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“Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”
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or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
26 Nov 2021
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Another Dean vessel, but my God is this soft and my God do we see all the broken parts of Dean's youth...
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These are the things you hide, when you’re John Winchester’s oldest son:
A feather Sammy found and gave you.
A piece of satin you cut from a nightgown you swiped from the thrift store. You like to keep it in your pocket and rub it between your fingers.
A romance novel left behind in a motel. You tape the cover of a Stephen King novel on the front.
A picture of Robert Plant hidden under the fabric on the bottom of your toiletry bag.
A cassette of Queen, a cassette of The Beatles.
You like to draw. Knights and dragons and cowboys. A mockingbird. A lily. A boy in your class.
You rip that one up and burn it.We follow Dean through important times in his life as he slowly learns to accept who he is and figures out what a happy ending means for him.
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
17 Nov 2021
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This is a story about the honorable Prince Dean Winchester of Lawrence. Elder brother of Prince Sam Winchester. Son of King John Winchester and Queen Mary Winchester — may she rest in eternal peace. No, scratch that. This is a story about Dean. Just plain Dean. Big brother of Sammy, best friend of Cas, trying to live up to his father's expectations. The concept of ruling doesn't suit him, not when a blade feels that much more right resting in his palm.
This is a story of two brothers, but it's so much more than that. It's about friendship and trust, love and loss, excessive flirting and subsequent flustering. It's about blood and loyalty, witchcraft and swordfighting, sarcasm and sacrifice. It's all of these things, in the midst of a race against time to prevent all hell from breaking loose and the freeing of the queen of demons, Abbadon before it's too late.
This is the story of a legend, of the Righteous Man and the Seraph.
(This is gonna a pretty lengthy fic, I'm updating as I write it, usually about a chapter behind. I'll do my best to update weekly or as often as possible, enjoy <3)
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15 Nov 2021
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12 Nov 2021
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Dean doesn’t know what to do. Dean wants to say stay with me, stay with me and never leave. Dean wants to apologize. Dean wants to set his mouth at the hollow of Cas’s throat as gently as he’s ever done anything, feel the beat of Cas’s heart beneath his lips. Dean is so lonely, and he’s missed him so much.
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A year and a half after Cas is saved from the Empty, Dean is living out his days alone on a piece of farmland in rural Kansas. One day, Cas shows up on his porch.
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
09 Nov 2021
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A high-stakes game of ‘gay chicken’ and the easiest $300 Cas thinks he’ll ever make.
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“I bet that you couldn’t go around letting people think we were a couple without correcting them,” Cas says, grinning. "I bet you a hundred dollars that you couldn’t last two weeks."
“You know what, screw it, I could do with a laugh,” Dean says. "So what, we pretend to be a couple for two weeks or until one of us cracks?"
“Until you crack.”
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
09 Nov 2021
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Claire isn't stupid. Show a girl your scars, doesn't make her yours.
There was a stained glass in the church her parents took her to when she was small, depicting a pretty woman with wings. An angel, her mother had said. I want to marry her, Claire had replied. They prayed for her that day, the whole damn congregation.
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"Why'd you follow me?" Kaia asks.
"Why'd you jump in front of a spear for me?" Claire retorts, then immediately regrets it when Kaia curls in further around herself, like she's protecting her abdomen. It's a scar Claire hasn't seen.
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
15 Oct 2021
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i want to do with you (what spring does with cherry trees) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
29 Apr 2021
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Dean keeps going back.
When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.
He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.
He likes to talk.
There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.
Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
14 Oct 2021
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“I need you to marry Castiel.”
They weren’t the words Dean expected to hear from his business partner’s mouth before their bakery-slash-chocolate shop opened for the day. He’d been quite happy being single—and who the fuck was Castiel, anyway?
It turned out that Castiel was a Russian erotic novelist in need of a ticket to America, and Dean… well, Dean was a last resort.
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- Part 1 of The Russian 'Verse
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- English
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
10 Oct 2021
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This is where Dean spread his ashes after Lucifer killed him. This is where Castiel first came back, this place with the windmill and the flowers and the sun. This place that, Dean told him once, drunk enough that his eyes got soft and his cheeks got dark and his mouth trembled, he picked out especially for Cas.
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Castiel comes back, and he goes home.
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
03 Oct 2021
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Started in chapter and it's so soft...
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After a (very) difficult morning, Dean just wanted to go to his favorite Cafe, order a strong black coffee before he imploded, and sit in his favorite spot.
