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    Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief. 

    "You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party." 

    Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.

    “Would you like that?”

    “No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled. 

    But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider. 

    “Perhaps we could make it a competition then.” 

    Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.

    "You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?" 

    He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it. 

    So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.

    “Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
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    Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Ilya gets a loon tattoo and learns he is allergic to second skin.

    This turns out to be a larger problem (for Shane) than it should be.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    The next pop was almost deafening in the aftermath. The energy in the stadium shifted in an instant. The screaming turned terrified.

    Those were shots, Shane realized, a second too late.

    "Get off the ice!" someone yelled.

    All hell broke loose.

    Or:

    April 2017
    Marlow's hit doesn't knock Shane out. But then shots are fired in the arena and suddenly everything changes. After all, it's difficult to hang onto secrets with death looming over their heads.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    21 Aug 2026

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    They may not have any idea how to do it, but there’s no way in hell the Montreal Metros are going to risk losing their Captain to a more accepting team. Full of determination, grit, open hearts, and absolutely no savvy, this team is going to learn how to be allies, come hell or high water.


    Hayden: did anyone do the optional inclusivity training last season?
    J.J. Boizeau: no
    Lawrence Olsson: no
    Gilbert Comeau: no
    Petro Andropov: no
    Matty Wilson: no
    Cam Stedlund: no
    Albert Schneider: no
    Aleks Miitka: no
    Georges Gagnon: no
    Patrice Drapeau: no
    Hayden: excellent, we’re nailing this so far

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Following an afternoon of sex and tuna melts, Shane goes searching for the explicit rules of what being 'friends with benefits' entails. In his humble opinion, they're nailing it.

    Once friendship is on the table, Shane reconsiders the usefulness and immutability of the public rivalry narrative. Surely the NHL can make just as much money from a bromance as it can from a rivalry?

    A missed call from J.J., a dinner at All-Stars, and an ill-considered mad dash to the airport send Shane's season in a very different direction to the disciplined three-peat he'd been planning back in October.


    "This rivalry thing: it was everyone else who said we hated each other off the ice. There’s no rule that says we have to keep doing that forever.” Shane stared outside, past the blinding billboards and down at the streets below. “It was nice. Hanging out, last time.”

    He knew what it looked like when Rozanov shut down, when he closed himself off and pushed the world away. He’d finish the conversation abruptly, curt, clipped, and retreat. So Shane knew he’d won when Rozanov finally answered with: “Are we six years old, Hollander? Asking if I want to play in sandbox with you?"

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Ilya, against his better judgement, is in yet another boring midsize SUV and on the way to none other than Shane’s parents cabin.

    Ilya knows almost nothing about these people. He knows Yuna abstractly. She is an excellent manager, cut throat, a force to be reckoned with, and the woman who singlehandedly secured the majority of Shane’s impressive sponsorship portfolio.

    What he does not know, and what feels most important, is how the Hollander’s are going to take to the “gay son fucking his rival thing”. To be entirely fair, it’s a lot to absorb in an afternoon. But Ilya is not concerned with protecting the delicate constitutions of the elder Hollanders. Ilya is worried about protecting Shane. Supporting Shane. Showing Shane he chose correctly when he chose Ilya, despite everything that might point to otherwise.

    And so, Ilya is resolute in his decision. No matter what happens, no matter what they say, he will focus on one thing: protect Shane.

     

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    Shane and Ilya are finally on the same page about being in love. Shane's family is not.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    The first time it happens, it's an accident. And really, even if he hadn't caught it, it wouldn't be his fault if someone decided to post it on the internet.
    But the more he thinks about it, a plan forms. If he can prove that Rozanov will leave when things get hard, or once Shane is no longer his dangerous and forbidden secret...
    It'll be like ripping of a bandaid for Shane, something he doesn't want to do, but needs to be done. So Hayden will do it for him, temporary pain, but necessary.
    Shane will thank him later.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Shane gets approximately ten minutes of feeling blissful and content after Ilya Rozanov leaves his apartment-

    -and then he has to bolt to the bathroom to get ill with a violence he hasn’t experienced since he was still conditioning for the season as a rookie.

    In the aftermath, he runs a cold washcloth over his face while swishing his mouth out and tries to convince himself that it had to have just been something he ate.

    He wonders if he should text Rozanov and give him a warning, but having to send a, “Thanks for taking my virginity, by the way I just puked my guts up and you might have caught whatever this is from me” doesn’t really seem like it’s a very sexy follow-up text to get from someone. As a “congrats on getting fucked” present to himself in honor of the occasion, he decides he’ll chalk it up to the sudden release of nerves and only send the text if it lasts past the night.

    (shane is EXTREMELY sensitive to nicotine) (the problem with this? he isn't actually aware of it and thus doesn't understand why fucking ilya rozanov sometimes makes him sick afterwards)

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    17 Aug 2026

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    What if Shane had sent the “We didn’t even kiss” text message instead of deleting it?

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    2014 MLH Awards Vegas Fix-It

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    17 Aug 2026

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    When Yuna accidentally interrupts Shane and Ilya sharing an intimate moment, Ilya is completely willing to play the bad guy to control the situation. Even though he wants for the approval of Shane's parents, he will sacrifice it to establish clearly-needed boundaries. As if Shane would let him take this on alone.

