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    Phainon signs up for a BDSM website and finds exactly what he needs <3

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    30 May 2025

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    i love thisss

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    "That's not an answer."

     

    "It's the only answer I have to give," Anaxa replies, his voice suddenly weary. "We are what we are, Phainon. The sum of our choices, our sacrifices. I chose knowledge at every crossroads, and I would choose it again."

     

    "Even knowing where it led? What it cost you?"

     

    “It led me to you, didn’t it?”

    Anaxa goes off on his own to the Grove of Epiphany in the middle of the night. Phainon follows. But the clock winds ever downward, and the collapse of all that is good draws near.

    or: A professor and his prodigy take their last lesson, hand in hand.

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    23 Apr 2025

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    Anaxa glared at the name in the list, all annoyed. Hyacine laughed at his expression, while covering her mouth with the hand that wasn't holding documents. She definitely knew something that Anaxa wasn't seeing at all.

    As much as he glared at the paper, the words were still there.

    Phainon
    The Chrysos Heir of Aedes Elysiae.

    Was he that tall? It had been a long time since he last saw the guy. Maybe he had a growth spur or something.

    Seen when bathing at the Hero’s Bath; an absolute unit, truly awe-inspiring. Might break you in half.

    Awe-inspiring? Break you in half?
    Something felt… off, but he wasn’t able to point out what.

    Or, that one bath scene from Dumb Husky and his White Cat Shizun, but Phainaxa.

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    01 Apr 2025

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    He had lost track of how long it had been since he held him in his arms, feeling each steady breath underneath him. A long time had passed and his memories had blurred into one. He could barely remember her voice, the exasperation in his eyes and the people whom he once called comrades.

    But he would never forget him.

    Never him.

     

    “Professor Anaxa!”

     

    “Professor Anaxa, do you think…”

     

    “Professor Anaxa! I won the…”

     

    “Anaxa, you…”

     

    “Anaxagoras.”

     

    ”Anaxagoras, the Foolish.”

    No matter how far he would go, he'd always find himself with Anaxagoras again. It never mattered what lifetime he'd end up in, he always found his way back.

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    01 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    When Shiro wakes up in Keith's body, he can't shake the thought of all the possibilities that having Keith like this could entail...

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    25 Feb 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 43

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    Shiro hadn’t meant for any of this to happen. He had taken Keith home with him with only the noblest of intentions. To care for him, to protect him. He told himself every day that those things were still true.

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    22 Jan 2024

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    Really interesting

  7. Public Bookmark 10

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    While fighting an extremist anti-Galra faction, Keith is exposed to a bioengineered virus designed to destroy Galran DNA. He is dying. As Shiro grieves, his suppressed feelings for Keith begin to surface, but so does the trauma and the pain. Desperate, he embarks on a last mission, burning everything behind him--the coalition, his marriage, the self he'd begun to reconstruct--to save the boy with the violent heart.

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    18 Jan 2024

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    So interesting 👀👀👀

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    News reaches him in a hushed murmur, muttered into errant ears, lips hidden behind ink-stained hands.

    Alhaitham drowns them out, the majority of rumors that circulate the halls of the Akademiya, but something about this one catches his attention, bypasses his earpieces, stutters his steps. It’s a name: bitter and familiar, like coffee that scalds the tongue and invigorates the mind. Kaveh, they whisper.

    Well, why listen to a rumor without verifying the validity yourself?

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    17 Dec 2023

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    “I’m sorry, I just got some bad news. I–I think we will have to disperse.” He can feel both girls’ eyes on him, intent. Dan Heng doesn’t know where to look, so he averts his gaze.

    There’s no good way to tell someone these things.

    And yet, he still forces out the foreign-sounding words, awkward. “Yingxing’s dead.”

    The deafening statement leaves a sour aftertaste on his tongue, much like stomach acid residue.

    In the wake of his older brother's husband's death, Dan Heng is there to pick up the pieces.

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    05 Nov 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 43

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    When Shiro's ex steals his cat out of his apartment and lies to his face about it, Shiro enlists the help of a mysterious stranger. He gets more than he bargained for in the best possible way.

