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    “I might be busy having sex with Troy,” Ilya said tightly.

    Ilya makes a joke about having sex with Troy. What he doesn't know is how deeply the joke hurt Shane. Two days and many unanswered calls later, they finally talk. And Ilya learns how much Shane has been silently carrying all these years.

    "Would you even choose me, Shane?"

    "I already chose you, Ilya."

    Or: Shane crashes out after years of stupid jokes about his diet, homophobic slurs thrown at him, racist environment, and one unfortunate joke about Troy Barrett.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief. 

    "You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party." 

    Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.

    “Would you like that?”

    “No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled. 

    But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider. 

    “Perhaps we could make it a competition then.” 

    Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.

    "You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?" 

    He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it. 

    So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.

    “Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
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    Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.

    They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.

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    or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't drink, but when he does, he runs.

    And boy is he fucking fast.

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    Credit to idea - @cottagehillsunset on tumblr - hope this did your post justice!

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    22 Aug 2026

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    All he could do was watch, eyes locked on Shane rather than the puck like they should be.

    He watched as blood smeared the boards red. He watched as Shane’s body crumbled and hit the ice, with a crunch that seemed louder than any fan in the entire stadium. He watched as Shane just stayed on the ground and did not get up.

    Post-tuna melt, Ilya injures Shane on the ice and has to grapple with the consequences.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Ilya hurts Shane.

    It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.

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    16 Aug 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    14 Aug 2026

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    Ilya tries to get Shane to be friends with Troy. It goes horribly.

    AKA Shane crashes out at Troy

    Chap 2: Shane and Rose talk about fame and rage

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Lately, playing hockey wasn't even as much fun as it used to be. Games were always the highlight, but even that, it didn’t feel as good since his team had been falling apart.

    And all that because he came out as gay.

    He didn’t really fault them for taking some time to accept it, so Shane let them talk. If that helped them digest the news, so be it.
    He let them distance themselves from him, let them gossip around to other teams, let them make him the butt of jokes he didn’t understand.

    Shane didn’t mind, all things considered.

    Everything was fine.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    Shane starts learning Russian in secret after their rookie season, and doesn’t tell anyone.

    It means he can understand Ilya’s Russian when they speak on the phone while Ilya is in Moscow for his father’s funeral.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Svetlana has used her key to Ilya's apartment pretty liberally in the past, but it's been a while since she's seen him. She'll just pop over to hang out, and maybe hook up with Ilya and whoever he brings home. Only Ilya isn't the person to walk through the door.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    russianstallion messages hollabackgirl on Grindr for some fun, but then they keep showing up at the same places, conveniently right when Boston and Montreal have a game against each other.

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    Shane and Ilya, unbeknownst to each other, are sexting on Grindr while still being rivals on the ice.

    *SMAU that was previously uploaded to twitter is now on ao3 for ease of reading*

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Luca was so happy listening to them get along that he’d almost forgotten he’d been nervous at all. He reached for the salt without looking. It wasn't there.
    "Hey, daddy, can you pass the salt?"
    Ilya's hand closed around the salt.
    So did Cliff's.
    Nobody moved. Cliff's arm was stretched all the way across the table. All the color had drained from his face.
    Luca’s face went hot. He stared at his plate and cautiously started to pull back his hand.
    Shane laughed, then covered his mouth.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    “Two losses in a row,” Bood shook his head. “That must be a new record for the great Shane Hollander.”

    Shane snorted. “Yeah. I have it in our Prenup actually that if we lose three games in a row I get to divorce Ilya and keep everything. So if we lose against Detroit, I’m filing for divorce.”

    The team surrounding Shane burst into laughter and continued on with their post game routine, removing gear and taking showers. While Ilya’s world silently fell apart.

    Or, Ilya hears Shane joking about divorce and takes it seriously. He does not handle it well.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    “Hi, is this Mr. Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Yes, who is this?” Ilya replied, unease twisting his stomach.

    “My name is Dr. Alicia Woolson, and I have you listed as the emergency contact for a Mr. Shane Hollander. He was brought into the emergency department at Montreal General Hospital after a car accident. He was unconscious upon arrival…”

    Ilya couldn’t hear the rest of the words she was saying. He couldn’t listen to the list of broken bones, the internal damages that needed surgery to fix. All he could hear were the last words he said to Shane.

    I don’t want to look at you.

    I don’t want to talk to you.

    Go home.

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    Or, what if Shane got into a car accident when he left after their fight on Boxing Day?

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Jane: We don’t send pictures

    Ilya: Pleaaaase Shane
    Ilya: My father just died
    Ilya: Need photos
    Ilya: Is grief!

    Jane: Jesus Christ

    Ilya: Yes he is dead too
    Ilya: Well…
    Ilya: Not anymore...

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    A look into Shane and Ilya's texts while Ilya was in Russia for his father's funeral

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Shane pulls open a drawer where he keeps a pen and a note pad, and quickly pulls it out to start writing. Ilya won’t tell him what is wrong, but he at least has a few ideas.

    1. Ilya misses Boston. He lived there for years, had established a life there with friends. More of a clubbing and party scene than Ottawa. He misses Svetlana.
    2. Ilya misses the Raiders. He moved to a bottom of the barrel team, before Ilya came along they lost more games than they won and it’s only recently that they’ve been winning anything, and even then the losses are still frequent.
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    Shane stops writing. His heart hammers in his ears as he stares down at the notepad, the sad little list looking back at him.

    3. Ilya is lonely. He misses sex. He misses women.

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    Shane notices that something is bothering Ilya. He seems miserable, and the less he talks to Shane about it, the more Shane begins to spiral, searching for a reason and ways to make it better. Turns out, he could not have been more wrong.

    Based on chapter 21 of The Long Game, instead of Ilya suggesting that Shane should sleep with other men, Shane suggests Ilya should sleep with women.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    ⋆❆🜲˚。₊⊹❅⋆

    We didn’t even kiss┆
    We didn’t even┆
    We didn’t┆

    Shane shut his phone off.

    What the hell was he thinking? He couldn’t send that.

    The elevator dinged, and he rode all the way to the bottom floor, walking out of the hotel doors.

    He swallowed deeply and pretended that the cool night breeze was causing his eyes to sting, not the unshed tears.

     

    OR, a miniscule alternative direction it could have gone post the Las Vegas hotel room.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    After years of pining, yearning, long-distance and so much love, Shane and Ilya are finally married. They have their whole lives ahead of them, but before the rest of their lives, they get to enjoy their first morning as a married couple.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Shane suddenly remembered that Lisa was a doctor at a children’s hospital. He had a sinking feeling that it couldn’t be a good sign that she was talking to him using what he suspected was her doctor voice.

    “It’s just a bad stomachache,” Shane told her.

    He opened his mouth again to tell her that he’d had worse, but closed it when he realized that actually, that definitely wasn't true. He hadn’t ever felt anything like this. In fact, he was starting to think that breaking his collarbone again would be preferable to his current situation.

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    Or, Shane's appendix is a bitch.

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    23 Jul 2026

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