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    Shane Hollander has spent years building a quiet, careful life for himself and his daughter. No dating, no risks, no alphas.

    Just work, parenting, and keeping Yuki safe in a world that has not always been kind to omegas. Everything changes the moment Yuki slips away from him at a crowded public event and is found in the arms of star hockey player Ilya Rozanov, who handles her with a gentleness that leaves Shane unexpectedly unsteady.

    What should have been a brief, awkward encounter becomes something far more complicated. Yuki adores Ilya on sight. Ilya keeps showing up, offering small kindnesses, sending messages that turn into late-night conversations, and slipping into Shane’s life with a warmth that feels dangerously easy. Shane, who promised himself he would never relay on an alpha, finds himself drawn to the one man he should not want.

    Neither of them understands why their connection feels so instinctive or why being together feels like stepping into a life they have somehow already lived. As their bond deepens and Yuki pulls them closer with fearless certainty, one truth becomes impossible to ignore: some families form themselves long before you realize you are part of one.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya once knew each other in what feels like another life. Years later, Shane has transitioned, buried his past and finally embraced his truest self. He comes to McGill to play on the men’s hockey team—only to find his roommate is Ilya Rozanov.

    “Sorry—um.” Shane swallowed. “I’m Shane.”

    Something passed across Ilya’s face, quick and unreadable. Shane’s pulse spiked, thudding loud in his ears. Did he know? If Ilya recognized him—if something clicked—what would stop him from telling the coaches? What would stop him from telling everyone?
    Then Ilya smoothed it away, the moment gone as if it had never existed.

    “Huh,” he said. “Funny. I used to know a Shane. Pretty girl. Good at hockey.”

    Shane’s eyes widened. His mouth went dry. Was Ilya fucking with him?

    “Oh—um. I—”

    “Relax,” Ilya cut in, lips curling into something almost amused, almost sharp. “You are very pretty, too.”

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “You are so pretty, Hollander. Your freckles err— take my breath.”

    Shane glares. “Rozanov, you can’t say that here,” he says through gritted teeth. “They can hear us.”

    “Who gives a fuck?” He declares with a careless shrug. “Whole world knows we are lovers, so what?”

    The world most definitely does not need to know that he’s on Ilya’s extensive fuck buddies roster.

    Or

    According to Ilya, Shane is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. If you ask Shane, he’ll tell you they are just fuck buddies.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn’t know when this started. Maybe he was always like this, but things had escalated since he was drafted. Shane was afraid of a lot of things, but of all the things he was afraid of, the one thing he couldn't push away or hide from was himself. Control was the only thing keeping him tethered to this world. Control made him a great hockey player, and helped him nab a Stanley Cup, but control was also eating him alive.

    His search led him to Reddit, where all actually helpful answers came from, and he read a word he had never thought about: chastity. He knew academically what that meant, but in relation to him, he had no idea. Then he learned a new set of words: cock cage.

    Was he really doing this? It was impulsive, and he didn't even know if he would follow through when it came, but he felt possessed. He was getting hard at the thought, and wasn't that the fucking problem? He needed time back in his day that didn't involve jerking off to Rozanov, and this was certainly a solution.

    or, Shane gets a cock cage and learns a lot about himself and his relationship with Ilya

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Harris knew that Ilya Rozanov was a menace in the media when he got the social media job at the Centaurs. He knew that Ilya had virtually no filter and said whatever came to his mind, even if it was extremely inappropriate. Harris had worked for years trying to keep Ilya in line and was somewhat successful in this feat.

    It all changed when Shane Hollander signed with the Centaurs.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    30 Jan 2026

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    A problem is something you can fix. Ilya disappears after the cottage and Shane’s determined to find out why. He’s only loved one person in his life -- can he open his heart to another?

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Even though he’s slowly moving into Subspace he can tell by the hard, fast blinks that Rozanov is struggling to comfortably slip into Domspace. 

    Shane swallows. He’s a Sub. Maybe an inexperienced one, but Rozanov had been telling him to trust his instincts. And, right now, they're telling him that his Dom needs more from him than just following Commands tonight. 

