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  1. Public Bookmark 68

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    Neil closes his eyes, taking a shaky breath.
    His hands tremble around the plastic pregnancy test.

    Positive.

    Neil can't be a father. He can't.

    Not after everything Nathan did to him. Not after spending his entire life running from the man who taught him that family meant blood, violence, and fear.

    And yet, after Mary's death, Neil finds himself responsible for someone other than himself.
    His son.

    ...
    What if Neil arrived at the Foxes with a two-year-old child and a secret he couldn't afford to let anyone uncover?

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    08 Sep 2026

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    kiddo au andy joseph

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    A very, very dark story about Raven Neil. How he was conditioned as a child, but part of him always rebelled against it.

    A lot of things unfold differently than in canon.

    In this version, Neil is THE best striker, and Riko hates him for it.

     

    Side notes: In my story, Riko is not the main villain. He is a minor wannabe antagonist, a cheap imitation of the kind Nathaniel grew up and live with. (But still gruel)

    Update: the story takes place in the Nest until chapter 26.
     

    Also, Andrew is not medicated and the relationship with Aaron is better than in canon.
     
    !!! Nathan & Mary are alive here !!!

    If you’re looking for a story that pushes Neil to his absolute physical and psychological limits, only to show him he still has the right to a life of his own, you’ve come to the right place.

     

    ******

    His father would have given him away for free if pride had allowed it. But the Moriyamas valued transactions, contracts. Business. Everything had a prince.

    Even children.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Les senere

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    Nathaniel, a vampire assassin forged by the Hartford clan, is sent on one final mission for the family: destroy the rival Moriyamas without breaking his flawless human cover, "Neil." The city's hunters, tired of the Moriyamas' reign, were the perfect pawns for his goal. Every threat was under his control. What he didn't consider was the threat of the hunter, Andrew Minyard, who swore to kill every vampire he encountered.

    A death wish was mundane.

    The problem was Neil's wish, the one where he ached to know the feel of Andrew's lips against his.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    vampire au N er. a er hunter

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Nathan Wesninski was captured. Shot by one of the FBI agents.

    Mary and Neil are supposed to live freely, but two years had already passed and normal life still hadn’t quite stuck with them. Neil tries to play his part as an ordinary member of society, but it’s especially hard when people stare at your face every time you leave the house. It’s hard when you’re completely consumed by the tension, anger, uncertainty, and pressure that Neil believed would disappear once his father was rotting away somewhere, put to the ground by the FBI.

    He tries to ignore it. He knows there’s nothing he can do to make it just go away. He has to accept it and live by its rules. But it inevitably explodes — three guys beaten up in some random alley in New York. Neil saw his bruised knuckles and stained hands. And David Wymack saw it too. He also saw a lost kid who needed help.

    OR in which Wymack invites Neil to his boxing club, and Andrew does not trust him very much or enough to keep him interested in a stranger with a scarred face.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Boxe au

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    Neil josten sat on the bleachers watching the sky above him with little care, in his left hand he held a lit u untouched cigarette, the smell helped calm the tense of his shoulders.

    His duffel bag sat under his seat, it held all his closr belongings in including his medication that had a real prescription under ɴᴇɪʟ ᴊᴏꜱᴛᴇɴ.

    Or Neil at age 16 was diagnosed with BPD, the diagnosis not being on any papers of course, Mary had drawn the line at anything being on paper but managed to get Neil on lamotrigine.
    Neil's a bit of cunt from the beginning and he has a therapist who's like his mother.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Eifa therapist

  6. Public Bookmark 30

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    Nathaniel had followed all the rules, had followed them until Mary had died. Then, he broke one. Instead of killing him, it made him safe. It made him into Neil Hatford.

     

    Sporadic Updates-I can't follow a schedule if it leashed me and took me on a walk.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Chot 4

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    When Neil Josten turned seventeen, he was turned into a vampire. Almost two hundred years of bloodshed and isolation later, he's scouted out by the Palmetto State Foxes.

    Unfortunately, with vampirism, trouble always seems to follow you wherever you go.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Vampyr au riko vil at neil skal turne han

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    "Holy shit," Nicky gasped, fingers wrapping firmly around his Hockey stick.
    "What?" Aaron grumbled, fumbling with his mitts to fix his glasses. Andrew rolled his eyes, having an slight idea as to why his cousin had stopped so abruptly.
    "C'mon, Nicky! Don't be so boy crazy and keep that shit in your pants!" Andrew smirked, "It's just a boy, Nicky! Plus, you've got your little boy toy, Erik in Germany to play with! Isn't one enough for you?" Andrew peered over to where Nicky was staring, his mouth gaping open, half expecting some cleaner to be cleaning up the rink after the figure skaters had finished, as it was so late at night. Boy, he was so wrong.
    Across the rink, a flash of auburn hair caught his eye, and Andrew's breath hitched. He was fast; he was probably even faster than Kevin is on the rink. The man paused to push his auburn and copper curls out of his face; his eyes were cold and perfect, the most intense blue eyes Andrew had ever laid eyes on.
    Across the rink, Andrew's disgusting hazel eyes met his brilliant blue ones. Andrew immediately knew who this man was, Nathaniel Wesninski, better known as Neil Josten, better known as the Boy on Fire.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Ice skating au chpt 1

  9. Public Bookmark 52

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    Mary Keyleigh Wesninski, formerly known as Mary Keyleigh Day, had another son before marrying Nathan Wesninski. But when she took Nathaniel and ran away, Kevin stayed in the Nest with no hopes of ever seeing his brother again.

