simple,” but jealousy, soft moments, and one kiss he can’t forget makes pretending impossible. On the ice they’re electric, but off it, they’re one breath away from breaking.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 149,962
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 666
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- 3,283
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- 1,616
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- 163,002
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17 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,947
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 17
- Comments:
- 4,441
- Kudos:
- 15,422
- Bookmarks:
- 6,136
- Hits:
- 290,216
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13 Jul 2026
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shot at the night by idkimtired
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Sep 2026
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@ russianbear clove
roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass
@ icemenace Ro - he's so real
@ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this
@ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god
@ russianbear clove - ummmm i don't think so
@ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of
@ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one
or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,433
- Chapters:
- 20/31
- Collections:
- 9
- Comments:
- 6,673
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- 22,077
- Bookmarks:
- 6,072
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- 595,636
Bookmarked by GKBM92
13 Jul 2026
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Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.
“Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.”
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.
I have to see him.
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.
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OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,838
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 505
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- 17,577
- Bookmarks:
- 4,510
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- 205,015
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10 Jul 2026
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how this city screams your name by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Sep 2026
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"Holy shit, Rozanov," Shane moaned.
He dropped his forehead onto his folded arms. His brow furrowed deeply as his mouth dropped open in ecstasy. The pleasure-pain threatened to overwhelm his senses completely.
"It's good?" Rozanov asked from somewhere above him.
"So fucking good," Shane slurred. "What are you doing to me?"
A dark chuckle was all the reply that he got as the pressure at the base of his spine continued to build.
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Or: Shane and Ilya never hook up at the CCM shoot or anytime after that. Instead, Ilya gets traded to Montreal during the 2013-2014 season. Shane discovers that Rozanov is a man of many talents after he accidentally becomes Shane's massage therapist.
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- Part 5 of hollanov longfics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,832
- Chapters:
- 6/12
- Comments:
- 277
- Kudos:
- 1,277
- Bookmarks:
- 477
- Hits:
- 29,246
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08 Jul 2026
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not "your' anything by 24begaydonothing81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Aug 2026
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SHANE: Lily.
LILY: Hello
SHANE: Dead to me.
What the actual fuck?
LILY: ??
SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
LILY: ahh
I am in trouble
Yes?
Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 69,087
- Chapters:
- 30/?
- Comments:
- 4,978
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- 18,551
- Bookmarks:
- 4,631
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- 479,595
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07 Jul 2026
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a glimpse of jane by carinnacaroona
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Sep 2026
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an impulsive decision to snoop through ilya's phone for jane's contact leads to cliff marleau forming one of the closest friendships he's ever had. unbeknownst to him, his new best friend is actually shane hollander.
a canon divergent in which cliff marleau befriends jane, and accidentally forms the friendship of a lifetime :-)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 175,210
- Chapters:
- 47/?
- Comments:
- 4,508
- Kudos:
- 10,547
- Bookmarks:
- 3,426
- Hits:
- 358,989
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04 Jul 2026
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‘cause i feel safe in your arms by CastielPizzaMan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Aug 2026
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When Shane and Ilya got the call that a Russian-Canadian 3 year old had been taken from her abusive parents and needed an emergency placement, they agreed to it immediately.
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov give a traumatised 3 year old a home and a dog. (The dog is important, just ask Anastasia)
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- Part 1 of Dasher
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 33,518
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
- 395
- Kudos:
- 3,313
- Bookmarks:
- 1,115
- Hits:
- 98,616
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01 Jul 2026
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You Better Hide Your Love by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are teammates, charity co-founders and ex-rivals. They are definitely not dating, and are obviously both super heterosexual.
It's a new season and Lily (Shane's very real girlfriend, who is definitely not his Captain Ilya Rozanov) has decided to join the group chat for the spouses and partners of Ottawa Centaurs, which Jane (Ilya Rozanov's very real girlfriend, who is definitely not his alternate Captain Shane Hollander) is already a member of.What could go wrong?
( The sequel to "I just need a quiet place where I can scream how I love you")
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- Part 3 of SAP 4 U
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,314
- Chapters:
- 17/18
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,349
- Kudos:
- 3,178
- Bookmarks:
- 402
- Hits:
- 62,265
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30 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 157,099
- Chapters:
- 23/23
- Comments:
- 9,012
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- 33,471
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- 13,164
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- 1,275,226
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29 Jun 2026
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"You take her." Shane waits for Rozanov to take Lucie, but when he doesn't do anything, Shane flicks his gaze up to see Rozanov's eyes widen. "What?"
"You want me to feed her?"
"Yes. You literally just held her. What's the difference?"
