12 Bookmarks by Merinyxx

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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    loosely connected one-shots where fyodor feels something he shouldn’t, dazai won’t return it, and neither of them are better for it.

    can be read independently or as an ongoing enemies w benefits hell

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    16 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dazai sat, legs crossed in the image of a prince poised to perfection, every inch of him an unspoken dare. “You came here because you wanted something,” he said softly, allowing a lock of hair to fall over an eye. “Both of you.”

    Chuuya swallowed. Fyodor breathed out, slow.

    “And I want,” Dazai continued, “to hear you say it.”

    That landed like a spark in a powder room. Fists shaking, Chuuya took one step forward. “I want—” His jaw locked. “—to kiss you.”

    Dazai’s pulse jumped pleasantly. He turned to Fyodor. “And you?”

    Fyodor’s eyes simmered with quiet hunger. “I want you on your knees,” he said calmly. “Eventually.”

    Chuuya made a sound like he might throw something. “Oh,” Dazai sighed in delight. “This is already so much fun.” He rose from the bed, stepping into their gravity until the three of them were a single tangle of breath and tension. He could feel the jealousy humming in Chuuya’s chest, the possessiveness coiled in Fyodor’s still hands.

    or: the court is right. he’s sleeping with both of them.

    Multiamory March 2026 - Day five - Royalty

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    1/1
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    158
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    23
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    16 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Dazai tilts his head, his gaze unnervingly intent. “And why do you care? Do you hate my music— or do you hate that I play it better than you?”

    “What I hate,” Fyodor hisses, “is that you have disguised your arrogance as brilliance. You waste a gift that was made to be worshipped.”

    Dazai’s expression shifts, his eyes gleaming with something that sends a shiver down Fyodor’s spine.

    “And if I followed your words— played to please you, earn your favor,” he murmurs, stepping close enough to feel the warmth of his breath, “would you worship me, Fyodor?”

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    Amadeus Fyozai AU, oh my! Fyodor and Dazai are rival composers in Vienna, and it gets way more intense than it has any right to.

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    168
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    05 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Fyodor is the captain of a famous informant group but due to a small mistake he's captured by the dangerous terrorist organization called the Decay of Angels. Crew dead, he's stuck as a prisoner with the violent captain, Nikolai Gogol. Turns out that Fyodor had some past grievances with the famed Nikolai and was here for a bloody revenge.

    Not realizing too late it was the opposite - Nikolai would do anything for Fyodor’s love - even willing to force Fyodor to love him back if he had too.

     

    [ Fyolai Pirate AU X Yandere Nikolai]

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    04 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    “I’m really sorry,” he said for the millionth time. Was there anything he could say to make this better? “I shouldn’t have come home with you,” he started, sweating under her sudden glare. “I’m… uh—I’m not over my ex.”

    “Yeah?” The girl sniffled. “Well, then, that just fixes everything.”

    Dazai opened his mouth to apologize again, but he knew it wouldn’t have done anything.

     

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    After trying (and failing) to get over Fyodor by hooking up with someone else, Dazai makes his way back to his dorm, where neither him nor Fyodor have dared to stay since their falling out. Since, the universe hates him, Fyodor seemed to have had the same idea as him.

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    55
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    02 Aug 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    16 Jun 2025

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    “Drop your foolish façade, darling… I know you’ve been dying to kiss me.”

    When an act of vengeance causes Lycaon to fear for his old friend’s life, he insists on becoming Mockingbird’s temporary ‘attendant’. But perhaps it was too naïve to think that he could re-enter his former partner’s life and simply… control himself.

    After all… teasing his restraint has always been one of Hugo’s favourite pastimes.

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    Chapters:
    50/50
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    14 Jun 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    Nikolai often professes his love for Fyodor, and usually doesn't get much of a response.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    85
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    7
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    869

    16 Dec 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    ADDITIONAL TAGS WILL BE ADDED AS STORY PROGRESSES (will be continued, updates every two weeks) WILL ADD NEW TAGS IN NOTES.

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    Fyodor and Sigma are friends (duh) but I wanted to write about how Nikolai and Fyodor met, blah, blah, blah. Have fun, or not, woohoo. Currently working on another Fyolai fic lol.

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    CURRENTLY ON HIATUS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!! {24.10.06-_._._}

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    15,852
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    3
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    32
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    16 Dec 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 7

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    25 Nov 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 11

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    You have nice hands, Fyodor almost says out loud, but his only surviving brain cell reminds him at the very last second that Nikolai was just asking for his coffee order.

    The fyolai university-slash-coffee-shop meet-cute AU that nobody asked for.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
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    101
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    11
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    660

    24 Nov 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    And at this moment, it was enough to get her going. In no time she was already wet, already feeling the buildup Kolya was putting Fedya through on her own skin. She didn’t know who she wanted to be more out of two, yet months ago concluded that she wanted to be between them rather than one of them. Oh, if only.

    If only she had the freedom to say that she isn’t waiting for a perfect man but rather for any woman who would give her even the bare minimum - which, for the sole reason of her being a lesbian, sounded way better than a loving man – she would have said it in a heartbeat. But she can’t. Not when the whole world revolves around men. Not when every question needs to have that nature.

    or: lesbian/porn AU, where Sigma's wish to meet other lesbians (specifically her favorite ones) in the world full of homophobia comes true

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,936
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    89
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1,342

    17 Nov 2024

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