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    He takes the sabbatical, after all. Sort of.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Pulling off a long distance relationship shouldn't be that hard, after everything else Adam and Ronan have been through.

    Not that anything in Adam's life goes the way it should.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    After crashing his car in a blizzard, Robby wakes up in the care of Dennis Whitaker, the closet thing to a doctor in Amish country.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Dennis hears the revving of a motorbike engine, disturbing his reverie and making him frown. It’s late — who in their right mind is out driving around on a motorbike? He waits for it to pass, so he can slip back into thinking about Robby and dinner and what they might do after dinner, when the engine cuts out. Dennis lifts his head, eyes opening, taking a second to adjust—

    “Need a ride?” Robby asks him, holding out a spare helmet to Dennis. "Jack told me you only just left.”

    He steps forward, taking the helmet from Robby. “So you’ve been spying on me?” 

    “The whole time I’ve been gone.” Robby nods, as Dennis swings himself onto the back of the bike. He winds his arms around Robby’s waist, tucks himself in against his back, and contents himself with the familiar warmth of his body as Robby starts the bike up again.

    ~*~

    In October, Robby comes home. Dennis tries to decide what that means for them both.

    A sequel to In a room full of people, I look for you

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    09 Feb 2026

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    “I don’t know what I want to do.” Dennis admits. He looks over at Robby, staring at the side of his face. They’ve been closer than this before, but being in the car together feels strangely intimate. “What would you do?”

    “If it was me… I’d at least go for that dinner. But I’m not you. You need to do what’s best for you, Dennis.” 

    There it is again, his name from Robby’s mouth. It makes his attention linger, still staring at Robby’s face. Dennis is once again overwhelmed with the urge to just bury his face in Robby’s neck and pretend the world doesn’t exist, but that’s not the grown up thing to do. He squeezes his eyes shut for a second, rubs his temples with his fingertips as Robby continues, “Carry your patients with you as much or as little as you like. Find your balance. But remember that you’re human.”

    Dennis opens his eyes to the countryside fading away and the city bleeding in. He knows Robby is right. That’s what he needs: balance. 

    In his last year of med school, Dennis learns to let go of the guilt that plagues him.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Five times Jack catches Robby and Dennis having sex, and one time he joins them.

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    Jack’s frozen like a buck in front of an oncoming pair of LEDs. It’s like he’s in a trance, hypnotized by the way the yellow overhead light is shining along the dips and hollows of Robby’s biceps. Jack watches his Adam’s apple bob as he swallows. Traces the line of his throat to the gold chain and star of David tangling in the wet mat of chest hair. 

    He knew Robby was a thicker guy. He’s built like a fucking barrel and he’s been tossing patients around on stretchers for longer than Jack has. He just never pictured…this.

    This is what Michael Robinavitch looks like in the privacy of his own bedroom. It’s—intense and weird and the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to Jack, which is saying something because he’s lived through a fucking lot. 

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “It’s not like it was illegal or anything!” Dennis says with a huff. “When I was twenty I had, like, a little sort of fling with one of my professors. He was in his sixties, although you couldn’t tell just by looking at him.”

    “Your professor?”

    “Cool it with the judgmental tone,” Dennis warns, narrowing his gaze at Robby. “Or did you forget that you’re my boss?”

    -0-

    In which Robby learns that Dennis has a series of middle-aged exes. He handles it as sanely as you would expect.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Draco starts following Potterwatch secretly during the War. He wishes Potter would come save him too. But that sort of thing only happens in fairy tales, and Malfoys don't get fairy tale endings, do they?

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    15 Jan 2026

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    The first couple of dollars that the machine ate up without remorse were an annoyance, something that made Dennis sigh and unzip his wallet without thinking about it to try again. By the time that the vending machine had eaten seven whole dollars, in coins, and Dennis didn’t have anything to show for it, he was close to thumping his forehead against the cool glass and hoping he could derive some sort of enjoyment or nourishment from simply just looking at the colourful packages as they remained firmly in their coils.

