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"The truth." Hawkeye’s voice rose. "The truth is we're in Korea. And the future is whatever happens tomorrow, not hundreds of years from now. The future is whether that kid with the chest wound makes it through the night, not whether humanity decides to hold hands and sing kumbaya in space!"
When a transporter malfunction drops Julian Bashir into the Korean War, he trades dermal regenerators for scalpels and discovers three truths: frontline medicine is brutal, homemade gin is terrible and necessary, and watching someone else suffer through possibly requited love makes you determined not to do the same.
Welcomed into the 4077th MASH, Julian befriends nurses who deserve far more respect than they get, flirts with a doctor who’s far too wisecracking to actually be ok, and tries to save as many lives as he can until he’s rescued.
If he’s rescued.
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- Part 1 of Sometimes you hear the fall
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17 Nov 2025
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You leave me numb until the pain bites back by coldcoyote
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Next Generation
04 Nov 2025
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A Romulan warbird shadows the Enterprise on a routine mission and Data finds himself facing someone he thought he'd never see again.
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07 Nov 2025
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When a reactivated Lore finds out Data got married (to La Forge of all people!), the enraged android decides to enact a very particular revenge upon his pathetic, traitorous brother and his interfering, organic husband.
Set a couple of years after the events of Descent and will look into Lore's motivations.
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04 Nov 2025
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After Eddie moves to Texas to be with Christopher, Buck is left alone in an empty house that has him feeling off. With his tether now gone, some old habits start creeping back in.
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The Buck crash-out fic. Because if there's anyone who deserves a good breakdown right now, it's Evan Buckley.
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02 Apr 2025
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The kidnapper watches the small screen next to the TV with an increasingly incredulous expression as the larger man slowly starts to scootch the chair he is tied to, inch by inch, to get closer to their second captive, unconscious in his own chair.
His hand keeps moving from the bowl of popcorn to his mouth mechanically while he continues to watch the men, more interested in what is happening on the smaller screen than in the movie scene that is happening on the larger one.
When the brown haired man starts to move his head, while the blond one obviously tries to get his attention, the kidnapper decides this has gone on long enough and rises from the scraggly couch, tucking his gun inside his waistband as he exits his room on his way to the prisoners.
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Buck gets kidnapped, Eddie ... comes to the rescue?
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30 Mar 2025
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Lose Sight of the Shore by flowerdeluce for River_Song
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Next Generation
06 Oct 2019
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The Enterprise intercepts a distress call from a Starfleet outpost on a planet linked to a mysterious and ancient civilization.
Eager to investigate the planet's archaeological treasures, Captain Picard involves himself in the risky rescue mission.
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06 Mar 2025
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For the most part, humans never find their 'particular other', the person whose name is written on their wrist. How could they- the universe is far too big for that.
Will Riker gave up on that quest long ago. Why bother? There are so many other ways to find love and happiness- and he's never heard of anyone with so strange a name as 'Data', anyway.
Then, he is promoted: First Officer on the newly completed Enterprise-D. A whole new world of opportunity.
And a whole new crew to meet, too.
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01 Mar 2025
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Will Riker has all the feelings after "Measure of a Man." Seriously, ALL THE FEELINGS. Mostly for Data. The thing is, while Data wouldn't describe them as 'feelings,' his heuristic algorithms are certainly flashing indicators at him in regards to Commander Riker.
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01 Mar 2025
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When Data and Worf’s shuttle crashes into the cold wilderness, there’s nothing but snow and stark differences between them.
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01 Mar 2025
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Jealousy burned in Radar’s chest. He opened his mouth, ready to argue, and then realized: Maybe… maybe this was Hawk trying to let him down easy.
“If he asks you to choose… you can choose him, Hawk, it’s okay.”
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When Hawkeye suggests opening up their relationship to include BJ, Radar resigns himself to being left. But then the camp is forced to bug out to a cave for safety, and the following events make Radar come to terms with the fact that he means more to both of these doctors than he'd ever realized.
