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11 Oct 2026
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the heart is hard to translate (it has a language of its own) by pageandpetals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Mar 2026
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“Hey,” Hollander says softly, settling a hand on Ilya’s back.
Ilya turns away and fixes his gaze on a spot of chipped paint on the wall, trying to will the moisture trailing down his cheeks back into his tear ducts. “Sorry,” he whispers, shaking his head.
He can’t actually remember the last time he felt so utterly mortified. This is not at all what he’d envisioned happening when Hollander asked for his room number. He’d guessed that a conversation was on the horizon; Ilya had just imagined it happening after he reminded Hollander exactly what he’d been missing while he was off being Rose Landry’s boyfriend. But no, Hollander always wants to clear the air, always needs to fucking talk, even though Ilya never has the right words for him.
“Hey,” Hollander says again, somehow even more tenderly.
The bed shifts, and suddenly Hollander is crawling into Ilya’s lap and cradling Ilya’s face in his hands and kissing him.
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(or, filling in the blanks between Ilya crying in Shane's arms and the bed being absolutely wrecked in the last shot of that scene)
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- Part 3 of hr/gc hollanov fics
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- English
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06 Oct 2026
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the hollander-rozanov guide to caring for your newborn by 6hoursgirl
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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Hockey is one thing, but new fatherhood is a whole different game.
Or: A series of glimpses into the life of Shane and Ilya as fathers during their adopted newborn daughter's first few weeks.
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- Part 1 of the hollander-rozanov guide to parenting
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- English
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06 Oct 2026
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Convince Me Either Way by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”
“Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”
“What if it’s just the tip.”
Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”
Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”
Fuck it.
Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking
OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Episode Inspired
- Part 1 of Just The Tip™
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- English
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- 5,057
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- 1/1
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05 Oct 2026
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
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01 Oct 2026
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Summary
After I retold the television show Heated Rivalry from the point of view of Ilya Rozanov, my brain decided I needed to write the exact same thing, but from the point of view of Shane Hollander, so I not only did I need to match the show, but also my own prior work. WHEE!
So that's what this is: a novelization of the television show that is ALSO a companion piece to Bad Thing.
I did read both Heated Rivalry and The Long Game by Rachel Reid, but that was some time ago and my recollection of them is spotty at best. Because they are novels, I did NOT consult the books in order to reduce the chance that I would inadvertently plagiarize them. So where the television series leaves a gap in the narrative, I may fill it with something very different than what happens in the books. We will all end up at the cottage, but some of us are taking a slightly different path to get there.
This novelization means that potentially triggering things that happen in the series (like mental health issues) will happen in this work. NOTE, HOWEVER, no new issues will be added in this work. No one dies. No one is outed. No one is assaulted. This is just the story of the show as if it were from Shane's point of view.
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01 Oct 2026
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The best way to describe this work, I think, is as a novelization of the television series told from Ilya Rozanov's point of view. What happens in the series will happen, more or less, in this work.
Please note, I did read both Heated Rivalry and The Long Game by Rachel Reid, but that was some time ago and my recollection of them is spotty at best. Because they are novels and this is a written story, I did NOT consult the books in order to reduce the chance that I would inadvertently plagiarize them. That means that where the television series leaves a gap in the narrative, I may fill it with something very different than what happens in the books. We will all end up at the cottage, but some of us are taking a slightly different path to get there.
This novelization means that potentially triggering things that happen in the series (like mental health issues) will happen in this work. NOTE, HOWEVER, no new issues will be added in this work. No one dies. No one is outed. No one is assaulted. This is just the story of the show as if it were from Ilya's point of view.
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29 Sep 2026
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We Can Be Something, Hollander by MsParker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Sep 2026
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Ilya is an asshole to Shane in Sochi. He's an asshole again in Vegas.
Shane decides he doesn't hate himself enough to put up with this shit.
It takes everything he has, but he ends it with Ilya.
Ilya isn't having it.
OR: What does Ilya Rozanov look like on his (figurative) knees?
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- English
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- 4/4
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28 Sep 2026
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In the Visions from the Future universe.
Through the eyes of the Hollanov kids and grandkids featuring Shane and Ilya.
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- Part 2 of Visions from the Future
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- English
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- 8/8
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26 Sep 2026
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"I'm coming to the cottage."
What was the rest of the conversation? And a little scene added at the cottage. Mostly based on the show.
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Shane felt almost giddy. Disbelief pulsed through him at the confirmation that this was actually happening.“Holy shit,” he said quietly, and then shaking his head when he realized that wasn’t the answer to Ilya’s question. “Yes! Ottawa International Airport. Just wear something inconspicuous, and I’ll text you where I park.”
“Oke,” he heard Ilya’s hesitation and felt apprehension tighten its claws into his chest.
Was this the moment it all became too real for Ilya? Would he back out?
“What is inconspicuous?” Ilya finally asked, and Shane almost doubled over in relief.