    Shane kisses the corner of Rozanov’s mouth once more, just to delay his nerves, before slipping down to his knees on the floor. He crosses his wrists behind his back and bows his head.

    There’s a sharp intake of air above him and then a trembling hand is running through his hair and over the back of his neck.

    And; the boys are vulnerable, the friends are concerned, and the yearning is painful.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    20 Jan 2026

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    A bunch of my Ilya headcanons turned into fics, all you need to know is that this man is absolutely unhinged.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    After Alexei walks in on Sasha hitting on Ilya at the gala in Sochi, he does the most predictable - but terrifying - thing: he blackmails Ilya Rozanov, on the threat of telling Russia, and their father, the truth about Ilya's sexuality.

    It's a good thing that a very helpful, boring Canadian with gorgeous freckles offers to help him defect from Russia, in the most insane way possible: through marriage. To him.

    Or, Shane and Ilya do their relationship completely out of order. And, they realize later, they wouldn't have it any other way.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    This new message is decidedly less professional and semi-affectionate. It’s a simple text, but one that has Dennis nearly throbbing in his pants just from the sight of it. A sign Robby isn’t just placating him.

    It takes a couple minutes for Dennis to register the message, squinting at the text.

    How do you feel about puppy play? It reads out. Dennis wants to ask if he means has Dennis ever felt like getting a dog. The answer is maybe.

    Dennis realizes this is not what Robby means by the question before a link is sent. Dennis squints and clicks on it, only to have his brain reduced to tv static as he takes in what the website has to offer.

    Collars, leashes, clickers. Muzzles, cages, and more. Dennis hesitates at first before the visual of Robby hooking a finger into his collar paints his vision. Dennis reaches a happy realization then that he will happily indulge. After all, Robby told him to mention when something was too much. Surely this applies to something Dennis is very much into.

    Dennis feels his cock throb eagerly in his pants as he types out his own reply.

    holy shit

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Soulmarks are supposed to be a blessing, or so people say. Shane disagrees.
    They appear as the first words your soulmate will ever speak to you, written on your skin in your soulmate's handwriting.
    But Shane's is a simple and underwhelming "ok." So mundane he has long since stopped noticing the words when they're spoken to him.

    "I'm not sure you're supposed to smoke here" Shane said as he approached the Russian player.
    "Ok"

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    18 Jan 2026

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    "So fucking pretty," Ilya says, talking more to himself than Shane. He rubs his cock through the mess on his face and then taps it softly against Shane's cheek. "Like a girl."

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Maybe Shane shouldn’t have done it in the first place.
    He shouldn’t have told the bastard his room number that day after the shower. He shouldn’t have stepped into that shower room at all.
    Because now he’s practically ruined his life and career. He can’t tell anyone but worse, he wants to keep the baby. His and Ilya Rozanov’s baby.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.

    The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.

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    @OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.

    @OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On

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    13 Jan 2026

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Ilya tries very hard to get Shane pregnant.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    The past summer should have left Shane Hollander at his strongest. Married and heading into his second season with the Centaurs. But as training camp approaches, strange symptoms begin to follow him everywhere: nausea that comes and goes, crushing hunger, a tightening in his chest, an ache low in his back, and a quiet, growing sense that something in his body has slipped out of his control.

    Shane knows his body. He has always known it.

    And once the truth comes crashing in, he won’t be able to hide from anything anymore.
    Not from his teammates. Not from the season.

    Not from the family he didn’t know he was already carrying.

    Not even from Ilya.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Sixteen years ago Shane Hollander disappeared from the limelight for an entire year, recovering from a serious knee injury. This was the story everyone was told, even Ilya. Especially Ilya. The truth was kept secret. But secrets never stay buried for too long and the truth comes knocking on Ilya’s doorstep in the form of a 15 year old girl with Shane’s warm, brown eyes and pretty freckles and his own curly hair and crooked smile.

     

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    At 20, Ilya gets Shane pregnant. Sixteen years later they deal with the consequences. Could this be what brings them back together?

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    30 Dec 2025

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