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20 Feb 2025
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Having revolved his life around Sloan for the past two years, Julian feels an empty void inside him, and tries to fill the gaps left behind. His friends might be trying to help him piece himself back together, but nothing is ever easy.
In the weeks after Sloan is gone, Julian struggles to find his footing, and so does everyone else.
[All abuse is past, but there are multiple flashbacks to the abuse from Julian’s perspective.]
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- Part 2 of Abscess ‘Verse
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05 Dec 2024
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At the height of the war against the Dominion, Julian is abducted by Dukat and subjected to a very personal kind of torture. Can Garak help put the pieces of him back together after he's rescued?
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20 Nov 2024
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CW: near drowning, suicidal ideation (passing mention)
BJ and Peg have an argument about Hawkeye which leads to BJ having to confront his fears about being replaced.
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16 Nov 2024
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All I Know Is I Wanna Be Here With You From Now On by RemyFire for onekisstotakewithme
Fandoms: MASH (TV)
15 Jun 2024
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When Peg slowly tips her head back down, there is something about the tentative lift of her brow that makes Hawk hold his breath. "Hawk, I'm going to ask something of you that's incredibly selfish."
Hawkeye leans closer as he drops his voice. "Name it."
Her cheeks are flushed again. Her lips part. Whatever is going through her mind seems to be difficult for her to put into words, and goddamn, Hawk knows he's plenty selfish enough already, but he still can't help but hope that they're on similar pages, that her desires have everything to do with...with them. Taking a chance. It's petrifying to imagine—if they're not compatible, what happens to Hawkeye and BJ? What happens to BJ and Peg? But it's even more uncomfortable to think of a world where Hawkeye buries his desire to be close to her any deeper than he already has.
He's contemplating so intensely that when she does speak, it takes a moment for the words to have meaning.
"I want you to come to bed with me."
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When BJ's journey home is delayed after his first weekend away since the war, Hawkeye struggles to sleep and Peg meets him right where he's at with an invitation that will change everything.
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24 Jul 2024
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A couple purgatorial post-concussion dreams.
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23 Jul 2024
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Post-war. BJ finds his breaking point, and Peggy calls Hawkeye for help.
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23 Jul 2024
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Every doctor on the front lines knows you're not supposed to bond with your patients. This is war, not summer camp. But Benjamin "Lucky" Waters is from Maine, and Hawkeye figures there has to be some sort of rule about Bens from Maine becoming friends. It's a natural thing, like eating bread with your spaghetti or crackerjacks at a ball game.
But Lucky dies, because that happens sometimes in war, and Hawkeye copes with the loss by writing a letter to Lucky's father back home. The only problem is he can't find the words to make things right, and no matter what he says, it just feels like he's putting Band-Aids on bullet holes.
(Or, Hawkeye learns that the road to hell is paved with good intentions.)
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20 Jul 2024
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If there was anything that Hawkeye Pierce hated, it was being sick.
It could be rightfully debated that swimmer’s itch and wet socks would come in a close second; tied, of course, with Major Burns on what most would consider a good day. Whichever came first on the list, however, didn’t matter much to the captain as the beginning symptoms of a fall flu set in. It started mildly, pressure in the sinus leading to mild headache, sniffles, and sneezes. Most of which Hawkeye conveniently blamed on allergies, the war, or whatever slop was served at breakfast that day. For the most part, everyone shoved off the symptoms as just another part of his antics.
That is, everyone except for a certain BJ Hunnicutt.
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17 Jul 2024
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BJ asks Hawkeye to do just one thing, and Hawkeye doesn't do it - instead, he gets caught in the shelling of a battalion aid station.
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17 Jul 2024
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Trapper and Hawkeye are fortuitously reunited and get a bit of the catharsis that they (and I) needed after Trapper's abrupt departure from the 4077th.
A short post-canon fix-it wherein Trapper discovers Hawkeye is alive and Hawkeye discovers he wasn't left behind.
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- Part 1 of Whoever the Them
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16 Jul 2024