“It means don’t stand out,” Shane explained without hesitation or reproach. “Just wear something that blends in.”
“Ah, yes,” Ilya murmured his understanding into the phone, his voice taking on a playful lift for his next words. “Do not worry, no one will notice me, Hollander.”
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22 Sep 2026
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A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.
Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.
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- Part 1 of Visions from the Future
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- English
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- 15/15
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21 Sep 2026
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#whorelore by prailock
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Jun 2026
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Well over a decade after retirement the public knows Ilya as the picture perfect devoted husband and father. When he's announced as a presenter and commentator for the Olympics as hosted by Toronto one online joke reminds the general public how fucking insane he used to be. Everyone under 35 struggles to square the Ilya Rozanov-Hollander they know today with Ilya Rozanov of the 2010s, fuckboy supreme.
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- Part 5 of Pure Meringue
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21 Sep 2026
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#morelore by prailock
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Aug 2026
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In the far flung year of 2046 Ilya Rozanov-Hollander is known as a beloved fuzzy media personality, husband, and father. This continues to baffle his long time fans. If they didn't learn the lesson from #whorelore that this man used to be an absolute menace, they'll just have to keep going.
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You're telling me there's HOW many pictures of him about to bone down at clubs? The guy who I'm Gonna Be (500 miles) could have unironically be written about? That guy? No fucking way.
Yes way.
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- Part 7 of Pure Meringue
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21 Sep 2026
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Two Weeks, Five Hours by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Jul 2026
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Shane grabbed a teaspoon from the drawer next to him and dipped it into the sauce, turning to face Ilya with his hand cupped underneath it to catch the drips. As he moved around the island, Ilya’s pulse picked up again and his brain smashed together a montage of nights like this from some imagined future. Shane cooking for him in their kitchen, offering his creation up for Ilya’s judgement. Maybe there would be a nice playlist on. Maybe the pasta would be actual pasta, not chickpea. Maybe they’d be cooking for more than just the two of them. Christ.
Balancing on the cusp of a something new, Ilya boards a flight to Shane's cottage for two weeks.
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- Part 1 of Anon is Mentally Still at the Cottage
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21 Sep 2026
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Shane bites his lip. “So what, uh, what are you wearing?”
A never-ending beat of silence. Then: “What?”
Shane facepalms. And then keeps his face hidden in his palm. The only reason he doesn’t press the phone against his chest so he could groan loudly is that he knows Rozanov would hear his heartbeat too clearly. He’s about to have a heart attack. Not that Shane is freaking out, but he is literally going to go outside to dig his grave with his own two hands.
“Never mind,” he rushes to say, muffled against his hand, and he hangs up.
Jesus fucking Christ.
or: Shane can't stop thinking about being bad at sexting and figures out that maybe, just maybe, he's better at phone sex. The only way to figure it out is to try.
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21 Sep 2026
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“You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.
“I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”
He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.
When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.
(the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)
(or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)
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21 Sep 2026
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And now you know (that there was a man) by MyDearGloria
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Aug 2026
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“I can’t tell you anything.”
”Oh, come on!” She whined and Shane couldn’t help but laugh. “When have you ever been able to talk to a friend about the hot guy you’re seeing?”
”We’re not see—“
”Or not seeing.” He could practically hear her eyes rolling. “Semantics. Answer the question.”
”Never. Obviously.”
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Ilya is finally at the cottage. He’s beautiful in the mornings. He scratches his tummy when he’s sleepy. Shane is so enamored and he needs someone to know. So what if that text message Shane received from Rose wasn’t the only one?Moments at the cottage you missed, the text messages Shane sends about a mystery guy to the only other person who knows he’s gay, and the one text he sends to the wrong person by accident.
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- 1/1
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21 Sep 2026
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Staaaay (Hollander...Hollander...) by LunaAtTheZoo
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.
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- 2/2
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21 Sep 2026
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i’ve got some regrets (i’ll bury them in florida) by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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The want tears through him like a hurricane, entirely unconcerned with all the destruction it might leave in its wake. Right now, tomorrow doesn’t matter. Right now they don’t have to consider the consequences of this reckless night they’re about to spend together; a night where all their unspoken rules are being tossed out the window in favour of simply letting their bodies be honest.
They can figure all this out later, but now…now Ilya needs Shane naked and writhing beneath him before he combusts.
(Or, what happens in the hotel room in Florida.)
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21 Sep 2026
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just grab my hand and don’t ever drop it, my love by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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He feels fizzy, fizzy, fizzy, like a soda can that’s been shaken and cracked open. There’s so much pressure building inside his chest that he can’t possibly keep it all inside. He laughs, just a quiet giggle at first, and then it becomes something louder. Something brighter. Something that bursts out of his chest and cracks through the echoing silence in the bathroom. He has to cover his mouth with his hand to stifle it.
Shane feels happy. Truly, deep down to his bones, happy.
He almost can’t believe it.
(Or, the first night at the cottage.)
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21 Sep 2026