    Neil Josten is taking a huge risk by joining the Foxes team. He wants to play Exy and he desperately wants to be close to his brother again, but under no circumstances can he let Kevin recognize him.

    But Kevin is not the only person who knew him back when he was Nathaniel Wesninski and the risk he took by letting Riko see him again might be far greater than he thought.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Neil Kevin Brothers au Bio chpt 4

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    'I am Nathaniel Wesninski. I am the Butcher’s son. I am Mary Hatford’s son. I am alive. I do not belong to Riko Moriyama. I will never kneel.'

     

    Nathaniel got Kevin out.

    Then he got Jean out.

    Nathaniel would never get out.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Neil attempted
    Han fikk både k og j ut chpt 20

  11. Public Bookmark 32

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    "What is your name." He wouldn't care usually, but the way this kid had avoided it last time he asked, he was curious.
    "I've had six so far." He answers slowly, weighing each word. "Which one do you want?"
    Six names? Yep, there is something going on there.
    "The real one. The one that fits you best."
    "Not my birth name then?" He sounds almost hopeful?
    Andrew waits until he sorts through his thoughts. He has another hour before he has to go back.
    "Abram." He decides after a long pause. "It's my middle name. The only one that doesn't have to change because it can just as easily be left out."

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Chpt 5

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    After eight years of being on the run, Neil Josten and his mother temporarily settle down in the quiet, sleepy town of Ashton Falls.

    But when the energetic Palmetto State Exy team move in next door, they bring with them secrets and danger that would change him forever. The PSU Foxes are a werewolf pack, and Exy isn't just a simple sport. Drawn to their magic, loyalty, and enduring friendships, Neil can no longer ignore the roots in him desperate to take hold. Or the song that howls between him and Andrew Minyard, the strangest of them all.

    (Updates biweekly)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    wolf shifter neil er en heks

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    What if Mary is just as bad as Nathan?
    What if twins never got separated?
    What if Wesninskis moves to Colombia as Jostens?
    And what if Neil and Foxes meet in a different setting?
    and things that Neil does to protect them.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    mary er loke dålig

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    When he wakes, Neil frowns and curses to hell the people who lack the basic courtesy to lower their voices when someone is sleeping nearby. And then he freezes. Who are these people? Where the fuck is he? Why the fuck is his head feels like splitting open? And why does his shoulder burn so badly?

    or Shameless!AU, where Neil meets large, strange family and slowly becomes part of it.

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    28 May 2026

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    chpt 1

    flørter i gangen

  15. Public Bookmark 28

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    Neil Josten didn't try to be famous, he couldn't be. At fourteen when his mother had just died he coped with the only thing that he could, Exy. He broke in an exy court and started shooting balls, one after one, unaware of Coach Hernandez watching him. He had ended up in the team a few days later completely oblivious to the shadows that were about to lurk him down.
    One day Coach Hernandez started recording, a crappy video that somehow ended up in an exy forum and all over the internet soon after. In just one night Neil Josten was famous.

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    27 May 2026

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    han cooker i exy og er bedre enn all når han er 14

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    “The first three were all former foster parents of Andrew.” Piggins continued, unable to take a hint from the frosty office he’d admitted these things too.
    “No.” Aaron panicked, staring at Andrew in disbelief. “Andrew has never been…!”
    Wymack shifted his weight on the filing cabinet, reaching down to grab his trash can and passing it across Andrew in time for Aaron to grab it and spew a cascade of vile liquid into it, while Andrew pushed his chair onto its back legs and avoided all eye contact with those in the cramped office.
    Andrew knew who did this.
    The only person who had ever willingly gone to bat for him. A person he had mistakenly believed to be dead long ago; this was proof to the contrary. Except… Except that there was one name missing.
    -
    A prompt from Justthislazy, based on my original Lifeline, that I just had to pick up and run with.
    Thank you for the amazing idea!

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    19 May 2026

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    enda en pandaseek version

  17. Public Bookmark 22

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    Neil Josten never thought he would amount to anything in life.
    In his eyes he was born to die.
    Not in the sense that he wants to die no,
    Neil Josten wanted to live more than anything.
    But he’s sick and tired of being alive while not living at all.
    He wants freedom, true freedom.
    Not this thought that everyday could be his last.

     

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    Neil Josten is a male Omega on the run from a psychotic serial killer of a father,
    His mother is dead, and he thinks he has no true meaning in this world.
    That is till he meets the foxes, and they show him how to truly live.

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    18 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    omga verse de kjente hverandre før

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Reupload

     

    After the horrific incident that happened in the nest and the sound of Kevin crying, Nathaneil made the hard call and bargained with his life to get Jean and Kevin out, having no slight idea about the storm that was heading his way

    And after being missing for two years, Jean and Kevin swallowed the hard truth that Nathaneil might be dead somewhere

    To their surprise one day he appears out of the blue looking so much like their brother but nothing like Nathaneil at all

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    Nathniel went on the run with his mother when he was 9 years old but three years later Nathan caught up to them and threw Nathaneil in the nest

    So we can say some things went a bit different.

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    14 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Itkdofifigkg elsker den chpt 15
    neil er kjempe god i exy og jean o Kevin følger etter han. Han er gorgeus

  19. Public Bookmark 23

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    Exactly what's on the tin

    This is self-indulgent.

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    09 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    omg omg omg foxes react to lifelne

  20. Public Bookmark 90

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    Neil gets sold into sex trafficking by the Moriyamams when he was six.
    He gets adopted by Wymack and Betsy almost a year later.
    He deals with his severe trauma with unhealthy coping mechanisms….
    After another traumatic event, his parents try to help him through his mental health struggle.

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    05 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    chpt 24. elsker denne!

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