His plans are ruined when he discovers a handsome—er—annoying man sitting in his seat, acting like he owned the place! What starts as a misunderstanding becomes a war, both Dean and the stranger fighting for their acclaimed spot. Will they come to a compromise? Will Dean ever get over himself and realize that he’s falling for the enemy?
Most importantly, will the cafe owner EVER catch a break?
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20 Sep 2021
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Dean takes a really, really long drive to kick fear in the ass. It might just be the best thing he ever decides to do.
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The seat squeaks, and Dean follows the sound, his gaze trailing down. There—where Jack sat moments ago—is a much tinier version of him. He looks mostly the same, just...smaller and more dimply and cuter, if that's possible. His clothes have shrunk to fit him, so he's casually sitting in a t-shirt, jeans, and scuffed tennis shoes. He swings his feet from side-to-side over the edge of Baby's seat the same way Sam used to in the back, and he stares up at Dean with clear eyes.
"Oh," Dean blurts out, eyes bulging, "Cas is going to fucking kill me."
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
16 Sep 2021
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Alternatively handing with 4y/o Jack and Dean (and Cas) being idiots until Dean gets off the rebar and over himself
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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
10 Sep 2021
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The afterlife is full of freedom, possibilities, healing and love.
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With Sam nearly healed up from the bad after effects of the failed third trial, Dean takes off to Colorado to find Cas— now human and utterly hopeless of ever returning back to Heaven, and bring him back to the bunker where he belongs. Permanently.
Or, Sam never has to get possessed by Gadreel after failing to close the gates of Hell, therefore Dean makes a move on human Cas like he would have smh.
Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
09 Sep 2021
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Toward Despair by AmberXBoone, corrupt_touch (AmberXBoone)
Fandom Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Feb 2026
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Imagines/fills in the gaps of the 12 year relationship between Dean Winchester and Castiel that led to the "Despair" confession scene and envisions that the confession scene was really just the culmination of a physical relationship/"profound bond" that turned into something else (for both of them). Canon-compliant, just "in between" that canon.
Not written in order of events.
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
09 Sep 2021
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He feels Dean’s eyes on him when he thinks he won’t notice, and Castiel, feeling inexplicably tired, ignores it.
"There's no safer place for you than here," Dean assures him, as the impala climbs upwards, the road turning narrower and bendier. "It's a hunter's guesthouse, kind of. Really quiet area. No one will ask questions."
"I see," Castiel says, hands tightly folded in his lap.
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As Cas is ordered to leave the bunker, he doesn’t end up at the Gas n’ Sip. Instead, he becomes a worker at a hunter’s guesthouse, situated in the middle of nowhere - where time appears to stand still, and he is left with an aching human body, relentless human chores, and recurring nightmares that feel distinctly like memories. So, he copes with his new form of existence the obvious way: by learning to shoot guns, ride a motorcycle, and to entertain the incessant flirtations from the other resident James.
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With a storm surge on the horizon, Dean Winchester needs to get home, but he can’t ignore the feeling in his gut urging him to turn around. The awkward, hoodie-clad homeless man has already disappeared from his rearview mirror yet something draws Dean back. Maybe it’s the fact that the guy looks lost in more ways than one, or maybe it’s something behind those intense, ocean blue eyes, but either way, Dean can’t leave the guy stranded in the impending downpour.
Castiel Novak is running away from his problems. Far away. It’s a decision that made sense at the time, but with his resources running low, no place to stay, and the sky about to rain down on his head, he’s beginning to rethink his life choices. All seems lost until a green eyed local offers him a place to stay dry for the night.
This chance meeting between two strangers shifts the course of both their lives in a way that neither could’ve ever expected, and as they struggle to deal with the secrets of their past while navigating their relationship into the future, they come to find that maybe together they’re the perfect storm.- Language:
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
30 Aug 2021
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Emotional rollercoaster with happy ending
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16 months ago, Cas became human.
12 months ago, Cas left the bunker and a broken-hearted Dean behind.
Now they must work a case together, where married couples are dying mysterious deaths and the only way to earn the neighbors' trust is by pretending to be married. Slowly, Dean finds that he loves being in a relationship with Cas, fake or not, and Cas finds his loneliness retreating, despite the harsh reality looming right around the corner. As Dean and Cas navigate this fake, but all too real, relationship, can they find the monster that is on a mysteriously motivated killing spree before it’s too late?
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- 27/27
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Bookmarked by LexTheCosmicBiscuit
27 Aug 2021
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