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    02 Jul 2023

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    “You know you can never stop taking those,” Brad had warned him during one of his refills. “That’s really why they were banned. They worked great at suppressing any omeganess, but if a dose was ever forgotten or skipped…” Brad winced.

    “You, what, explode?” Keith had asked.

    “Kinda. In the hormone way. Worst heat of your fucking life.”

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    It'll all be fine. Except for the fact that Keith's trapped recovering in his flat with his alpha of a roommate who won't stop hovering. It's not like he got shot or anything. Oh wait he did. And now his hormones are a ticking time-bomb waiting to go off and ruin him for the way he's been suppressing them for years.

    All he had wanted was some Twizzlers god damn it.

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    02 Apr 2023

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    I am very small and full of babies, you must be very gentle with me, his traitorously manipulative scent must be screaming at everyone with a working nose. I’m good, I’m a precious mother-to-be, and you wouldn’t hurt me or my baby, would you?

    Keith is pregnant -- Except he isn’t. Shiro and the team are feeling normal and not at all overprotective about this.

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    06 Mar 2023

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    Shiro, selfishly, thinks that Keith is pretty when he blushes. The warm flush of his cheeks and the sparkle in his eyes, and the way he tries to hide behind his hair if it carries on for too long. 

     

    He’s opening his mouth in a greeting, but Matt is at his elbow, already pulling out a seat, and he saves Shiro’s ass by asking the actually important question: 

     

    “What are we making fun of Keith for today?” 

    or: Keith is developing new communcation skills thanks to his Galra side, Shiro wants to understand him better, and Pidge just wishes one of them would get a clue.

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    03 Mar 2023

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    On the good days he wishes there was someone to apologize to, some god who would redeem him. But the good days grow fewer and further apart, and he comes to know the truth underneath that childish desire; there is no redemption for one who has killed as much as he has—no redemption for one who eats the dreams of mortals and fulfills none of them.

    In which Xiao finds a god worth serving.

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    20 Oct 2022

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    This is wonderful I am obsessed with it

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    Xiao is ready and willing to serve his lord in any way he may request. Sometimes, his own desires run away from him in the process—but he had never expected Zhongli to notice.

    Or: Zhongli fucks Xiao into his first orgasm in over two thousand years of life. Eventually.

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    19 Oct 2022

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    Shiro can’t have ruts. Never has, never will, on account of all his body’s been through throughout his life. And that’s fine. He and Keith are mated, married, and living their happily-ever after while they work to better the universe after the war. So why, all of a sudden, is Shiro insatiably horny, emotional, and snapping at anyone who looks at Keith wrong?

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    06 Aug 2022

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    Shiro is a prize fighter who makes a living throwing and taking punches in Zarkon's underground arena; Keith is the massage therapist who helps put him back together afterward.

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    11 Apr 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 63

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    In the years after the war, the former paladins of Voltron have found their own paths to healing - some settling down while others continue to rebuild and explore the universe. For a time, all is well.

    But peace is ever a tentative thing, and those who seek to destroy and conquer will always be waiting in the shadows, biding their time. While Shiro focuses inward and uncovers hard truths about himself and his actions in the face of his trauma, Keith, Pidge, Hunk and Lance slip quietly back into the frontlines of yet another fight to save everything the Coalition has worked to build.

    Now, more than ten years after losing one of their own, a chance encounter brings Shiro, Keith, and the other paladins together, and Shiro must make a choice. Will he fight? Or will he remain on the sidelines as his friends take on the mantle of defender once again?

    As shadows lengthen and tensions rise, the former paladins must come together once more. And the strength of their bond will determine the fate of the universe.


    A post-canon imagining of our favorite characters ten years after the events of season eight.

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    28 Mar 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 61

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    After discovering Keith's heritage, Shiro makes extra effort to protect Keith -- up to and including from a potential ally of Voltron. It's a little like running up to the edge of as cliff: Shiro's the kind of person who's willing to make the leap.

    Written for Sheithlentines 2022.

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    04 Mar 2022

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    To continue his career as a pilot, Garrison policy states that an omega like Keith must be sponsored by an alpha. Though initially resentful and wary, he soon finds that his alpha is not what he expects.

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    Written for the 2022 Sheithlentines exchange!

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    14 Feb 2022

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