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    [Text] LaPointe: You two can vote too I guess: which of you is the mom and which is the dad?

    [Text] Ilya: I am papa clearly

    [Text] Shane: We're neither. Because we're not your parents...

    [Text] Luca: That feels like something only a dad would say

    [Text: LaPointe: And not a very good dad 😔

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    or, a month of texts between Ilya, Shane, and their rookies

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    11 Mar 2026

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    “Hi Irina.”

    Ilya feels his blood still in his veins. His vision almost immediately blurs at the sound of his mother’s name falling so gently from Shane’s lips. Shane rambles something, almost to himself, before:

    “I’m Shane. Shane Hollander. And I’m in love with your son, Ilya.”

    Ilya’s breath catches, heart lurching in his chest, fluttering almost painfully as the realization hits him: He’s introducing himself to her.
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    or Shane talks to Ilya’s mom, Ilya overhears.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “What are you doing here?"

    He’s thankful his voice doesn’t shake, but he’s trembling. And he knows Ilya notices. Even all these years later, he’s sure he can still read Shane like a fucking book.

    Ilya’s smile softens and he points to the ice, where the player whose eyes had brought Shane back to Before lines up with the other boys.

    “My son."

    Ilya never goes to the cottage. Nearly two decades later, they meet again.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “I just wish Lily was in Montreal. Sucks that the ‘Lily secret weapon’ is only in Boston.”

    Cliff pauses then. Hand stuck midair as he was reaching for his beer. “Lily’s in Boston?”

    “Yeah man. Sorry to burst your bubble, not all Boston girls are loyal to the Bears.”

    Cliff turns to Hayden then. Cocking his head a little to the side, his eyes are searching Hayden’s face as if he was trying to read his mind. He opens his mouth to speak. He closes it. He shakes his head a little. And opens his mouth again,

    “That’s so fucking weird dude. Roz’s ‘Jane’ is in Montreal. What are the odds those fuckers have girls in each other city’s. That would be next level rivalry, man."

     

    AKA Cliff and Hayden run into each other on a night out and start gossiping

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    19 Jan 2026

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    "Listen, Mr. Rozanov." The general manager is talking out of the side of his mouth, his cigarette dropping ashes all over the hotel table. "We like you. We want you. We understand you are putting yourself under a fair amount of risk here, meeting with us like this. I hope it's obvious that if you play for us, we will set you up for a good life in Canada."

    He pauses, looks Ilya in the eye. "But you have to understand, if you agree to this, you have to be prepared to leave with us right now."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey AU

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “Your space is nice,” Hollander whispers back, leaning in, breath warm against Ilya’s chest. “Smells like mint.”

    Ilya stops breathing.

    Hollander’s eyes are half-lidded, dazed, soft in a way Ilya has never seen. “Ilya,” he murmurs.

    And Ilya nearly chokes. The first name. His actual first name. Whispered like something intimate. Sacred. They’ve never called each other by their first name. Always Hollander. Always Rozanov. Ilya is so stunned he almost doesn’t process the next words, almost can’t translate them despite living in the States for almost four years now.

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    or: ilya is spiraling about what his roomate could be doing on a random tuesday night. he's not prepared when the night takes an unexpected turn.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    "Put your dick away and go to bed, Hollander," Rozanov said, his eyes wide open but still unable to make the other boy out. He imagined the look of panic on his face, the way his hands would be fumbling to pull his shorts up.

    "I seriously thought you were asleep. Fuck, I'm sorry, Rozanov."

    Forced to attend a hockey boarding school in Canada by his father, Rozanov was under the impression it would be filled with studying and practising his English.

    Never did he think it would be spent listening to Shane Hollander jerk off.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    Shane wears Ilya's jersey.

    Ilya's brain short-circuits.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    30 Nov 2025

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    29 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 33

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    Brando and Wilson take a late-summer road trip to escape their hometown before Wilson returns to college in the city.

    Based off of This Song, Vodka Cranberry, and whatever is going to come next. It picks up just after This Song ends, and will head into Vodka Cranberry inspired moments! This is rated explicit for later chapters.

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    23 Aug 2025

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    BASED OFF THE CHARACTERS IN CONAN GRAY'S "THIS SONG" MUSIC VIDEO!

    in which..

    Wilson, a quiet, art-obsessed boy returns to his dusty Texas hometown after a year away, still carrying the weight of all the things he never said to his best friend, who still calls him every week, still laughs like nothing's changed, and is the towns golden boy.

     

    or...

    Brando, a boy who's always been good at pretending starts to unravel when his best friend comes home looking older, softer, and somehow like every unsaid thing he's been trying not to think about, especially when he shows up wearing his jacket like it means something.

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    23 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 47

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    Moments on ledges in Ian and Mickey’s lives as their connection ebbs and flows throughout the years.

    chapter 1: rooftop
    chapter 2: loft
    chapter 3: bridge
    chapter 4: mexico
    chapter 5: prison
    chapter 6: westside

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    03 Aug 2025

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    He’s so close. But Buck’s face sways even closer, eyes hyper-focused on Eddie’s mouth, like he wants to ensure that what he whispers next make its way inside:

    “The quiet, closeted catastrophe of Edmundo Diaz—performed nightly for an audience of none.”


    Eddie flinches. For a second, all the noise in his head goes silent.


    “W-what—” Eddie’s voice cracks and he’s trying to frown, trying to be mad, but he feels exposed, so his words come out broken, confused. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

    or: buck fights back during the kitchen scene in 8x17 and it sends eddie spiralling

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    02 Jun 2025

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    13 Apr 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 68

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    “That truck meant a lot to me,” Eddie says.

    “I know. I’m sorry. I just.” It’s bursting out of him, the laughter. “You really miss it.”

    “Yeah?” Eddie says, and he goes all misty-eyed again and Buck. Buck is in hysterics. “Hey, fuck you, dude.”

    “Be honest,” Buck says. “Be completely honest. Have you ever thought about it while you were jerking off.”

    As long as you're both jerking off about a truck, there's no way it isn't platonic.

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    31 Mar 2025

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    After Eddie moves to Texas to be with Christopher, Buck is left alone in an empty house that has him feeling off. With his tether now gone, some old habits start creeping back in.

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    The Buck crash-out fic. Because if there's anyone who deserves a good breakdown right now, it's Evan Buckley.

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    30 Mar 2025

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    Prompt: SOFT WEREWOLF MICKEY PLS

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    “Pretty cold, these nights. You doin' alright out here on your own?”
    The dog regards him steadily with those cool blue eyes, and Ian takes that as a yes.
    “You wanna come in?”

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    16 Feb 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 96

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    The first time it happened, they were high. Lip isn’t saying that as an excuse, because he doesn’t think there can be one good enough. It’s just a detail. It was night time. Ian was wearing blue. They were high.

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    14 Feb 2025

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