    He didn’t often carry coins. Those were his last few dollars and he was woefully aware that somebody had offhandedly mentioned that the staffroom vending machine destroyed notes, so he wasn’t going to be getting a soda, a bag of chips or anything else that might settle his belly from the incessant grumbling it was doing.

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    5 times + 1 that Robby buys something for Dennis and makes him feel like he's about to keel over, right there and then.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.

    And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.

    Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    “Okay,” he says, low enough that the general din of the room will drown it out for everyone but Robby. “I get it now.”

    Robby pulls his eyes away from the board to frown at him. “Get what?”

    “Your little crush on the med student.”

     

    Or: Jack just wants Robby to have nice things. The cute new med student can be a nice thing, right?

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Draco shifts his head as he turns to look at Scorpius, his cheek touching the pillow. "Did you know that…" He pauses, his throat convulsing, and it sounds audible in the silence, besides Michael's steady, even breathing from the other bedroom.

    Scorpius is staring back at him, in wait of something new to learn, a beautiful and intelligent child. He has Draco's mind. He has Draco's eyes and nose and mouth and hair. He is his. All his. All he has of Michael are his wild curls and the green of his eyes, and sometimes he looks into them and imagines that they aren't Michael's, but someone else's.

    Draco leans his head closer, biting the quiver out of his lips before he breathes a laden and shuddering exhale, and he whispers, "You are my star in a big black sky."

     

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    Extras fic:
    Full of Millions of Stars

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    27 Dec 2025

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    Shane wasn't looking back at him. He assumed that Ilya would be paying attention to the game, not its spectators. Sofia was sat upright in his lap. He was moving her back and forth to follow the puck. Ilya could see his mouth moving, even at this distance- no doubt he was explaining the rules to her infant ears. Hockey would be her first language.

    Sofia was more interested in the person holding her than the game. She tipped her little head back, back, back until she was looking up at her dad. The two of them smiled, and then Shane leaned down ever so slightly.

    He was brushing their noses together in the softest little nuzzle Ilya had ever seen. When he was done, Shane pressed a kiss onto her forehead.

    At twenty-three, Shane Hollander was convinced that life after hockey would be empty. He couldn't imagine a world where he'd be completely happy without the focus and drive that came with playing a professional sport.

    By thirty-seven, Shane was convinced that life after hockey was better. Who needed skates and sticks when your daughter was looking up at you with such a perfect, tiny smile, and your husband was winning games for all three of you?

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    16 Dec 2025

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    30 Nov 2025

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    “Robby’s therapy notes often recommended grounding and fighting tunnel vision by taking in the details of five things he could see…now seemed as good a time as any to try.”

    aka; Dennis and Robby try their hand at a normal life.

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    [Continues the series linked here, but can also be read as a standalone.]

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    29 Nov 2025

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    everyone wants a father figure, and the more time dennis spends in the pitt, the further he feels from god. he hasn’t called his family in weeks. it only makes sense that he starts worshipping dr michael robinavitch instead.

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    robby, dennis & jack work their shit out on each other

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    16 Nov 2025

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    Dennis tries to say, “Thanks, Doctor,” at the same time as he thinks, You sound like my father, so what comes out is, “Thanks, Dad.”

    (alternatively: dennis copes with a grievous misstep by downloading grindr. unfortunately for him, he doesn't know that robby's on the other end.)

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    16 Nov 2025

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    “Well.” Michael puts his glass down on his coaster. Taps the hobnailed glass with his fingertips, once, twice. Then, as casually as he’s said anything else that evening, “I had a really shitty day at work and I was hoping to work that frustration out by fucking some stranger.”

    “I’m a stranger.” Dennis hears himself say.

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    Dennis goes to a gay bar for the first time. He meets a handsome stranger called Michael. Smut ensues. Definitely no consequences will follow.

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    16 Nov 2025

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