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I cannot be him, but I can be me (is that enough?) by ira_writes
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
09 Jul 2025
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And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”
Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”
“Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”
“No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”
“You’re not in love?”
He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”
For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…
Unfamiliar.
Unknowable.
Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.
“You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.
Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.
(Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)
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- 15/15
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04 May 2025
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After an argument with Kaveh, Alhaitham wakes up and finds himself in a universe similar to his own, except for one detail: his and Kaveh’s places in life here have been swapped. He is now the Master Architect, while Kaveh became the Grand Scribe. He has a week to realize what went wrong and to go back to his universe.
“Oh for the love of Archons,” Kaveh hissed in response. “Shoo! Don’t bring your self-centered attitude into my line of work. Individualism may serve you right in the noble field of architecture, but my work is to help people. Don’t you know kids? She’ll find a way to bypass the Akademiya official procedures; I’m just making sure that if she goes, she gets the same protection and comfort as other students! Why are you so worked up about it? Stop teaching me how to do my damn job!”
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- English
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- 2/?
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11 Apr 2025
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“So what you’re saying is you’re going to kiss me and fuck me until all I want to do is stay alive,” Aventurine says after a grueling minute of confusion. “Right. That’s…wow.”
Ratio winces. “Must you be so crude? If you need me to engage in physical activity with you, then yes. But that’s not the main point here. If my presence will heal you, then we must capitalize on this precious opportunity your vacation has given you and make immediate changes to accommodate your needs.”
“...So you are saying you’re going to fuck me senseless—”
“No, you imbecile!” Ratio scowls, eyes narrowing into a glare. “I’m asking you to move in with me!”
“What,” Aventurine says so blandly, so blindly that he chokes on thin air. He stops to pause and breathe, focusing on not dying from lack of oxygen because- “What the fuck?”
Or in which Aventurine is suffering from the side effects of the Nihility and Ratio’s grand solution is to ask the gambler to move in with him. Aventurine has no idea how this thing called domesticity works, but hey, at least they’re working together again.
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- Part 3 of Dreams Come True
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- English
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- 66,104
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- 10/?
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06 Apr 2025
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i just can't take my eyes off of you by Skylarcchi for starsneverlanding
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 Jan 2025
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“Just thought you could use them. It’s cold, doc. Can’t have you freezing out here.”
He took one of Ratio’s hands again, sliding the glove on with surprising care. The fit was perfect, the fabric snug but comfortable. Ratio stared at their joined hands, his chest tightening with an unfamiliar warmth.
For a moment, neither of them spoke. Aventurine’s fingers lingered slightly, his touch light but deliberate. When Ratio finally looked up, their eyes met. Aventurine’s gaze held steady, warm and unguarded in a way that made Ratio’s throat tighten. “Thank you,” he managed, his voice quieter than usual.
“Take care of yourself, Ratio,” Aventurine said softly, his voice barely above a whisper.or in which Aventurine and Ratio go to Belebog as IPC representatives, share a room and find out about their feelings for each other.
There was only one bed + cuddling for warmth.- Language:
- English
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- 2/3
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- 1
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15 Jan 2025
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Alhaitham pushes past the other and goes to unlock the front door. Kaveh rushes after him.
It's been weeks since his return from the desert, and Alhaitham and his relationship has never been more on a tightrope than it was now.
"Alhaitham, please. Please just—”
Kaveh doesn't know what he's pleading for. He really doesn't.
or: 5 times Kaveh gets locked out of the house because Alhaitham keeps accidentally taking his key, and one time he realizes it might have not been an accident.
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08 Jan 2025
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down by the banks, a sunflower blooms by kavehaithams (seolarspear)
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
12 May 2024
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“Kaveh,” he confirms. “He is renowned in his line of work for his skill and passion.”
Lord Kusanali nods as if he had proved one of her silent queries. “I was hoping he would lend me a hand with this project,”
“I’m sure he would be honored,” he says earnestly.
She smiles, cheeks dimpling. “Do you really think so?”
Alhaitham smiles back, small, easy. “I know him quite well."
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Or, the one where Alhaitham is terribly, terribly in love with Kaveh.
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- English
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05 Sep 2024
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Arguing is Alhaitham’s and Kaveh’s favourite pastime. However, their light-hearted bickering takes a serious twist after a long day and one too many drinks. They cross lines Kaveh always thought to be walls and he ends up storming out of the tavern, furious and homeless.
As if this wasn’t enough, where Kaveh’s team planned to build, a Leyline has formed. Kaveh knew from the start the Leyline would be trouble, but he didn’t expect it to be the kind of trouble to send him back in time.