    Meanwhile, Yuna does not entirely realize what she had stepped into, and she is left upset and defensive. David is horrified that his wife has apparently not been heeding his many (many) warnings to text ahead of time.

    One day Ilya may be the favorite son, and Shane can watch fondly as he solves puzzles and eats ice cream at his parents' house. It just takes some time and work and adjustment to get there.

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    16 Aug 2026

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    “You should train together in the off-season.”

    Ilya lifted his head off Svetlana’s lap. “What?”

    “If your Canadian really wants to marry you someday, you might as well get used to spending your summers together,” she said, smooth and practical as ever. “You need to fix your public relationship from rivals to friends, and being publicly seen together will help. You need a new trainer anyway, now that you aren’t going to Russia.”
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    Or: Svetlana knows who Jane is. And it changes everything because she is smarter than both of these idiots.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    Choir practice was a wash, even Joel couldn’t get them back on track. It was just all the members who knew hockey telling all the members who didn’t hockey how earth-shattering an event this was.

    “What do you think is going to happen?” Stevie said after the umpteenth watch of the short clip followed by the umpteenth declaration that they were just both so hot. Even this Hayden Pike character was pretty cute. Hockey players, who knew?

    “Yuna Hollander, that’s Shane Hollander’s momager, has got to get them in a duel Calvin Klein ad, like stat” announces Jackson.

    “No you horny idiot,” Stevie laughs, “what’s going to happen with them in the league? Like the MHL has never had players dating each other? Even with Scott Hunter coming out like last year and that Troy Barrett guy, this is new.”

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    Stevie Li and the Ottawa Gay Mens Choir defend Ottawa's Shane Hollander the best way they know how.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    When Shane Hollander is unexpectedly traded to the Boston Bears, Ilya Rozanov is furious. Shane's been nothing but a pain in his ass for all seven years of his career. Hollander is the only player Ilya can't beat or rattle, and he's thrilled for the chance to finally best his rival. He'll figure out how to play on the same team, but first, he has a score to settle.

    But Shane's not exactly who Ilya thought he'd be. And he's hiding the real reason he left the Metros. And, fuck, his freckles are distracting as hell.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Shane knows his parents love him. He does. And he is thrilled that they love Ilya. Ilya deserves it. After everything he's been through, Ilya deserves all the love in the world. So when Yuna and Ilya both start referring to Ilya as the favorite son, Shane is happy. He smiles. But overtime, the joke wears on him. After all, Ilya is in Ottawa and spends more time with his parents. And the time he spends with his mom is all about brand deals, like she's transitioned fully from mom to manager. And then there's the Voyaguers. His plan to come out hadn't gone well and the team is a mess. His teammates and coaching staff are sure they would be better without him. Suddenly everything is too much after Montreal gets blown out by the New York Admirals. Shane wakes up the next morning hungover in Scott Hunter's guest room, and for once, he doesn't have a plan of where to go next.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the most sought-after goalie on the market in the 2015 offseason. The Bears are thrilled when they get the steal of the decade by signing him out from under Montreal. It’s even cooler that their captain is so close with Hollander. The two are like, best friends or platonic soulmates or something.

    Alternatively: 5 times the Boston Bears should’ve guessed that Hollander and Rozanov were totally gay for each other + 1 time when everyone knew (Except Carmy).

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Stephanie wraps her arm tightly around his shoulder and he leans in unconsciously. After several minutes of silence: “I don’t know if I’m right or wrong.”

    “No, you’re right, Tim. Bruce is intolerable. Dick shouldn’t have taken Robin from you and Damian is a little shit. Cass may have abandoned you and I definitely did. But the thing is, that’s the way we’ve always been. We all run from our problems, except for Jason who shoots at them, and everyone ‘copes’ only to make 'em bigger.”

    “So then what?” Tim mutters.

    Stephanie pauses to look at him. “Exactly, buddy. So now what?”

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Somewhere in the multiverse, there's a universe where letting his children dress up in capes and follow him into vigilantism seems like a good idea.

    Bruce is determined that it isn't going to be this one . . . Despite his children's repeated attempts to convince him otherwise.

    (Or: "When you're eighteen, you can do what you want. Until then, no capes.")

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    29 Jul 2026

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “We, uh, Brian and I, that is. We decided to open up the relationship.”

    “Okay?” Ilya says, voice flat. “What is that?”

    Hollander shrugs. His posture has gone stiff again. “It. It means we’re still together, but we can also like...see other people. Or not see, because we’re not dating anyone else but, uh. Fuck. Fuck other people.”

    Oh.

    “And this is why you texted me?” Ilya asks.

    In a way, it’s almost better. Hollander and his boyfriend breaking up and Ilya reaping the rewards would be enjoyable. Ilya having to work for that reward himself, getting the chance to fuck Hollander so good he forgets all about that loser who attached himself to him like a parasite before he was old enough to know better?

    Well. Ilya loves a challenge.

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    29 Jul 2026

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