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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    15 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Tubbo knows he’s dying before he can even take his next breath. In his haste to find a way to rid the server of immortals and ensure no one he loves will ever be hurt again, he accidentally causes an experiment with nether magic and nuclear experiment to go supercritical. His body has been exposed to an unknown cocktail of magic and radiation that is slowly turning his body to mush. Tubbo spends his final moments talking to his best friend.

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    13 May 2024

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    In which Mumbo crosses several towns, learns some creative methods of self-defense, fights some monsters, sees things no human is meant to have seen, befriends a stranger, steals multiple cars, has inconvenient moral scruples, grows increasingly terrified of his own culpability in the apocalypse, grows a spine, blows up at least one building, accidentally prevents a murder, and attempts to find his best friend in the futile but ever-burning hope the man’s still alive.

    He has to say, he’s so exhausted and terrified that he thinks he might just be mad?

    (OR: the one where, after most of humanity turns into a series of terrifying monsters, Mumbo decides he’s going to risk his life on an apocalypse road trip to try to find out if Grian is alive. Things, as you might imagine, devolve from there.)

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    30 Apr 2024

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    It's 1988. Grian and Mumbo are roommates living in the US. Mumbo leaves on a solo camping trip at Grian's suggestion to get away from his job for a while. But when he fails to check in at the end of his trip, Grian is forced to report him as a missing person. And now the clock is ticking.

    It's 1989. Grian takes a job in Shoshone National Forest as a fire lookout, prepared to spend the summer alone in the wilderness. But his primary goal isn't finding forest fires: it's finding Mumbo, who went missing in this location a year ago, alive and well. He expects to be alone. What Grian doesn't expect is having the company of the other nearby lookout, a man named Scar. Their relationship grows through their conversations held via two-way radio, as Grian begins to let Scar into the truth about why he's really here and mystery he's unraveling.

    A Hermitcraft Firewatch AU.

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    30 Apr 2024

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  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    George gets run over by a bus. In the aftermath, he finds himself stuck in a world where only Izzie can see him. The only problem is she doesn't think he's real.

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    25 Oct 2023

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    "I think I want to kill myself," Tommy says, and it comes out like red-stained glass, hacked up and spit out on the carpet at their feet.

    There's a pause.

    "I think," Techno says, eyes on Phil's stunned expression, "we should go on a road trip."

    or, SBI go on a road-trip in search of healing.

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    28 Sep 2023

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    Oh, oh god. This hit me almost as hard as flowers for algernon did

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    Sakura is twelve when she queues up in front a desk with a bunch of other equally-terrified looking shinobi. The ages range from younger than her to old enough to be her grandpa.

    The man sitting at the desk is stony-faced as he doles out assignments. Sakura obediently shuffles forward when it is her turn, and recites her shinobi identification number in a shaky voice when asked.

    When the provost marshal looks at her, looks down at his paper, looks back at her, and grimaces, Sakura knows it’s not going to be good.

     

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    How Sakura survives the war, told in bits and pieces.

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    26 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Wow, I read this one months ago and I’ve been looking for it ever since

  8. Public Bookmark 11

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    Vash starts to get older.

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    05 May 2023

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    Padme lives. She runs.

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    Leia is growing in fits and spurts, eating greedily and crying loudly. She stays in a sling on Padme’s chest when they move, Luke held snug in a sling around Obi Wan’s. Luke gets a whole head of thick brown hair while Leia’s is still patchy and bald, but he never matches his sister’s powerful lungs.

    When Padme had been sitting in her high senatorial apartment on Corsucant, holding Anakin’s sweaty hand, she had never imagined she’d be murmuring desperately soothing noises to her fussy daughter while she shot around a corner at stormtroopers, while R2D2 meddles with a ship’s blast doors behind her.

    Luke starts teething on a hot jungle planet where they hunker down for three weeks, sleeping in an abandoned old temple and catching the local wildlife for dinner. Leia takes her first steps in the belly of a Corellian freighter they’ve stowed away on. She wobbles between Padme’s outstretched hands and Obi Wan’s knees and boxes of smuggled luxuries. When she falls down, Obi Wan surges forward, heart in his throat, but Leia laughs.

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    20 Apr 2023

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    How it should have gone

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    Mumbo wakes, finding himself stranded in a strange, flat world with a glaring red sun always directly above him. He compulsively builds redstone circuits, barely realizing the deadly traps he's creating. When his friends arrive to bring him home, the acts he commits prove how far gone he is and how long it will take for him to return, fully, from the hollow world of the red sun.

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    18 Apr 2023

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    "They were playing a game, they called it a game, it was one he couldn’t win. He played anyway."

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    Grian's been running for a long time, and knowing him, he's going to be caught eventually.

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    18 Apr 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 85

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    Meryl is 100% certain that idiot is NOT Vash the Stampede, until he is. And things get complicated.

    Old FFnet summary:
    A somewhat more serious take on Vash and Meryl, based on the original anime; Meryl's impressions and understandings of Vash throughout their journey. Rated for violent or sexual themes and scenes. Follows 26 Episode story structure, fairly strong adherence to '98 canon.

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    12 Apr 2023

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    All time fav

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    Cancer. A rare one. The oncologist believed it had to do with chemical exposure in Korea. Go figure, the Army would kill him after all.

     

    Hawkeye is dying, but luckily an old friend drops everything to be by his side.

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    12 Mar 2023

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  14. Public Bookmark 60

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    As Wilson nears the end of his life, he asks House for one final favour.

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    10 Aug 2022

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    Their road trip across America could only last so long before Wilson’s health severely deteriorated. Not all stories had fairy tale endings, and they both knew theirs had to end somewhere.

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    08 Aug 2022

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    The ‘blossoms’ of the Flower District who have no family name of their own are given the name Haruno. Sakura may not know exactly who her parents are but she has an idea of her ancestry. To be fair, Mokuton is kind of a big hint.

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    26 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    everyone is special and kakashi needs therapy, they all need therapy really

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    One second can change your whole life.

    One second and your best friends have to hold their breath wondering if they're going to be grieving come morning.

    One second and you'll see yourself through a third-person view as everything around you crumbles

    One second and you'll wake up an orphan.

    That is--if you'll wake up.

    (AKA this fic is directly based on If I Stay by Gayle Forman but I take a lot of liberties such as absolutely obliterating the romance and crushing it to dust. This is all platonic angst your honor, but it's angst nonetheless.)

     

    Chapter 32 is a Thank You to Technoblade written on July 1st, 2022.

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    05 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love

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    Kakashi can't stand the thought of Naruto being alone anymore and adopts the four year old boy. In doing so, he inspires others and unknowingly changes the fate of the village.

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    17 Dec 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Love love love

    I notice that kakashi/iruka tag not you thing I didn’t! I really want to see this continue! I love it so much!

  19. Public Bookmark 16

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    Spock cannot help but wonder whether there is a life after death, and whether or not he will see his old friends there.

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    07 Jul 2020

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    👌👌👌

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    Mumbo felt like a prisoner, he felt so trapped and isolated by his class. Did you hear? A new ship was sailing to America. What a wonderful world that could be, starting fresh. He read it in the paper, this ship was to set sail soon. Maybe, just maybe, he'd be free then.

    (This story is on a hiatus, but it will be completed, I won’t leave it unfinished :D - however, I am sorry if any of you are upset by this declaration :( I hope to be posting new chapters for this story soon)

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    15 Apr 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh no

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