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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    "You know, Shane actually has a girl here, in Boston. Lily. He’s just as weird about her as Rozanov is about Jane,” Hayden muttered as he took a sip from his glass. Next to him Marleau snorted with laughter. Then he glanced at Hayden, realised he was being serious and raised an eyebrow.

    “I guess the captains have more in common than we realised,” he muttered. Hayden nodded absently as a single thought crept into his mind. One that he did not like at all.

    “It’s not too coincidental, is it?” Marleau asked cautiously. Hayden glanced at the other man. In that moment he knew they were both thinking the exact same thing. But it couldn’t be true, right? There was no way that Shane would ever let Rozanov anywhere near him in that way, right?

     

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    Hayden gets unexpectedly transferred to Boston half way through the 2015/16 season and accidentally gets roped into fixing his best friend’s love life.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “Right,” he responded, “Shane. It’s – my name is Shane.”

    “Shane,” Ilya’s mouth curled into a smile. “It is very nice to meet you,” his eyes tracked down to the label sewn on his front jacket, S. Hollander. “Shane Hollander, paramedic.”
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    or: Ilya is the Ottawa Centaur's star player. Shane Hollander is a paramedic. What starts as one hour together becomes years of chasing, longing and - despite their best efforts otherwise - falling in love.

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    22 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 89

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    a Hollanov SMAU

    Where Shane and Ilya are in a band together. They find out about the rumors about their supposed romantic relationship and fans posting lookalike pictures of them They decide it would be a fun idea to mess with fans by posting anonymous pics of themselves that fans think of as lookalikes.

    What happens when they find out about the hollanov NSFW accounts? Are they brave enough to replicate those too?

    Some things shift when they take things too far. They are both straight and are just close friends. Right?

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    22 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 80

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    Ilya's stretched out in a pool of sunshine, lounging across their rumpled bed like a sleek cat, tousled curls spilling across his forehead, clad in nothing more than soft sleep shorts and a jersey. 

    Shane's jersey, to be specific. 

    A lightning bolt of arousal sears across Shane's body as he stares at his name on Ilya's back. HOLLANDER, 24 stretches across the broad expanse of Ilya’s shoulders, the bold red lettering even brighter than usual in the sunshine. 

    He doesn't think he can breathe. He doesn't think he can move

    His name is on Ilya

    OR: Ilya wears Shane's jersey. Shane's perfectly, totally, normal about it. He's definitely not going to drop to his knees immediately about it.

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    21 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    “I guess I’m just feeling a little behind? And now everyone is so far ahead of me, I wish I could just have someone who…” he stops himself, before he says too much. He tries to laugh it off. “I don’t even know. I barely know what I’m saying.”

    “You wish you had someone who can show you?” Ilya catches on.

    Of course he does. That man can read him like a book.

    “Maybe,” Shane says, voice barely louder than a whisper. “It doesn't matter, though. It’s stupid. Let’s just sleep, okay?”

    He turns his back to Ilya and faces the wall. Ilya is quiet and Shane thinks the conversation has come to an end. That is, until Ilya speaks again. “I could do it.”

    Shane’s heart stops. What the hell does that mean?

    “Do what?” he laughs, nervously.

    “I could show you.”

     

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    or, shane and ilya are childhood friends and ilya offers to teach shane all about sex. they definitely, totally do NOT have feelings for each other. right?

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    This whole story is written and will be uploaded every 2-3 days.

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    21 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 11

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    Remember Missed Connections ads on Craigslist? This is like that but on Reddit... and just pure silliness

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    21 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 92

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    Shane Hollander has 45 minutes to spare in downtown Ottawa when he find a lesbian sports bar to spend his time

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is on the Ice when an overhead announcement causes him to spiral. The Centaur's Plane has crashed. Shane needs to hear from Ilya now. There is only one person in the world who can pull him back from the brink and Shane doesn't even know if he's alive.

    NO MAJOR CHARACTER DEATHS HERE

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    Shane snapped around “If what? What the fuck did you say?” His voice was wild now, no attempt to conceal his fear or his breaking heart.

    The bewildered other player just said “I just saw the news report, coach had it up on his phone, said someone died in the crash…” he said more but Shane's brain had stopped processing anymore information beyond the fact someone had died.

    In fact it wasn't just his brain that had stopped, his limbs went numb, he sucked in a sharp breath and his heart was trying to claw it’s way out of his chest. Ilya might actually be dead; this wasn’t just Shane being Shane this was real. Way to fucking real. He was vaguely aware of the feeling of the cold ice against the side of his head. Shane had dropped down onto the ice. He hadn't passed out, he hadn't tripped, he's body simply gave out from the shock.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “They need to return to a conference based system,” Svetlana said, slamming her hand against the table. “It was fucking fine the way it was, why are we handing out participation trophies to shitty divisions?”

    Ilya raised his eyebrows from where he hovered in the kitchen, cracking open another Red Bull.

    “This is fun,” he said, deadpanned. “You guys should start a podcast or something. I would not listen, you are both terribly boring.”

    * * *

    Or, after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Cliff Marleau can be a dumbass, it’s fair to say - anyone can, some people would claim it more likely for men, and some people would certainly claim that being in a profession that involves violence, speed, and sharp things, and a ridiculous amount of travel all on a regular basis would make it pretty likely for someone to be a dumbass. He does dumb shit sometimes, but it’s usually pretty basic.