"I-I don't know what to do."
Shane passes Lucie over to him, then guides Rozanov's hand to the bottle to keep it up. "You just hold it like that."
"Then what?"
Or: Shane has a one night stand with a woman during the six months Ilya ghosted him, and he's left with a little girl. Lucie Hollander wraps them both around her little finger and changes the course of their love story.
(set in the canon universe)- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 76,099
- Chapters:
- 6/9
- Comments:
- 497
- Kudos:
- 4,347
- Bookmarks:
- 1,745
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- 124,433
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27 Jun 2026
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Jane Doe elected Prime WAG by Driftingalongtheshore
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jul 2026
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[Boss Babes]
Jessica:
I just had a revelation
So we know the following information about Jane right:
1. Rich
2. Famous (enough for us to ALL recognize her)
3. Powerful? (has contacts in NHL)
4. PUBLICALLY well-known supporter of the HABS (EW!) but born in Ottawa
5. Lives/spends a lot of time between Ottawa and Montreal
6. Extremely demanding job which involves lots of travel
7. Fluent in French/English
8. Would lose job, friends, and family amid massive public scandal if relationship with Rozanov was leakedSo far we've been stumped, no female celebs match that description
But what if we're looking in the wrong direction
Because I believe there's a MAN who fits the description to a TJane:
I don't like where this is goingJessica:
What if (s)HE's actually…
JUSTIN TRUDEAU- Jane has left the conversation -
Jessica:
I rest my caseThe Boston WAGs and their investigations into the curious case of Rozanov's Jane Doe.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 61,723
- Chapters:
- 7/?
- Comments:
- 1,428
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- 7,013
- Bookmarks:
- 1,828
- Hits:
- 126,042
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26 Jun 2026
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Ottawas Dream Player by immersivemedia
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Jul 2026
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Six months after moving to Ottawa to be closer to Shane, Ilya Rozanov is… struggling. He has the support of many people around him, but he needs to make this new city his home, that starts with building a winning team.
AKA: With the help of the Montreal Metros WAG’s Ilya is trying to scout the perfect team for Ottawa.
Bostons worst nightmare sequel!
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- Part 3 of Bostons worst nightmare
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 60,215
- Chapters:
- 16/?
- Comments:
- 1,641
- Kudos:
- 4,676
- Bookmarks:
- 886
- Hits:
- 132,145
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26 Jun 2026
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They may not have any idea how to do it, but there’s no way in hell the Montreal Metros are going to risk losing their Captain to a more accepting team. Full of determination, grit, open hearts, and absolutely no savvy, this team is going to learn how to be allies, come hell or high water.
Hayden: did anyone do the optional inclusivity training last season?
J.J. Boizeau: no
Lawrence Olsson: no
Gilbert Comeau: no
Petro Andropov: no
Matty Wilson: no
Cam Stedlund: no
Albert Schneider: no
Aleks Miitka: no
Georges Gagnon: no
Patrice Drapeau: no
Hayden: excellent, we’re nailing this so far- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,730
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 19
- Comments:
- 2,446
- Kudos:
- 20,909
- Bookmarks:
- 4,236
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- 134,031
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25 Jun 2026
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on winning and losing (and ilya rozanov) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Sep 2026
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Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.
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- Part 2 of old man hollanov yaoi
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 195,661
- Chapters:
- 23/26
- Comments:
- 6,709
- Kudos:
- 7,095
- Bookmarks:
- 2,299
- Hits:
- 357,542
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25 Jun 2026
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Go Home Please by IlyasGal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Sep 2026
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Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight. Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.
Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 73,061
- Chapters:
- 18/?
- Comments:
- 958
- Kudos:
- 2,436
- Bookmarks:
- 687
- Hits:
- 75,356
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25 Jun 2026
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Faulty Planes and Paper Rings by Dr0psofaninkpen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Aug 2026
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Wyatt’s gaze shot up and it was like one of those moments in a fucking movie or something.
Because the person bursting through the door like an absolute tornado at two in the morning was Shane Hollander. The man looked sweaty. And breathless. And panicked. No, haunted. His eyes were wide and tortured, chest heaving like he’d run here from Canada.
What was he doing here in Tampa and not in Canada?
Oh. OH. Oh shit.
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**Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game - Canon-Divergence**
What if when the Centaurs plane trouble occurred, Shane immediately jumped on a flight to Tampa?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 80,744
- Chapters:
- 28/35
- Comments:
- 2,517
- Kudos:
- 11,756
- Bookmarks:
- 4,016
- Hits:
- 396,421
Bookmarked by GKBM92
25 Jun 2026