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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    loosely connected one-shots where fyodor feels something he shouldn’t, dazai won’t return it, and neither of them are better for it.

    can be read independently or as an ongoing enemies w benefits hell

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    16 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dazai sat, legs crossed in the image of a prince poised to perfection, every inch of him an unspoken dare. “You came here because you wanted something,” he said softly, allowing a lock of hair to fall over an eye. “Both of you.”

    Chuuya swallowed. Fyodor breathed out, slow.

    “And I want,” Dazai continued, “to hear you say it.”

    That landed like a spark in a powder room. Fists shaking, Chuuya took one step forward. “I want—” His jaw locked. “—to kiss you.”

    Dazai’s pulse jumped pleasantly. He turned to Fyodor. “And you?”

    Fyodor’s eyes simmered with quiet hunger. “I want you on your knees,” he said calmly. “Eventually.”

    Chuuya made a sound like he might throw something. “Oh,” Dazai sighed in delight. “This is already so much fun.” He rose from the bed, stepping into their gravity until the three of them were a single tangle of breath and tension. He could feel the jealousy humming in Chuuya’s chest, the possessiveness coiled in Fyodor’s still hands.

    or: the court is right. he’s sleeping with both of them.

    Multiamory March 2026 - Day five - Royalty

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    16 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Dazai tilts his head, his gaze unnervingly intent. “And why do you care? Do you hate my music— or do you hate that I play it better than you?”

    “What I hate,” Fyodor hisses, “is that you have disguised your arrogance as brilliance. You waste a gift that was made to be worshipped.”

    Dazai’s expression shifts, his eyes gleaming with something that sends a shiver down Fyodor’s spine.

    “And if I followed your words— played to please you, earn your favor,” he murmurs, stepping close enough to feel the warmth of his breath, “would you worship me, Fyodor?”

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    Amadeus Fyozai AU, oh my! Fyodor and Dazai are rival composers in Vienna, and it gets way more intense than it has any right to.

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    05 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Fyodor is the captain of a famous informant group but due to a small mistake he's captured by the dangerous terrorist organization called the Decay of Angels. Crew dead, he's stuck as a prisoner with the violent captain, Nikolai Gogol. Turns out that Fyodor had some past grievances with the famed Nikolai and was here for a bloody revenge.

    Not realizing too late it was the opposite - Nikolai would do anything for Fyodor’s love - even willing to force Fyodor to love him back if he had too.

     

    [ Fyolai Pirate AU X Yandere Nikolai]

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    04 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    “I’m really sorry,” he said for the millionth time. Was there anything he could say to make this better? “I shouldn’t have come home with you,” he started, sweating under her sudden glare. “I’m… uh—I’m not over my ex.”

    “Yeah?” The girl sniffled. “Well, then, that just fixes everything.”

    Dazai opened his mouth to apologize again, but he knew it wouldn’t have done anything.

     

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    After trying (and failing) to get over Fyodor by hooking up with someone else, Dazai makes his way back to his dorm, where neither him nor Fyodor have dared to stay since their falling out. Since, the universe hates him, Fyodor seemed to have had the same idea as him.

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    02 Aug 2025