Here in the past, Kaveh is a student at the Akademiya again. A time where he isn’t in debt nor suffocated by workload. A time where Alhaitham still looks at him like he would trade in the world for his safety. Kaveh swears to himself to seize this second chance, but Alhaitham catches on quickly that there is something odd about his Senior…
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Kaveh accidentally travels back in time and tries to fix Alhaitham's and his broken relationship.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 106,168
- Chapters:
- 30/?
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- 3
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20 Jul 2024
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“Did I do something wrong?” Mike questions, mouth twisted in a frown, eyes less wide than they were a few moments ago, sleepiness gone. His arms stay at his sides, although his fingers fiddle with his sleeves. “What did I do wrong?”
Will frowns back. “You didn’t do anything wrong.”
Mike doesn’t look like he believes him. Will doesn’t blame him. “Then why do you keep leaving?”
The world ends, and then some. Mike and Will find each other again, amidst the debris and distance.
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- Part 1 of fix-its
- Language:
- English
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- 21,203
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- 1/1
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29 Apr 2023
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“You haven’t been kind to them sometimes,” Mike inhales sharply, eyes glued to his feet, but doesn’t argue. Hopper’s tone is shockingly calm, but his words still sting with their truth. At the end of the day, all his problems with Will and El had one thing in common. Mike.
“I know I hurt them both. But Will is…” he trails off. How could any words in the English language possibly explain his relationship with Will? Over a decade of history, the best and worst moments of his life. Someone he’d lost countless times but who he’d always managed to find again. Someone who knew the parts of him no one else has ever seen. The love of his life.
“He’s my best friend,” Mike says carefully, trying to articulate the storm in his brain and the butterflies in his heart. “I think that’s what it all comes down to. He was my best friend before anything else, and that’s what will always come first. We know each other better than anyone. Better than ourselves, especially the last few years,”
Or: 5 Times Mike Gets The Shovel Talk and 1 Time It's Will
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05 Feb 2023
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“Hey, hey, it’s Mike. Um, sorry, is — is Will there?”
There is no answer for a minute, drawn out so long that Mike almost thinks the call somehow disconnected despite the lack of a dial tone. He pulls the phone away from his face, looks at it as if that’ll give him any clarity on the matter, and lifts it back to his ear. “Hel—“
“Uh,” Jonathan finally says, somehow more awkward than Mike, “It is Will.”
Mike nearly drops the fucking phone.
Five times Mike and Will shared a phone call throughout the years, plus one time they didn't have to.
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24 Jan 2023
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i hate accidents (except when we went from friends to this). by burgundyshirts
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
11 Aug 2022
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The first time it happens, Will classifies it as a little accident.
When he wakes, the morning sun is burning through the window onto their faces, and Mike’s cursing as he stands to close the curtains, stumbling all the way.
“Scoot over,” he grumbles, voice dry, and for a second Will can’t do anything other than sigh like a lovesick idiot. It’s a second too late for Mike, because he grumbles more words Will doesn’t catch under his breath and then physically pushes Will towards the wall to lay beside him, arm over Will’s middle. A second of silence passes, then Mike sighs, only to whine: “Fuck, my head hurts.”
Will can’t help it: he breaks down laughing, much to Mike’s offense.
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Alternatively: five times Mike kissed Will, and one time Will kissed back.
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- English
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19 Jan 2023
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Curious love makes for cold lips by Cruentum_Rubi
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Dec 2021
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As he was about to open the door, Chuuya spoke, voice quiet and subdued, "Hey, Dazai?"
Dazai looked back over his shoulder, tipping his head to the side.
"Your lips are cold."
Dazai snorted, “Go to sleep, chibi.” He whispered.
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23 Dec 2021
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you're coming back (and it's the end of the world) by melebee
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Dec 2021
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“I think I’m falling in love with you,” he murmurs, to no one in particular but himself.
Chuuya smiles at him, lazy and borderline indulgent.
“I think I’m already in love with you,” Dazai corrects himself.
The world is so boring, and as he grows older he’s getting less hopeful that it can be anything else. They both kill and torture for a living, and they can never leave. They both live as cruel renditions of what a human is supposed to be, one born to be inhuman and the other born inhuman. This shouldn’t be happening.
Dazai finds himself grinning in return, and tugs Chuuya closer for a kiss.
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03 Dec 2021
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Shorter scenes and stories that take place in my "Soukoku stay together when Dazai leaves" AU, but that don't really fit within any of the main parts.
Chapter 1: Dazai talks to Fukuzawa (and Ranpo) about his relationship
Chapter 2: Smut. That's it. Just smut.Series
- Part 3 of Love Was All We Knew
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15 Nov 2021
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Dazai and Chuuya were in a relationship before Dazai left. They continued that relationship after he left (eventually). An exploration of how canon would change in response.
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03 Nov 2021