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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    The figure flicks the lights on, and it almost blinds Akito as he blinks a couple times, brows furrowed.

    “Akito?”

    His eyes adjust to the tall, two-toned hair boy standing in the entrance. He calms down for a second, It's just Toya, but his eyes dart back to his wrist which looks like a murder scene and suddenly, Fuck, it's Toya.

    -OR-

    After messing up at another event, Akito ends up self-harming in the middle of the night. Toya finds him and tries to help.

    Title from Numb by Linkin Park, I listened to it a lot while writing this and it kinda fit so...

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    28 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Akito has a bad night for reasons he can't remember.

    Toya's trying his best.

    (Takes place after they're engaged, though that doesn't have much of a bearing on the story)

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    21 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    When times get tough from the Shinonome siblings and worsening relationships between their parents, they both need to learn- even despite the bickering, to help each other, and eventually build a stronger bond to get through tough times.

     

    DISCONTINUED!!!

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    23 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Tsukasa Tenma shines so brightly, he even makes himself forget he's not performing.

    At nine years old, he was making his own lunches.
    At thirteen, he was skipping them.
    And, After all—dirty people don’t deserve food.

    Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee read Im still baffled I actually finished a fic for once and i'd love some feedback and any requests for more chapters epilouges or even future fics in general if you like my writing style (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

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    25 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    21 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 23

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    He glanced at his darkened phone screen on instinct, in search of notifications that would never come to pop up. Maybe upon noticing the undelivered status of the texts, they'd all finally give up on him. They'd throw in the towel with a half-hearted 'well, we tried', and forget that the selfish shell known as Tenma Tsukasa ever existed. They'd perform without him, they'd become stars without him, they'd....

    ...be so much happier without him holding them back.

    ~~~

    or; Tsukasa finds himself in the midst of an intense depressive episode, causing him to push away those he thought were close to him.

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    08 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 23

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    Rui Kamishiro. Sixteen years of age. 180 centimeters tall, seemingly going to get taller by the second. He barely fits under doorframes. He’s tall, slim, pale, Asian… Sounds pretty cool, right? He must get a lot of play between the girls too…
    Well, that is not the case in this story. Rui goes to school so he isn’t home, and he goes back home so he isn’t in school. Everywhere he goes, he’s belittled to the point of simple dust in a dirty basement.

    One day, a strange kid arrived to Kamiyama. Rui was made to show him around...
    Dive into this work of angst and heavy plot with two messed up bimbos stupidly in love!

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    08 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 39

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    Everything is too much for Mizuki.
    They give themselves 7 days to see if it gets better.

     

    (I listened to Mizuki's VA's cover of telecaster b boy and related so hard to the lyric that is currently this fics title)

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    05 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 7

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    mizu5 made me cry. indeed, i want to vomit rn.
    and thus im writing fanfiction to cope (◞‸◟;)
    im choosing to believe that ena would try to give mizuki space to hopefully recover from what happened, but she realizes the severity of the situation and decides to just face her and tell her how she feels.

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    27 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 21

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    Toya took another step forward, breathing in the calm brisk air swirling past him. This was truly what Kohane had meant, he realised, this was what he needed to see. He felt a solum gloom settle over him if only for a moment. This is what he could have had if not for the strict teachings of his father, if not for the place that he had been born to fill unwillingly. He stared out at the path leading deep into the forest before him, watching as a mother and father swung their youngest child through the air with their hands. He watched as their other sons ran off and around them, their imagination filling the air with cheerful laughter.

    Or, what if Toya went alone to the forest in the Same Dreams, Same Colors event.

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    23 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    The reality of growing up was such: sitting at the dining table, waiting. An empty home, a heaviness that weighs on him, a friend who smiles and asks, "Are you happy, Tsukasa-kun?"

    He thinks of a quiet grey room, of the world he had once loved and chosen to give up. At eight years old, then ten, and now, seventeen. He's faced with a choice.

    Just forget.

    He smiles.

    I've never once been lonely.

    (It's the only way to make them happy.)

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    17 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    The bathtub filled slowly with water. When it finally did, Touya entered the cold freezing tub, uncaring that his clothes were still on.

    When he finally left, the water was a tinted red color.

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    08 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 59

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    Shinodad is a lot worse than in canon but it brings Akito and Ena together as they try to survive another day

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    01 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 85

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    Kamishiro Rui, an underground composer under the alias ‘KAMI_SHO (神ショウ)’, barely made a living off uploading covers and his own music online. That, along with the fact he was quite the severe idol otaku, made him out to be the kind that stayed cooped up in his own room all day. He either composed, or spent his time watching national star and idol, ‘Tenma Tsukasa’s performances off online streaming platforms. That, in turn, turned him into quite the recluse. Only a handful of friends had stayed by his side afterwards, and he was never more grateful.

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    Tenma Tsukasa, a famous actor, singer, idol, and everything in between, had climbed his way to stardom since way before he’d graduated high school. Shows and performances were exhausting, but he always enjoyed basking in the spotlight. Apart from his outside ‘hobbies’, some of his other interests included listening to music, and one of his favourite creators went by the name ‘Kamisho’.

    As per usual, Tsukasa had a stream to do, and Rui logged on to watch. However, a viewer’s donation had spiralled the stream into much more, leading to unexpected changes in both their lives. For the better or for the worse, their pathways were on the way to merging.

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    30 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Akito doesn't have a good relationship with his parents. Trying to talk with them only makes things worse. But that's okay. Nothing bad ever really happened. He always blew things out of proportion.

    Fortunately, other people disagree.

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    Or, the Shinonome siblings learn what family really means and heal along the way.

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    17 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 10

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    17 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 27

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    “…stay here please…stay with me…”

    “Of course, my star. I’ll be with you even till the end of time”

    “Thank you”


    Tsukasa and Rui like each other, that’s for certain.

    So when an incredibly stressful day comes up, they find out how to help each other with their stresses.
    They find out more about each other in the process.

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    17 Oct 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 47

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    Vivid bad squad is more excited than they’ve been in years. They finally have all the means necessary to beat Ken’s concert!
    Now all they need this the artists they think will really put everything together.
    More More Jump, check!
    Leo need, check!
    Wonderland Showtime, check!
    Miku and the band, check!
    And the final group that they decided on (with much debate) N25….not check.
    Unlike with the other bands, they didn’t have personal connections, so getting in touch with the band was a little difficult. And half their image is that no one knows who they are, so who knows if they’ll even agree.

    In his frustrations, Akito complains about it to his sister, who brushes it off saying it’ll be fine and then makes a run for it.

    A little suspicious….

     

    Meanwhile, N25 is freaking out, since for someone like Mafuyu, she’s not hiding her identity because she wants to.

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    17 Oct 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 36

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    "Rui? What's going on? Are you okay?"

    "Yeah. I just wanted to hear your voice one last time."
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    PLEASE READ THE AUTHORS NOTE FOR TRIGGER WARNINGS. PROCEED WITH CAUTION PLEASE.
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    After a long fight to keep everyone from worrying, Rui attempts, and hurts everyone he loves in the process.
    During his recovery, he finds a newly found friend in someone who always steered clear of him.
    Maybe things will be okay after all.

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    17 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    It was supposed to be another normal rehearsal.

    So why is he sitting in the middle of the stage, his head buried beneath his hands, as his cries are muffled by the floor beneath?

    or

    i saw the silly little dialogue thing abt tsukasa being shy when he was young and i made it sad as hell

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    10 Oct 2025

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