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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been friends since they were five years old. From neighbors, to peewee hockey, to college, and beyond, they've been in one another's orbits for nearly their whole lives. What happens when that level of knowledge and intimacy goes from friendship to... something more?

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    28 Oct 2025

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    “Go away,” Ilya said, his voice muffled by something. Shane would bend space and time to give Ilya anything, but he would not grant him this.

    Instead, he pushed the door open, his heart breaking at the sight of Ilya in his massive bed, somehow looking tiny beneath the covers.

    “Ilya,” he said, the name escaping like an exhale. He had so much to say. So many things that needed fixing. So many apologies he owed him.

    “Shane, please-“

    “I’ll go.”

    “Yes. Thank you.”

    “No - not… not to Montreal. To the party. If you’ll still have me.“

    OR

    Shane attends Boodram’s Boxing Day Party. This is how it goes.

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    25 Oct 2025

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    22 Oct 2025

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    Nearly ten months after Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were outed against their will, they finally sit down for an exclusive interview with famed Sports Illustrated columnist Mack Shepard. Mack takes Shane and Ilya back through their relationship, and they finally get the chance to tell their story on their own terms and in their own words.

    Chapter 1: Ilya's POV (first half of interview)
    Chapter 2: Shane's POV (second half of interview)
    Chapter 3: social media's reaction
    Chapter 4: Centaur's group chat reactions (part 1)
    Chapter 5: Centaur's group chat reactions (part 2)
    Chapter 6-?: player reactions (coming soon!)

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    01 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    Ilya and Svetlana talk about Shane

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    15 Sep 2025

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    Shane Hollander is inexperienced when it comes to dating men. He's been out for a while and wants to build his confidence, so he meets up with Ilya, an escort, per a friend's recommendation. Ilya is an excellent teacher and all the things Shane could want in a man, but this is Ilya's job. Shane needs to decide what to do about the feelings he has for Ilya; stick things out and ultimately get his heart broken or break it off now before he gets in too deep.

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    15 Sep 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 30

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    Ilya Rozanov gets traded to London City, Shane Hollander's club. Which wouldn't have been interesting beyond the huge transfer sum and the new star joining the team, if Rozanov and Hollander hadn't had a well-known rivalry going on for the past ten years.

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    12 Aug 2025

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    Canada had given him his life as he knew it, but it had never felt one hundred percent comfortable, either. He missed Russia sometimes, but it didn’t have the thing that mattered most. Ilya had exactly one home, and it was this: his face pressed into a smooth chest, his head tucked under a strong jaw, with freckled arms wrapped around him and delicate fingers combing through his hair. Anywhere else was a temporary excursion.

    A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    What if Shane hadn't gotten hit by Cliff in Heated Rivalry? What if he'd gone over to Ilya's that night, when Ilya planned to break up with him?

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    25 May 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 80

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    Shane can't fix his backhand, and he isn't as tall as the other kids, and he doesn't know what to do about it, but he knows that if he doesn't figure things out soon, he's going to lose the only thing that's ever made him feel worthwhile.

    A series of scenes, both pre and post-canon, spanning thirty two years of Shane Hollander's life.

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    25 May 2025

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    There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.

    Wait, what?

    At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.

    Shane wishes he’d died, too.

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    25 May 2025

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    Shane would always be yearning for something with a man who didn't want him, wouldn't he? A little positive attention and he'd folded like origami. Pathetic.

    "Stay," Rozanov said. It sounded like pleading. That trick had worked on him, once.

    “Why?" Shane's tone was more biting than he intended. "What do you think is going to happen if I stay? Are you gonna make me a goddamned tuna melt?”

    Rozanov, to his credit, took the words like the blow they were. His eyes widened, then he covered his face with his palms and muttered something in Russian.

    Shane had never seen shame written across those features before.

    In April 2017, Shane Hollander suffers the most painful not-breakup he’ll ever experience. Months later, he's outed. Two years after that, a broken knee ends his career.

    When Rozanov unexpectedly crosses Shane's path four years later, Shane resolves to be courteous yet keep his distance. But Ilya is just as beautiful and charming as he ever was, and he’s determined to give what they'd once shared a second chance. A real chance.

    It's a bad idea. Shane knows it's a bad idea.

    The terrifying thing is that it doesn't feel like one.

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    20 May 2025

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    “He still didn’t know when Ilya fucking Rozanov wrangled his way into the Uncle title. No one ran the decision by him, that’s for sure.”

    In which Ilya is an uncle to the Pike children, whether Hayden likes it or not. (Spoiler: He doesn't mind as much as he thinks he does.)

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    20 May 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 46

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    Leo Moreau was everything people thought he was: arrogant, cocky, annoying, messy, a perfect encapsulation of an attention-seeking, stereotypical football forward. An attempt to fix his most recent internet scandal puts him in the path of the first husbands of hockey Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, as well as MotoGP rider Emilio Laveroni. Ducati’s golden boy and one of the best racers on the planet, Leo expects Emilio to be the enigmatic, silent wall the media portrays him to be - but is that all there is to him? When a tragic accident threatens to end Emilio’s career, Leo is forced to confront his own demons and reflect on what it means to be Leo Moreau - and maybe find some love along the way.

     

    A rom-com of sorts, featuring gratuitous motorsport references, Hollanov as romance godparents, and no one having a single brain cell. Updates every two weeks.

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    20 May 2025

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    The internet reacts to #Hollanov

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    19 May 2025

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    Who needs a nice guy in Montreal, anyway?

    (or; 5 people who were pleasantly surprised by ilya rozanov)

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    19 May 2025

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    The Centaurs come to understand Ilya and Shane's relationship better by witnessing one small, loving moment at a time.

     

    These won't necessarily be in chronological order.

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    18 May 2025

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    18 May 2025

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    There are a few ways to tell the story, but Ilya's favourite goes like this: he lays eyes on Shane when he’s seventeen years old, and he’s the rest of his life.

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    18 May 2025

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    18 May 2025

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