    Actually, how this started was years ago, when he still felt just barely out of being a rookie himself and Coach asked him to keep a watch on their new Russian rookie Ilya Rozanov, now Boston’s captain and one of Cliff’s good friends.

    And Cliff is pretty damn curious about the girlfriend Ilya swears he doesn’t want to have.

    OR: Cliff's investment in getting Ilya to admit he's more invested than normal in Montreal Jane throws him and the Boston Raiders down the path of queer allyship.

    title from 'Bejeweled' by Taylor Swift.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Coach LeClair decides it would be good for the team to practice yoga and Shane Hollander just happens to be a yoga instructor. The team doesn't want to do yoga at first but grow to enjoy it and also start really liking Shane. Ilya is still struggling with how hot he finds Shane. This takes place in 2013(ish) but Shane and Ilyas first time at the hotel is real.

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    “My lungs are perfect. They are picture of health. So, you are going to show us how to bend over professionally today?” Ilya definitely meant to say those exact words, hoping to get a reaction out of Shane, which he got in the form of a blush.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    It's not the worst thing Cliff's ever done, by far, but he wouldn't exactly say he's proud of it either. It's surprisingly easy to get the number from Roz's phone, despite it being practically glued to his hand all the time. But 8 shots and 3 beers will do that to a man, Cliff supposes - even a Russian one.

    He's doing this for Roz, and for the team. Sure, the boys had probably been joking when they'd mentioned going "straight to source" to solve The Montreal Jane Problem, but the last 6 weeks had been frankly unbearable. He wasn't sure what exactly Roz had done, but it had to be fixable. They'd been texting for years, for christ's sake. Undoubtedly messy and unconventional, but clearly this Jane was way more important than Roz was willing to admit. Maybe even to himself.

    Maybe that was the problem.
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    (Or, Cliff starts texting "Jane" before the 2017 All Star Game, and things sort of go from there.)

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    07 Apr 2026

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    If Shane didn’t know better and believed in the existence of mermaids, he’d swear this man was the real deal. Each scale on his silicone tail is carefully painted, and looks to be hand sculpted. The webbing of each of the five fins on the suit is fine and delicate, floating through the water and creating an ethereal effect. The man has even used make up to blend the scales into his hips, making a seamless line between his silicone tail and his skin. He’s even gone so far as to attach what Shane has to assume are silicone gills to his ribs which also flutter in the manmade current of the tank as he laughs and twirls for the children, then swims up to the surface and breaks for air.

    Okay, maybe Shane has been standing here mesmerized. Whoops.

    OR, Shane is a marine biologist who works at the Ottawa Aquarium. Ilya is an aquarium mermaid, and Shane is absolutely mesmerized.

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    30 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 26

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    Weeks after an encounter with the vampire Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander is left feeling like something isn't quite right. Something he can't describe, something so deep inside of him it left a gaping hole from where it went missing.

    What other choice did he have but to go back to the man who left him with an itch he can't scratch?

    OR: Shane goes back to Ilya for a second bite.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Svetlana: Ilyusha, I have a proposition for you.

    Ilya: What?

    Svetlana: I have a friend - he is very sweet, very handsome. Realized he’s gay but is too nervous to date because he’s inexperienced in bed. Up for giving him some lessons? He’s not out. Would be DL.

    Ilya: No.

    Shane’s breath hitched. Why did he feel so disappointed? This was the best case scenario. Getting sex lessons from his hockey arch rival was the worst thing he could do. This was good. This was how it should be. And his name had never been said, so Rozanov was none the wiser–

    He yelped when he saw what Svetlana had responded with.

    Svetlana: It’s Shane Hollander.

    Ilya: Da. I will do it.

    Or; Ilya Rozanov gives Shane Hollander sex lessons. What could go wrong?

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    29 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 41

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    5 times Ilya annoyed Shane and 1 time it actually worked in his favor.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov knows exactly how to survive being watched.
    What he has never learned is how to survive being seen.

    After a stalled elevator leaves him trapped with an art student who doesn’t recognize him, Ilya makes the mistake of letting Shane Hollander look too closely.
    The second mistake is going back.

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    25 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 43

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    Shane and Ilya are competing content creators, both existing in the health and fitness corners of the internet. One day, a series of comments on one of Ilya's videos reveals that Shane left something at Ilya's apartment, and it was spotted in the background. This led to a lot of speculation from their various viewers. How do the boys want to handle it?

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Shane has decided he wants to learn Russian for the sake of future players he might have on his team. He downloads a language-learning app that pairs you with native speakers. He somehow ends up paired with Ilya Rozanov, a hockey player in Moscow who is about his same age. He is amazed at first, and over time, they begin to form a very particular relationship. Then Ilya moved to the United States for hockey and college. Will they try to keep everything to a screen? Or will they let themselves find something different?

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-stars circle like it's free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    DMs combust. Rival captains get bold.
    Connections start forming faster than anyone can keep up.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in multiple time zones.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex across time zones.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    Shane Hollander is having a great time.
    This fic is loud, messy, and sometimes a little ridiculous until it isn’t.

    Shane-centric.
    Multiple partners/poly dynamics.
    Character studies of many different men.
    Finding queer joy and community.
    Autism, mental illness, and different attachment styles.
    Or as I like to say..
    A slow emotional horror story inside a romcom porno.


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    Chapters:
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    820,311

    20 Mar 2026

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